When I packed up neatly and arrived in front of everyone, I obviously felt that everyone's mood was better, a purposeful life is always stronger and more meaningful than a directionless life, and it is easier to have a lead than to grope alone. (You can find this site)

As Xue said, this superficial spirit is known to be an illusion, but it also has a somewhat uplifting effect.

In the face of such me, everyone's mood is undoubtedly much better, what Grandma Ling Qing explained was told by Ruyue to everyone: "My grandmother said that people of Grandpa Jiang's generation have always had one biggest wish in their lives, and that wish is also their secret. It's too difficult, too empty, and too dangerous, so according to Grandpa Jiang's character, it won't involve the next generation. And this decision was also made by him a long time ago. As for my grandmother, she must accompany Grandpa Jiang, she told me and my sister that she has been carrying the village all her life, and she has also done things for the country, serving as the bond of cooperation between Bai Miao and the Han people, she is tired, and she must do what she wants to do when she is old, and she has no regrets. ”

Ruyue's words, in fact, did not contain any clues at all, but it made us feel a little better, it seems that the masters have chosen this irresponsible way to leave, but they don't want the next generation to repeat their path.

However, you can arrange plans, plan our future, but you can never arrange our feelings, so many years of feelings, has made us destined to one day embark on the same path as you, even if it is the same as you, when you are old to pursue it, it will definitely be.

Thinking of this, I always feel that this is the fate of our line, some helpless, some heartache, and more confused, because I don't know what Master and what they are doing, how should I do it?

I subconsciously pinched my brows, but I didn't want Huigen'er to squat in front of me and cry all of a sudden, and said, "Why did Master E? ”

I pulled Hui Gen'er up, I don't know how to comfort the 13-year-old, half-year-old child, he may have endured more than me.

Seeing this, Ruyue pulled Hui Gen'er and said, "Your master is with Grandpa Jiang, they are good partners for life, and that friendship has gone deep into the bone marrow." Hui Gen'er, just like you do to the third brother, treat him as an elder brother, they are brothers. My grandmother also told me about your master, she said that such a dangerous thing, Uncle Hui must be with Grandpa Jiang, and Uncle Hui also has his own pursuits, and he also has to find some things through some things. Huigen'er, you'll understand when you grow up. ”

Actually, I don't know what Uncle Hui thinks, our master is missing, and we are still adults, but Hui Gen'er is underage, do you want Hui Gen'er to return home halfway? Will he still be able to adapt to the world of ordinary people? Uncle Hui is better than my master

I don't know how to describe it, but after I learned that Uncle Hui had never let go of Hui Gen'er, he had already made arrangements.

All this, we only learned about it a week later, when Brother Chengqing arrived here with 2 boxes of ashes.

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It was a drizzly day, and it was the 7th day of our waiting in the bamboo grove.

No one was impatient, and no one ever mentioned leaving, and no one dared to leave anyone during these days, because no one dared to bear this great sorrow alone.

During these 7 days, we should lean on each other to keep warm, we talk about the world, practice, talk about the Tao, read books, and deliberately do not talk about the Master's topic, although we have almost decided what we want to do in the future, but we need a period of sad precipitation.

Especially Ruyue said Ling Qing's *** words, Master, what they did was very dangerous, and we were even more uneasy, which of us didn't have a hope in our hearts? I hope to see the masters alive, not to get the news of their deaths in the end.

Therefore, we need a time to calm ourselves down, to be able to calmly arrange the future, and deal with all things.

7 days is not a long time, but it is also a good buffer period, at least enough time for us to bury the sadness that has penetrated deep into the bone marrow in our hearts first. Although it can't be buried deep into the bottom of the heart, so that the surface is not shocked, but it can also seem to live a peaceful life, and occasionally laugh and joke, although that smile is not necessarily sincere.

On this morning, it was drizzling, and Brother Chengxin said to me early in the morning: "Chengyi, this should be the last spring rain." ”

When I think of the day after Master left, it was a drizzle, and I always felt a little repulsed by this misty drizzle in my heart, and I always felt that it was inseparable from sadness.

It was such a morning that Brother Chengqing came, without an umbrella, just holding two boxes and carrying a backpack, all the way to the bamboo forest building.

I sat in front of the corridor in a daze, I was the first to see Brother Chengqing, and when I saw him like this, I quickly went into the house and took an umbrella and greeted him.

Under the umbrella, Brother Chengqing's expression was the same as ours, calm, but there was an indelible sadness in his eyes, and the first thing he said to me was this: "Chengyi, I didn't come alone, I brought Master and Little Aunt here." ”

I didn't react at once, Uncle Li, little aunt? I subconsciously asked, "Where are they?" ”

But as soon as I asked, I knew the answer, and the next moment the tears fell again. I know that Master and they have a little junior sister, many years ago, Master and they passed away when they were young, and Uncle Li was brought along with Little Sister, isn't that

Did Uncle Li go? I was in a trance, but Brother Chengqing hugged the two urns tighter and said, "Let's bring them into the house first." ”

I nodded, holding an umbrella and following behind Brother Chengqing.

Grief, won't you stop? Looking at the two new urns on the table that were originally offered to Sanqing, I only had this idea in my mind.

In this world, another person who cares about me is gone.

After respectfully setting up the two urns, after we all bowed to the urn a few times, Brother Chengqing's face was already with two lines of tears, and he turned to us who were whimpering and said: "I owe you an explanation, after all, my master is also your uncle, so all this must be explained." ”

We listened quietly, and Brother Chengqing wiped away the tears on his cheeks before saying, "Master's first life divination technique has reached the state of being superb, and he has already calculated that his limit is approaching. Originally, he could pursue it with his uncles and fulfill the last wish of his life. But he didn't want to leave the little sister, that is, their little sister, he said, if I go there, I'm afraid that the ashes will not be buried with her, that's it, that's it, you all have a lot of things to explain to your apprentices, let me be the last person to take over, and after I go, Chengqing will bring your explanation. ”

Hearing this, I already understood that Uncle Li and Little Aunt had a relationship, and in the end, he chose to stay in the world to accompany Little Aunt and be buried in the same cave after death.

I don't understand why I have such an idea and stay in the world, but didn't Brother Chengqing say that if I go there, I'm afraid I can't even bury the ashes together?

All of a sudden, my mind seemed to have suddenly cleared up and grasped something.

However, the sadness of my uncle's death still overwhelmed me in an instant, and I couldn't think too much about it, and Brother Chengqing continued to say: "Actually, you are luckier than me, and you may be lucky that you can still see the living master, my uncles." But I am also luckier than you to be able to send Master to the end with my own hands. Master didn't want to have too much sorrow about life and death, he said that death is just a hurdle for people to face, and it is also a beginning, so there is no need to be too sad, so don't inform so many people, just leave quietly. He said that the bamboo forest was quiet, and he and his aunt would be buried here after death. ”

Speaking of this, Brother Chengqing paused and said: "Master said that he has no hometown in his life, he is wandering with his ancestors, and where there is an ancestor, it is his hometown. Therefore, being able to be buried in a place where there is a vein of ours can be regarded as a return to the roots. In addition"

When Brother Chengqing said this, he paused again before he said, "Originally, the plan of the senior uncles was three years ago, and they wanted to be with my master. Unfortunately, my master has decided to stay, so it has been delayed until now, and they want to stay for a while to get together, after all, because of many things back then, they have missed decades of time. ”

Gathering is it a gathering in a bamboo forest? Or is everyone still unable to let go of their own worries and take advantage of this to spend more time?

"This time I came and brought a lot of letters, which each of my uncles wanted to give to you. In addition, there is this thing, which was delivered to Chengyi's old residence in Beijing, and a month after Chengyi left, and then it was transferred to me. Brother Chengqing said.

What is it, is it Gao Ning's letter? That's the first thought in my head.