The appearance of Ruxue undoubtedly allowed me to see a ray of sunshine in the whirlpool of sadness, illuminating my heart that had been aching. (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)

When she let go of me, I finally couldn't help but kneel on the ground, let myself cry so much that I couldn't cry myself, the trajectory of my growth was accompanied by the figure of the master, so many days of dependence on each other, how could it be easily erased?

At this moment, all the terrible memories turned into sadness, into tears, flowing down my cheeks.

This is not my sadness alone, it is all the sadness present, everyone has lost the most important person in their lives, and that sadness is like resonating at this moment, hovering over the bamboo forest building, and then turning into everyone's tears.

"Sister, forgive me, just once." Ruyue said suddenly, and then hugged me from behind regardless of it, my body stiffened, and then I saw Qin Huai smile helplessly, and turned around almost at the same time as Ruxue.

"Third brother, don't move, you should be carrying me on your back when you were a child, and I will lie on your back. At that time, when we met, Grandpa Jiang and Grandma were there, we were so presumptuous, so we went to break into the tomb of the hungry ghost, because we all felt in our hearts that we had something to rely on, that is, Grandpa Jiang and Grandma, they were there, they would save us, they would tolerate our naughtiness, and in the end, they would teach us a lesson at most, and they were reluctant to treat us well. Ruyue leaned against my back and said intermittently.

I let the tears flow and listened to her tell slowly: "Such feelings, third brother, I am also experiencing with you, dependence from childhood to adulthood, and heaven from childhood to adulthood." So how can they make us so dependent and then suddenly leave? It felt like an abandonment. However, third brother, there is one thing that I have never told you, at that time in the Hungry Ghost Tomb, we got lost and encountered so many things, and it was you who took us all the way until I was rescued by Uncle Hu. Since then, you have also become my dependence, without grandma, without Grandpa Jiang, and you. So, you must cheer up, no matter what kind of thoughts they have when they leave, if you have the heart not to give up, become everyone's dependence, take us to find them, even if it is only once. ”

Find them, even if it's just once? My heart shook, and I muttered, "Did you find it?" ”

At this time, Cheng Zhen rushed in front of me and said, "Brother Cheng Yi, you are the descendant of the mountain character line, and you are our senior brother." My master has said since I was a child that if something big happens in our vein, after all, we still have to come forward with the mountain character vein, and if you can find it, you can take us to find them. ”

Brother Chengxin also came over at this time, took off his eyes, wiped away his tears with his usual elegant posture, and said: "Chengyi, you are indeed a senior brother, they are gone, our vein is led by you, my master also said, don't be afraid if something big happens, naturally there are mountain lines that come out to resist half of the sky, and the rest of our veins just need to help you vigorously." ”

I gently pushed Ruyue away, wiped away my tears, stood up, and said, "I asked myself if I was immature, because until now, I am still stuck in sadness and can't extricate myself, why do you believe me so much, is it because I am a mountain character?" ”

"Shanzimai, Chengyi, do you know why it is called Shanzimai? Moving the mountains here, the people in the mountains, what is it, is the immortal. Master once said that the ancestor is not biased towards anyone, but that the mountain character is the root and orthodoxy of cultivation, and it is the person who embarks on the metaphysical road. And one person attained the Tao, and the chicken and dog ascended to heaven, to make it clear, it was actually because he wanted the mountain character vein to finally touch something higher, and sheltered the people of the other veins. Everyone who really has the mountain word lineage is a person who has a lot of fate, but there is a lot of luck behind it, I don't know what is going on in other veins, at least this is the case with our vein. Chengyi, take us with you, no matter how many years it takes, even if it is a lifetime, let us see Master again, even if it is just a tombstone. Brother Chengxin said to me.

At this time, I really understood the meaning of this senior brother, and Master never mentioned it to me, for what? Does he not want me to be bound by this anymore?

But the responsibility in fate is always inescapable, we are all people who have lost our master at the moment, just like a group of people who were suddenly left behind in the wilderness and lost, we can't go on like this, then we can only set a goal to go on, and I am undoubtedly the one to lead, no matter how sad I am.

Holding down my choked throat, I tried to be as calm as I could, "Let's go in, let's not be outside all the time." Now we have to do two things, the first is to wait for Uncle Li here, he asked us to wait, not let us go to see him, there is always a reason, then we wait, wait until he, at least can give us an answer. Second, it is Ruxue who said that Grandma Ling Qing once had some explanations, let's listen to what Ruxue said about what kind of explanation. ”

Now, this is the only way to go, after I calm down, I know what I should do, people are forced out, especially after taking responsibility.

Just like a mother's responsibility to her child, an innocent girl will grow into a brave woman in an instant.

A father's responsibility to the family will make a fun-loving boy grow into a mature man in an instant.

This is true for everyone when facing the responsibilities given by life, no matter how unwilling, sad, and evasive you are, in the end you can only carry it, otherwise your life will become a meaningless wasted time, because you have never borne anything, and at this point, even if you are a successful person, you are also a loser.

When I entered the house, everyone sat down in the house, but Ruxue pulled me up and said to everyone: "I'm sorry, everyone wait a little longer." ”

I was dragged by Ruxue to the place where Master and I were washing in a daze, and I couldn't understand what Ruxue was going to do for a while.

And Ruxue didn't speak, just hit a basin of water in front of me, began to wipe my face, and said calmly: "Since you want to cheer up, then take a cheer up, even if it's just an illusion, even if it just makes my heart feel better, it's good." ”

As she spoke, she put down her veil and smeared the shaving cream on my face, Master left, I hadn't shaved for almost a week, and at this time, my face was full of beard and beard, how embarrassed and embarrassed I was.

Seeing Ruxue doing all this for me carefully, I grabbed Ruxue, she gently broke free of me, and said, "You want to ask me, I'm not sad for my aunt and grandmother to leave, right?" ”

I nodded in acquiescence.

"I'm sad, I'm sad. I have been carried by my aunt and grandmother since I was a child, and in the village, the days I get along with my aunt and grandmother are like the moon is longer. My aunt always said that our lives were the same, and she always felt that I was miserable and loved me very much. My aunt and grandmother have always been my biggest day. Do you think I'm sad? When Ruxue said this, she was as calm as she usually was, faint, faint as if she was narrating someone else's affairs.

But she used to be my closest lover, how could I not know that her calm often hides too many deep feelings. Therefore, I know that the sadness in her mouth may not be as sad as half of the sadness in her heart, and she can't express it.

As she spoke, Ruxue handed me the razor and said slowly: "But my aunt told me that your master would say goodbye without saying goodbye, and you will definitely be even more sad." So, I thought I'm not going to be so sad that I'm going to collapse, come here, hold you up. ”

After speaking, Ruxue whispered to me: "Remember, wash again, change into clean clothes and come out again." If you are neater, everyone will feel better, and your parents will feel more relieved. ”

Looking at Ruxue's back, there was a trace of sadness in my heart, why can't she be my wife? Perhaps a long time ago, Master also asked like this, why can't Ling Qing be my wife?

This is fate, even if Ruxue is not my wife, but I will not give her the love that a husband gives to his wife just because she is not, this is not something that can be limited by identity, this is my hot feeling.

It's like when Master leaves me and I don't know where I went, but because he is no longer with me, I will feel that he is not my Master, no matter where he is, he will always be my Master, and I want to find him, it is also my own feelings, and I will not go against him.

I finally cleaned myself up according to Ruxue's request, but then I found my mother waiting for me at the back of the house, and when she saw me, she asked, "Sanwa'er, is that girl Ruxue?" Why are you and Ruyue girl also very good, and you are confused about your mother. ”

I said, "Mom, Ruyue is my sister. But Ruxue and I are also separated for many reasons. But I still like snow. Mom, Master is gone, I hope you can give me a free time and let me do my own thing, okay? ”

My mother immediately understood what I was saying, and was a little silent, she knew that I was telling her that I might not be married or start a family for a long time.

After all, she sighed and said, "I discussed with your father, hey, Tong Zi Life, and the apprentice of the fairy-like Master Jiang, your father and I never expected you to be the same as an ordinary son." Ruxue is such a good girl, why should she be separated? ”

Mom walked away, I unconsciously looked up at the sky, how much bitterness does this life have to make a person's heart finally strong and calm?