Chapter 2 Red
Behind this hillside, is the ancestral grave of Yueyan Miao Village, Erin was a traitor in the village for love back then, but she proved her love for the village with her life, no matter how much she struggled in the melancholy of her life, how difficult it was to choose between Lin Chen and the village, she was buried in this ancestral cemetery after all.
This may be an answer given to her by the village, no matter what mistakes you make, as long as you still have the village in your heart, you will eventually return to the embrace of the village.
The terrain of the hillside is very high, the mountain wind is cold, blowing me and Lin Chen are flying, Lin Chen doesn't know what kind of idea he has, although it is late at night, he is still wearing sunglasses, such a person may not like others to peek into his heart, a small pair of sunglasses can hide a lot of things.
As for me, standing in the formation that had been drawn in advance, gathering the remnant souls for Erin wholeheartedly, the process of doing it was tedious and laborious, after all, so many years have passed, how difficult is it to reunite?
My spiritual sense helped me after all, this process of gathering remnant souls is the most important one - searching for words, the spiritual sense is strong, and it is naturally easier to sense the remnant soul of another branch of Irene, she can't go to reincarnation, and the soul is naturally wandering in the place of burial, which is the only thing that is the most relaxing.
Maybe because it's a remnant soul, when I cast a spell to completely release my spiritual sense and find Irene, in my spiritual sense, she was always a little sluggish, I sighed in my heart, I didn't expect that in almost ten years, I would see Erin again, but in this case, it is indeed a little sad.
found Erin, naturally lit the soul-attracting lamp in the formation, and then used the method of shouting souls to gather Erin's remnant soul.
The soul-attracting lamp was lit by Lin Chen, but the process of calling the soul was not very smooth, after all, I am not Irene's close relative, and it is difficult to call back Irene's remnant soul.
At this time, it was Hui Gen'er who was clever and went to find Erin's brother and parents early, and finally called Erin's remnant soul back.
I released the remnant soul of Erin hidden in the finger bones, and using the formation, I finally gathered the remnant soul of Erin with difficulty.
At the moment when the remnant souls gathered, Erin woke up, her eyes fell on Lin Chen's body, and Lin Chen didn't know when he opened his heavenly eyes, the two looked at each other, and they were silent.
I can't say how I met again after ten years, the feeling the two gave me was that Irene had let go, but Lin Chen had a lot of desire to talk and stop.
The two seemed to look at each other for a long time, but in fact it was only a few seconds, Erin withdrew her gaze, I couldn't see through the emotions in her eyes, maybe it was sadness, maybe it was a kind of complete disappointment after letting go, I remembered Irene's voice in my head: "Chengyi, thank you." ”
After sobering up, Erin naturally understood what was going on, there seemed to be a lot of desire to say behind this thank you, but I think a thank you is actually enough, this is the last sentence of the life, and the rest has been buried in the years, including various emotions after suicide, so, to say thank you, Erin is right.
After saying this thank you, Erin turned around, she had missed the best time for reincarnation, she had to have my help, her eyes told me that she was no longer nostalgic, and I knew what I had to do.
Perform mantras, play the trick - guide the way, this is a benevolent trick for the lonely soul and wild ghost to guide the Huangquan Road, the Taoist family will help the lonely soul and wild ghost on special days, but there are too many causes and effects, ordinary days will not be easy to help, the way of heaven upholds fairness, miss the natural price to pay.
Of course, I have a cause and effect with the souls of the dead, so I can naturally use this guide!
Back then, the master wanted to make a guide for Li Fengxian, but unfortunately Li Fengxian, who was scattered, never had this opportunity again.
Under the guidance of the way, the Yellow Spring Road is open, or I am not in the state of a spirit body, I can't see where the so-called Yellow Spring Road is, but Erin is also walking resolutely, as if there is really a road in front of her.
"Irene, I'm sorry, I love you." Suddenly, a voice came into my ears, with an obvious crying tone, needless to say, the voice was Lin Chen's.
I didn't expect Lin Chen to be so unable to restrain his emotions, looking back by the firelight, under Lin Chen's sunglasses, there were two lines of tears, maybe there was no need to hide anything at this moment, Lin Chen simply took off his sunglasses, his eyes were red.
Lin Chen's words attracted the scolding of Erin's family, and the family's hatred for Lin Chen was naturally understandable, although they were very restrained at first, they must not have heard Lin Chen say this love word.
Lin Chen is a person who doesn't care about other people's thoughts, in the scolding, he just stared at Erin's back tightly, maybe he was expecting Erin to look back at him again, right? However, if this is the case, why not cherish it at that time? If it was love, in fact, Lin Chen didn't have to let Erin be a traitor, at most, it would only give him less credit in the organization.
I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place, this understatement is actually an extremely heavy truth that the ancients told us.
It's a pity that Irene's figure just stopped for a moment, and after all, she didn't look back, but walked forward again without hesitation, and when she was about to disappear, she said: "That's it!" "It got to everyone's mind.
Irene's parents cried bitterly, and her brother was also sad, and he no longer wanted to scold Lin Chen.
And Lin Chen seemed to have been sucked away from his bones, and suddenly knelt down with his hands on the ground, the mountain wind was cold, and Lin Chen's intermittent voice came from the wind: "Why doesn't she want to look at me again?" Why? ”
As for me taking the trick, all that was churning in my mind was one sentence: "It's just this voice, how many emotions are buried behind it?" ”
Hui Gen'er sang a Buddha name, walked in front of Lin Chen step by step, and whispered: "Sister Erin, that is, she has expressed her willingness to let go of everything in this world!" After she committed suicide, it was my master and I who personally blessed her mind and would not be reincarnated. You and you don't care, a lot of worries will only add cause and effect to her. ”
Hui Gen'er's words are a little ruthless, in fact, I understand very well that this is a correct attitude, the dearest and beloved are gone, you can miss and grieve, but never miss and worry for a long time, that is the fetters of his (her) reincarnation road, there will be a delay in the grievances of the previous life, and in serious cases, it will even affect the reincarnation for a long time!
Because feelings are a thread, and they also tie him (her).
This is a common saying in Buddhism and Taoism, but it is too difficult to do, and people often have to rely on time weakly.
Perhaps it was Hui Gen'er's words that stung Lin Chen, and he stood up a little unsteadily, and said, "She actually said to me, then I'll just do it." ”
Lin Chen is like this, he refuses to be weak at all, but his words sound so unconfident to me, and there is a deep feeling of hurt in it, but I hope he really is.
Walking up to me, Lin Chen said to me, "Give me the finger bones." ”
I took out the phalanx bone and gave it to him, and Irene's brother shouted to me, "Don't give it to him, he will take it, and my sister will not be whole." ”
In fact, I thought that the soul was gone, and all that was left was the skin, just like using a broken machine, but this kind of ruthless truth, I couldn't say it to Lin Chen's brother, I could only say to Lin Chen: "Her family's wish." ”
Lin Chen didn't pay attention to Erin and her brother at all, just walked to Erin's grave, dug a small pit, buried the finger bones in it, and said: "I once promised that life and death depend on each other, if you die, I will bury you with my own hands, and if I die, you will hide me with your own hands." At the time, I thought it was just a sweet talk to you, but later, I knew that I really wanted to do it. A finger bone, I dug it out with tears back then, and now I bury it again, it is also considered cause and effect, and it is also considered that I buried you with my own hands, I don't owe you, right? That's it. ”
After speaking, Lin Chen bowed to the grave, in fact, it didn't make much sense to do so, he knew very well that Erin was gone, just a bow, to comfort and comfort him alive, it was better than the pain of life.
In the mountain wind, Lin Chen turned around, his subordinates, who were originally far away, came over and put on a windbreaker for him, Lin Chen wore it, and walked down the mountain in the mountain wind, the corners of the windbreaker flew, I always felt that he was humming a song, so I took a few steps towards him, and found that he was almost unconsciously singing:
"Red is like a rose's willful ending, red is as resentful as blood dripping from her lips, the sweet dream from the darkness to the darkness, a labor pain that can't be seen in the mirror, you are as heavy as red dust passing by"
"Red is like the arrogance of the blooming years, red is like the commemoration of the fading sun, it is the smiling face of you and me, like the life line of you and my palm"
"You're the most beautiful wound, perhaps"
Lin Chen is crying, I heard that heavy nasal voice, is it red? I felt like I had gone back to that year, and the moment I saw Irene, the bright red blood was really like a rose around her body, and it was piercing and tearful.
Later, I found this song, looked at the lyrics, and suddenly figured out why Lin Chen hummed it unconsciously when he was the saddest, that is, all his feelings about Irene.
I don't know what kind of mood I was in, walking down this ancestral tomb mountain with Hui Gen'er, the mountain wind blew me a little cold, but in the moonlight, I saw from a distance, next to an old tree at the foot of the mountain, there was an indifferent figure standing there.
It's like snow!
In fact, I have been avoiding seeing her here, and when I saw her, I was stunned there, and many past events came to my mind, and for a while, I didn't know whether I should go forward or not.
From a distance of more than ten meters, Ruxue looked at me, stood there and asked, "Erin, Erin, is she safe to go?" ”