I want to settle for this blandness, and I'm satisfied. (You can find this site)

―――――――――― remember the days when Master and I were building in the bamboo forest.

This is a sentence I wrote many years later, and it should be satisfied at that time, clear porridge and side dishes, sunrise and sunset, and stay in the mountains and forests. There are many people in my heart, but I worry but don't bother, because I know where they are, I know that they are busy with their lives, and I am satisfied.

That memory is very lackluster, but it does not affect it in my memory to radiate a dazzling light, life is sometimes a reincarnation, at that time I suddenly felt that I and the master went to a reincarnation, and then walked to the bamboo forest building, the only gain is that I have a little more concern in my heart.

When the night is quiet, that concern will also emerge, a faint astringency, full of heaviness, this is also a kind of non-emptiness of the soul, right?

In how many nights with the sound of insects and clear moonlight, I will miss like snow, is she like me, guarding the window, precipitating a longing?

I will think of Ruyue and Grandma Ling Qing, when the smoke rises in the village, will Grandma Ling Qing still look at Ruyue cooking with such a loving face, and Ruyue will eat secretly?

What about Uncle Hui? At this moment, Huigen'er should sleep peacefully, are you tugging the corners of Huigen'er again?

My uncles, brothers, sisters? Are you, like me, in a quiet and contented daily practice?

What about crispy meat? After a long day of running, you kid should be snoring all over the house at this moment, right?

What about Qinhuai? When you stinky boy is occasionally awake in the bright night, will you suddenly think of your two brothers, and then spit and say a word; "Phew, speaking of which, I'm the most handsome."

The busyness of the day, the thoughts of the night, the time has passed one after another, and in the blink of an eye it is another month, and the early summer has quietly come, but it does not feel so stuffy in this quiet bamboo forest building.

There have been several times when I wanted to ask Master, what am I going to do in the next few days? Whether to join that department or to blend in with the world, but many times, I was silent, just because my heart was satisfied, and I wanted to be so satisfied forever, so I didn't ask.

At noon on this day, Master and I had lunch.

I vaguely remember that meal when we mixed cucumbers, cooked a pot of pumpkin and mung bean soup, and ate the thick green bean porridge to the fullest.

Originally, after dinner, Master and I should have sat in front of the corridor of the small building, brewed a pot of tea, talked about the experience of magic, talked about the problems of cultivation, and by the way, we would blow some strange things from all over the world, but on this day, Master just patted his stomach and said, "If you are too full, go down the mountain." You take those fresh live fish, and we'll stop by to see your parents. ”

I nodded yes and went all the way down the mountain with Master.

My family was at the foot of the mountain, and I walked along the straight road, and the first one to arrive was my house, but when the Master got there, he said, "I see that the fields are green and gratifying, so let's stop taking the big road and take the small road." ”

I carried the fish and nodded in response, I know the virtue of the master, and when I see which family's food grows well, and it happens to be what he likes to eat, he will still go to rub the rice, but the villagers have also become rich over the years, and the rice will be rubbed and the rice will be rubbed, and no one will really ask my master to work anymore.

They always think that this old man who disappears from time to time is not ordinary, who doesn't remember that he once gave medicine in the countryside, and it is rumored that my master is actually an old miracle doctor.

I always laugh when I hear it, well, the shrunken old miracle doctor.

In this way, walking on the path with the master, although it was afternoon, there were always people working in the fields, saying hello all the way, but not lonely, but there was a strong nostalgia in it.

As we walked from the trail to my house, Master took a look at my house from a distance, and then his eyes were drawn to the people working in the fields.

I saw that it was Liu Fang and his family who were working in the fields, that year, I was still young, but Liu Fang was the most beautiful girl in the village, and the master always followed behind other people's butts, and smiled when he was scolded.

Now that time has passed, Liu Fang has already married a woman and is already the mother of the child, and people don't care about my master's jokes back then, which are similar to the actions of children.

Seeing me and my master on the path, Liu Fang took the initiative to say hello, but my master just didn't leave, looked at Liu Fang and asked, "Liu Fang, I haven't been back to the village for many years, don't you think I'm not?" ”

Originally, I was taking out a cigarette and was going to give Liu Fang's husband a cigarette, but I didn't want the master to suddenly ask such a sentence, and I was so shocked that I almost fell off the path.

Is this master 'seizure' again? You must know that Liu Fang's husband is not a generous person!

Sure enough, Liu Fang's husband's face immediately darkened, Liu Fang blushed and took a sip, and said, "How old are you, you still make this joke, you are not ashamed!" ”

But the master said seriously, "When did I make a joke? All these years outside, I have been thinking about you the most. ”

"What are you talking about, old man?" Liu Fang's husband had a seizure.

I didn't know what illness Master was committing, so I hurriedly went to pull Master, but Master broke free of me, and said with a hippie smile, "What didn't I do?" Don't you even think about it? Does that make sense? ”

Liu Fang's husband is very angry, to an old man, you can't scold it, and you can't do it, just pull Liu Fang and leave.

And the master actually followed behind, and suddenly let go of his voice and sang: "Sister, you boldly go forward, go forward!" Don't look back."

I was embarrassed to chase the master, I don't understand what is wrong with the master, and this song is a song in the movie Red Sorghum, according to the plot, in short, this song is a song that was often sung by young men in the village to tease girls, how did Master sing it.

Liu Fang and his family walked very fast, and the master also walked very fast, I followed behind with the fish, and I couldn't catch up for a while, but there was no way to stop the master.

It wasn't until the master sang: "The avenue is facing the sky nine thousand nine hundred", Liu Fang's husband finally couldn't help it, shouted, and then ran towards the master, it seemed that he was going to 'go alone' with my master.

Master laughed and laughed very heartily, and he smiled and suddenly turned his head to look at me, and this glance seemed to be filled with tears in the sunlight, as if I couldn't see it really, and as if it was just tears of laughter.

This glance was just a short moment, and then the master turned around and ran onto another path, shouting as he ran: "Sanwa'er, others are chasing me, you go to your parents' house first." ”

I didn't have time to react to anything, I just felt that this village was being banned, it was a matter of teenagers, how could it happen to my master?

I wanted to chase after Master, but I saw Liu Fang's husband picking up a stone and throwing it at my master as he ran, and I could only pray that my master would run faster.

These trails are 70,000 winding, and the crops in the fields are growing very well, and the vines are around, and soon the master ran away without a trace, only to see Liu Fang's husband come back scolding, speaking of the old boy, running so fast.

I smiled bitterly and could only carry the fish to my parents' house first and wait for the master.

It's a pity, how could I have known at that time that I couldn't wait for him after all, after all

On that day, I drank a large jar of water at my house, and Master had not yet returned.

That day, I was playing chess with my dad in the yard, and my mother's fish had been cooked, but Master still didn't come back.

That day, when we had made dinner hot and hot, Master still didn't come back, and shouted as before, "Xiuyun, hurry up, if there's anything delicious, pour me the wine." ”

That day, I had a perfunctory meal, flashlight and hurriedly returned to the bamboo forest Xiaozhu, the bamboo forest still made a rustling sound, and the small building still stood quietly, but unfortunately, I didn't see the familiar, that little dim light.

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and I tried not to think about anything, and shouted in a cheerful voice, "Master, you don't have anything to eat of the fish." ”

No one answered me.

I was a little uneasy and shouted, "Master, Master, are you here?" You said that you, at such an age, what kind of women are you molesting? Liu Fang, did her man's stone hit you? ”

I swear, I was trying to control my emotions, but no matter how I controlled it, my heart just couldn't help beating wildly, my voice began to tremble, I began to get angry, I began to climb up the bamboo forest at a faster pace, and I slipped halfway, I shouted: "Master, you are just saying something, I am hairy, I am angry." ”

Still no one answered me.

I stopped shouting, I stopped screaming, I rushed into the house, I searched every room, and I didn't see Master.

I sat down on the floor, then fell down with a 'snap', looking at the ceiling, and my voice echoed throughout the empty room: "Master, where are you, stop playing." ”