"Get up, stinky boy, what do you do lying here like?" In the confusion, I looked up, Master, it's Master who has returned. (You can find this site)

I was so pleasantly surprised that I almost cried and asked, "Master, where have you gone?" ”

The Master was silent but did not answer, but turned around and said, "If you are hungry, go find something to eat." ”

"Master, you're here, I'll get it for you, you're here." I hurriedly got up and tried to grab the master, but I found that I had grabbed a void, I was stunned for a moment, and the master in front of me suddenly disappeared, turning into the little purple monster that disappeared and looked at me.

I wasn't scared at all, I rushed up in anger and madness, grabbed the little monster, and yelled, "You give me back Master, give it back to me."

"Give it back to me," I said, and opened my eyes suddenly.

The familiar ceiling, the empty room, I still slept in the same place where I was upside down last night, where is there a master, and where is there a monster?

My mind was blank, and I stood up a little numbly, but I heard the rustling rain outside, I'm afraid there are not a few spring rains, right? I was so bored in the house that I simply walked a few steps out, sat in front of the stairs of the bamboo forest, watched the drizzle, and suddenly felt that this location was very good.

Well, I'll wait here for Master.

I never understood how deep my feelings for Master were, just like now I haven't shed a single tear, but I feel as if it is a little difficult to breathe, and I sit stupidly, and I have temporarily lost the ability to think.

I always felt like I had to do something, but I couldn't give up here because I had to wait for Master.

He said to Grandma Ling Qing: "I always build in the bamboo forest." "Fart, why haven't you come back now?!

From sitting in the morning until it was completely dark, well, the day passed, and I thought it was time for me to go to sleep, but as soon as I stood up, my legs were numb, and I threw myself on the corridor at once, so let's sleep here.

When I woke up the next morning, there was sunshine in the sky again, a little dazzling, I can't remember how many times I woke up last night, anyway, when I woke up this time, I was always in a trance, and there were still tears on my face.

I didn't know what I was going to do, I didn't know I was hungry, I just felt like I was in pain and needed to end it.

I rushed to the kitchen and found a gourd, Master always used it to fill wine, and my heart began to hurt again when I saw it, Jiang Lichun, how can you abandon me? You can tell me that you are going to leave for a few years, like when you were in Beijing, you can say that you are older, don't follow Master, and you can even dislike me, but how can you abandon me?

How can you walk away silently?

Thinking of this, I unplugged the gourd stopper, and began to pour wine to myself, and then I was choked by this spicy wine, this old man used to have some good wine, but the economic situation of our master and apprentice was generally the same, and it was strange if I didn't choke on this spicy Daqu wine.

But the next moment I felt much better, a hot smell of wine rushed to my brain, my blood was hot, my heart was tight, I could laugh, I yelled in the empty kitchen: "Jiang Lichun, you come out, I will buy you good wine when you come out." ”

But who can respond to me? I sneered, simply hugged the gourd and drank, staggered to the front of the corridor, and continued to drink, the wine flowed from the corners of my mouth, to the neck socket, to the placket of the chest, wetting a large piece of clothing, but I just couldn't shed tears.

Stimulated by the wine, I seemed to have some ability to think, I always felt that I was too cowardly, I always felt that I should wash my face, and then go down the mountain to find the Master, but I gritted my teeth with hatred, how could you leave silently, how could you abandon me? How can it be?

Then, my memory began to blur, I remember that I vomited, vomited very badly, and then I just lay down on the ground casually, in the blur, I saw a lot of shadows, on the other side of the deep pool, the little me was practicing boxing, the master was practicing boxing in the courtyard, while shouting two words to me, in front of the corridor, the master and I, a pot of hot tea, as if we were playing chess again, in the hall, we were eating

I didn't want to look any further, so I just closed my eyes, and the world swirled, but it also made me fall asleep groggily, and I didn't know anything.

When I woke up again, I was asleep on the bed, my body was wiped clean, I couldn't hide the smell of alcohol, I saw my mother sitting in front of me with tears in her eyes, holding a bowl of porridge, and my father looked at me with some annoyance.

"Son, are you awake? Eat some? Mom said cautiously with the bowl.

I pushed the bowl away, and I had no appetite.

"What's the matter, tell mom?" Dad over there also cast a look of anticipation.

But I was silent.

I didn't mean to be angry with my parents, I didn't want to eat, I just couldn't say anything, and I wasn't hungry.

In the silence, my dad got angry, rushed over and slapped me, yelling, "Look at you like this? Master Jiang has been with you for decades, just to make you like this? If you don't say it, we also know that Master Jiang must be gone, and we felt that something was wrong that day. But don't you want to think about it, what kind of person Master Jiang is, he always has his own pursuit, people have been kind to you for decades, what are you doing? Who are you throwing tantrums with? Look at Lao Tzu can't kill you. ”

Saying that, my father's slap was about to fall again, I looked numbly, my mother hurriedly went to pull, and said to me while pulling: "Son, Mom knows that you are uncomfortable, you can eat something, don't make me and your father so uncomfortable, your father carried you in from the outside, it's not easy, don't be angry with him." You eat something, after eating, my mother will accompany you to find Master Jiang, the big living people can always find it. ”

"Hey" My father's hand also hung down, and he said a little dejectedly: "Sanwa'er, Master Jiang is like a fairy in Dad's eyes, what they pay the most attention to is fate, and when fate is over, it will be dispersed." But you, you always have to live, you know? Master Jiang taught you so much, and accepted you as an apprentice to inherit his things, this is the kindness he gave you, and you have to repay the favor. ”

My dad is such a loyal person, I was a little sad, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry, my heart was still very painful, I just picked up the bowl and ate the porridge my mother made for me one bite at a time.

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For my sake, my parents simply lived in a small building in the bamboo forest, I really didn't want me to be so old, and let them worry about it, but I just couldn't suppress my sadness.

I didn't go to the master, because I knew I couldn't find it, I had already figured it out, he was deliberately leaving, and I finally understood why he looked at me like that that day, it was clear that there were tears in his eyes.

I don't know what the reason is that he can say goodbye without saying goodbye, maybe I'm such a big person, and when Master leaves, I can't talk about abandonment, but emotionally I really can't accept it, I stubbornly feel that such a farewell is abandonment.

I tried desperately to figure out why, but I just couldn't figure it out.

On the third day of my parents' stay, Brother Chengxin came to the door, like me, with a scruffy beard, and the first thing he said was to me: "My master is gone, don't say it, look at you like that, I know that your master is gone." But Uncle Li asked us to wait in the bamboo forest. ”

I didn't ask much, I was silent, and Brother Chengxin was equally silent.

And that afternoon, Chengzhen came, crying and crying, needless to say, it was the master who was gone, and in the same way, got a word, in the bamboo forest Xiaozhu and so on.

Then, whether it was the second day or the third day, I can't remember clearly, it was Qin Huai who came, pulling Hui Gen'er, who kept shedding tears, and when Hui Gen'er saw me, she threw herself into my arms and cried and said, "I will never eat cake again." ”

Qin Huai told me with some sadness that one day, Uncle Hui came to him with Hui Gen'er, saying that Hui Gen'er wanted to eat cake, and he was not as rich as Qin Huai, so Qin Huai took Hui Gen'er to have a good cake and then

I know that Uncle Hui also disappeared in such an irresponsible way, I am 27 years old, but unfortunately Hui Gener is only 13 years old.

In the end, it was like snow and the moon.

I never wanted to see Ruxue in such a decadent way, but this is how I saw it, Ruxue didn't say anything, under countless pairs of eyes, hugged me from behind, and she said: "Don't look back, you should be a friend who hopes you cheer up and give you encouragement." My aunt was gone, and I was saddened, but she mentioned something to us. She told me that I was afraid that according to your master's character, she would say goodbye without saying goodbye, and she said that you would be sad, and she asked me to come, let me tell you to cheer up. ”

At this moment, I didn't look back, but my tears finally slipped down the side of my face, and it turned out that crying tasted so good.