Happy and peaceful days always make me feel unreal, even though I know very well that it is only short-lived, and the happiness that I and Ruxue have forced to come, I am still so uneasy and afraid of losing. (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)

We are very afraid that it will be too sweet, which will make it more difficult to forget the days of staying together in the future, and we are also afraid that each other will not be sweet enough, and we will miss this forced half a year by mistake.

For our inseparability, the people of Miao Village should not have seen it, and even the Poche witch here has one eye open and one eye closed.

This village is very large, but compared to other Miao villages, in fact, hundreds of years of seclusion, the people here are very familiar with each other, and I and Ruxue who don't know a little bit about it.

I've heard this remark more than once: "It's a pity that this young man is not a Miao man. ”

"They are really hard, but it's a pity that he can't join our village."

Whenever I hear such words, my heart is bitter, but what more can I pray for? This village is already very benevolent, and other Miao villages will not allow Miao girls to marry Han people at all, and this village can at least accept Han people.

And everyone turns a blind eye to our relationship, so that we can have a breathing space and a past to recall under the inevitable separation ending.

I stayed late with Ruxue every day to take her back to my cabin, and finally I went back to my apartment, and then looked forward to seeing her the next day.

The master who lived with me almost ignored my state, and he just said to me: "If you are together, you can be as good as you can, even if you are crazy, it doesn't matter." ”

"Master, have you ever been crazy?" Actually, I really wanted to know if the young master at that time had ever been crazy about Grandma Ling Qing like this.

"What do you think?" The master entered the room with his hands behind his back, and his back was a little gloomy.

At that moment, I felt that Master had been crazy, or was still crazy, so alone, using debauchery to cover up the pain in my heart, would I be like this?

I suddenly understood Master's words, the only thing I am luckier than you is that I am an orphan.

In this way, he can use his life willfully to repay this love, because he doesn't want to lose Lao Li, he can only lose Ling Qing*** love.

I tried not to think about it, although I did think about whether I could have a way to do both, such as I would enter the village and learn witchcraft, and not give up Taoism. But that's impossible, it's not a question of what to learn, it's a question of inheritance.

Because I entered the village, I must quit the master, and from now on I am not a person of Lao Li's lineage, I can only have one identity, that is, to become a sorcerer of the village, and I have no relationship with my master from now on.

I couldn't fail Master like that, even though he said he wouldn't interfere with any of my choices.

On this day, I sent Ruxue home as usual, but when I turned around, I found that someone who didn't have much intersection with me was waiting for me, it was Erin.

We chose a secluded place to talk, and when Erin saw me, the first thing she said was: "You and Ruxue go, get out of here, I am Ruxue's sister, and I will help her carry everything." ”

I didn't understand what Erin meant, but I looked at her very strangely and said, "Aren't you against me being with Ruxue?" Now why let's elope together? ”

"Is love something that others are against? If you love her, you are not afraid, even if it is the enemy of the whole world. Erin said faintly, then paused, and said to me very seriously: "Love should be fire, even if it is burned to ashes, it will eventually be extinguished, it is also a fierce love, willing to be like a glutton." Let's go, be as happy as you can, and love each other without caring about anything. ”

Erin's eyes are very hot, so I don't dare to face it, at this moment I think Erin is the kind of Miao girl that people say in their mouths, once they fall in love, crazy and pure, passionate as fire, and willing to pay, even if they are broken afterwards.

It's a pity that Ruxue and I can't do this kind of carefree love, because we don't have a way to live up to both, so we only have a choice, and we have already chosen.

"Chen Chengyi, you are talking, don't you feel pitiful like snow? Don't you feel pathetic? Are you two fools? It was so sweet to go around and say, half a year's agreement. If it were me, it would be either together or never together, and the half-year agreement was just a wound. Erin said very directly.

I sighed, spit out a cigarette, and said to Erin very seriously: "Erin, Ruxue and I have our own choices, we can't be so presumptuous, but we don't have the courage to regret never being together." The love you are talking about is fire, to be unbridled and scorching. Then, you and I are moths to the fire, and a moment of splendor is enough. ”

"You are a fool, Ruxue is also a fool, I am also a fool, I am also a fool, I still hope that the best sister can be happy for a lifetime, at least not so regretful." Erin turned around and left.

Leave me, looking at her back with some doubts, she is also a fool? Regret, is she also regretful?

I didn't think about it so much, I just thought that if the relationship between Qinhuai and Crispy Meat was not smooth, I would also regret it, her feelings for Ruxue were just like my feelings for Qinhuai and Crispy Meat.

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The days passed like flowing water, and in a blink of an eye, it was late autumn, and it was almost the beginning of winter, November.

Ruxue and I are very happy when we don't think about separation.

And when we forget our identity, it is no different from ordinary lovers, when I hold her, I will be very warm, and when I kiss her, my heart will beat very fast. We occasionally quarrel, but often we reconcile quickly.

I'll say silly love things to her, and she'll cook for me very happily.

Ruxue's cooking is very lively, because as soon as she cooks, my master, Uncle Hui, Brother Chengxin, and all the rice balls will come to eat and drink, because the food cooked by Ruxue is really not ordinarily delicious.

"Gu Fengcai, I'm afraid that there are not many people in this world who can reproduce it completely, such as Snow Girl." This is the evaluation that my master gave to Ruxue.

And whenever this happens, Ruxue is just very calm and quiet leaning next to me and laughing shallowly.

She's still like that, indifferent to everyone, but I just like her indifference.

At noon on this day, after coming to eat again, Master squinted his eyes and said to Ruxue and me, "You guys go out for a walk, if all the tired time is in this village, it will be a pity." Sanwa'er, aren't you talking about taking Ruxue to the movies once? Go ahead. ”

As soon as he heard this, Tuan Tuan asked nervously: "Uncle Jiang, will it be dangerous for them to go out?" ”

Fan Fan also followed Tuan Tuan and looked at my master worriedly.

My master waved his hand and said, "This season, it's almost winter, and those puppies in Heiyan Miao Village don't dare to move, but we are about to act." When you come back this time, you will be separated, don't get tired of it. ”

Master tried to say it lightly, but he lowered his head, and I couldn't see Master's expression clearly.

It's just that at that moment, I suddenly clenched Ruxue's hand, and her hand trembled slightly.

From the beginning of July to now, it's been almost 5 months, and the half-year appointment is so soon? I still lost track of time in a trance, and I was afraid of snow.

'Bang dang', it was Erin, who was serving the soup, and the sound of the soup spoon dropping, she muttered: "Uncle Jiang, are you going to act?" You're going to separate them? Can't you keep them together anymore? ”

The master raised his head, looked at Erin with a deep look in his eyes, and said, "It's about to be separated, and no one can say the outcome of this operation." Even if the matter is over, Seiichi and Ruxue should have their own things to do, and it's just right now. ”

Erin put down the bowl angrily and said to my master, "You are really ruthless, no wonder you can leave Grandma Ling Qing so simply back then." Do you have to let your apprentices learn from you? Your apprentice's love is his own. ”

The master did not speak, nor did he excuse himself, but sighed, stood up and walked to the edge of the corridor, looked at Erin and asked, "Erin, is love really that important to you?" Is it important more than anything else? ”

Erin met my master's gaze and said very firmly and seriously: "It is so important that it is more important than my life, I don't know others, I only know me, I was born for love." I don't understand others, and others don't need to understand me. ”

How did Master talk to Erin like that? I was sad, but I was also surprised.

And Ruxue had already gently held Erin's hand and said, "Erin, you don't have to be like this. I will not regret my own choice, and I can bear it when I am sad. ”

Erin glanced at Ruxue and said, "Ruxue, you are stupid, we are all stupid." ”

Uncle Hui recited a Buddha name, and the master just looked at the stockade outside the corridor, and he didn't know what he was thinking.