Chapter 12: Another Day
I went to Kunming with Ruxue, and we were accompanied by Fanfan and Tuantuan, in the face of the imminent separation of me and Ruxue, the Fantuan combination was also very sad, Tuantuan shed tears more than once and said to Ruxue: "Looking at you, I think I am too happy with Fanfan, but the more this is the case, the more I feel sorry for you." (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)"
There weren't many words about Fanfan, but this time he couldn't help but say honestly: "Chengyi, otherwise come to our village." I study delicious food for Tuan Tuan every day, cook for her, and I am very happy, what is more important than being happy. ”
Yes, if it is an ordinary person, an ordinary life, what is more important than being happy?
But I and Ruxue have too many things more important than being happy, I held Ruxue's hand and said to her: "If there is really a next life, I want to be an ordinary person, be with you ordinarily, and live a very trivial life." I have too many regrets, I can't always serve my parents before a certain age, I can't grow old with you, in fact, being a Taoist priest is like falling into a strange circle, no one can be very happy, unless you decide not to seek the Tao again in your life. ”
Ruxue held my hand back, and then said, "It's a pity that life is never something we can choose, right?" If I really have a next life, no matter what it is, I still want to meet you again. Seiichi, I'm worried about Irene! ”
Ruxue suddenly mentioned Erin to me, speaking of this, I think it's very strange, this girl obviously has no lover, why is she so obsessed with love? And my master doesn't seem to appreciate her attitude very much, which is not quite like my style of not caring about ordinary affairs and not interfering in other people's ideas.
"Are you worried about Erin's future?" I asked.
"Yes, this girl grew up with me, and I know how fierce she is. If you meet a person who doesn't live up to her in the future, it's okay to say, but what if you meet a negative person? Ruxue's brows furrowed slightly.
In fact, she is never cold, but not good at expressing feelings.
"Like snow, everyone's fate is predestined, and what cannot be destined is only people's hearts. You should understand this. I whispered.
"Yes, I understand, someone will be strong because of a tragic fate, and thus reverse something at the turning point of fate, while someone will fall because of it, complain, and make the misery even more miserable." I told Ruxue some Taoist truths, and Bingxue was as smart as she was, and she quickly understood what I meant.
"Therefore, we are worried about the future of others, and we cannot interfere. Just like Irene, she determines her attitude towards life, and the only thing you can do as her friend is to be her friend no matter what the circumstances. ”
"Hmm."
During the conversation, the car had arrived in Kunming unconsciously, we went to the sixth sister, this time we were going to stay in Kunming for ten days, the master said, in early December, we will set off to Heiyan Miao Village.
The sixth sister didn't show much surprise at the arrival of me and Ruxue, maybe the people from the village had already told her something, she didn't even sigh, she was as smart as the sixth sister, she wouldn't poke our wounds.
She just arranged everything for us, and sometimes even closed the flower shop and showed us around.
I finally got my wish and took Ruxue to watch a movie, which was a small screening hall, showing movies that had not been broadcast in the mainland, but Ruxue and I both wanted to watch it.
Therefore, we did not hesitate to choose the kind of small screening room similar to the video hall, for the movie called "Green Snake".
We've all seen snake spirits, but we haven't seen shapeshifting monsters, but that doesn't prevent us from hearing some vague things from the older generation, and we're in sad love, and we're eager to see what kind of feelings there will be between humans and demons.
Watching a movie by yourself and watching a movie with someone you love feels very different.
Watching a movie alone, savoring the joys, sorrows and sorrows in the movie, the lonely person becomes more and more lonely, because there is nothing to share.
And two people who love each other watch a movie together, and always see him (her) next to him (her) when they turn around, no matter whether the movie is happy or sad, they always feel that even if they don't say it, there is someone to feel with you, and it feels very warm.
Lovers are addicted to the cinema, in fact, they are addicted to a shared emotion, obsessed with the experience and joys and sorrows of no matter who they go by, and when they turn around, they have the feeling of being around him/her.
Ruxue and I are like this, fingers interlocked in the dark, watching this tragedy of love, I can hear her breathing in my ears, she can feel my heart beating on her left.
Walking out of the screening room, I asked Ruxue, "Is the movie good?" ”
Ruxue nodded gently, suddenly looked at the sky, and said in a low voice: "If you can watch a movie like this every year, how happy would you be?" ”
"Then let's watch it every year, even if we are no longer lovers, and become like my master and your grandmother, we can also agree to watch a movie together every year." I said to Ruxue seriously.
"Really?" Ruxue's eyes were full of surprise, and she was so surprised that she was a little frightened.
"Yes, from now on, every winter, I will come to Kunming to watch a movie with you." I didn't swear, but my words are more solemn in my heart than my vows.
I didn't want to give up Ruxue, although I didn't give up her way, there was only one movie left.
On the last day in Kunming, we just wandered aimlessly around this city where the seasons are like spring and flowers bloom everywhere, and in many parts of the city, there are such photographic vendors.
Tuan Tuan held the rice and rice, and suddenly Ruxue said to us: "Let's take a photo, and then we won't forget how happy we are now." ”
Actually, I personally resist taking pictures, and the reason is that my master, as a Taoist priest, is not a superstitious person, and he believes in reasonable analysis more than anyone else, rather than talking about gods.
But he is very persistent in one thing, that is, he doesn't like to take pictures. He told me that people's spirit is a lake of water, and every time you take a photo, you feel like you are captured and enclosed in a photo.
I only know that the Dharma utensils raised by the Taoists really can't take pictures, and once they are taken, they will not work for unknown reasons so many times, and as for people, I don't know, and Master can't prove this statement.
However, under the influence of Master, I myself was very resistant to taking pictures, but I was very ashamed to talk about it, and I always felt that superstition was tight.
But in the face of Ruxue's request, how can I refuse?
In the end, we took three photos, one for a group photo, one for Fan Fan and Tuan Tuan, and one for me and Ruxue.
In the photo, I was a little stiff and nervous, but I hugged Ruxue tightly, Ruxue was still so calm and quiet, but there was a faint smile on her face, she snuggled up to me, very sweet.
Holding the photo, I think it's a kind of proof that we used to love each other so much, and at that time, we were in the prime of life.
Ten days passed and we returned to the stockade.
This time back to the village, I always feel a kind of suppressed nervousness, everyone knows that it is finally going to deal with Heiyan Miao Village, and this time it is to solve it completely.
Yueyan Miao Village has been oppressed by Heiyan Miao Village for hundreds of years, whether it can succeed this time, the people in the village are both expecting and not believing, so such a tense atmosphere is normal.
Master was waiting for us at the entrance of the village, watching me and Ruxue return holding hands, he sighed, and just said to me, "Have a good night's rest, we will leave tomorrow." ”
And for the first time, Ruxue looked at my master's back and shouted: "Grandpa Jiang, can you ask for another day, just one day, I want to be with Cheng Yi for another day." ”
Master turned around, took a deep look at me and Ruxue, and then suddenly said to me, "Chengyi, you can actually choose again." ”
I clenched Ruxue's hand and said to Master, "Master, from the moment my name is Chengyi, do I still have a choice in this life?" Look no further. ”
And Ruxue also said: "Grandpa Jiang, the Chen Chengyi I like will make this choice, if he changes to another choice, he will not be Chen Chengyi." Just like me, if I change my choice, it won't be Ling Ruxue. ”
Master turned around and sighed, and then left, but the words still echoed in our ears, so be it another day.