"You're calmer than I thought, it's normal for people to cry at this time, right?" Jiang Yi didn't rush to answer my question, but asked me a question.

My expression was calm, but secretly I wanted to see something from Jiang Yi's expression, to see what he meant by asking me this question? Helplessly, Jiang Yi's expression has rarely changed, and even his eyes don't show any emotion, unless his voice is special, it is a news broadcast, and I can't see a clue.

However, I still answered him, with the answer I had already thought of, and my voice was helpless and sad: "I want to cry, but I can't cry, you know, no matter which vein, Shanzimai, as the most skilled fighter, always has to support this vein." No matter what happens in the future, our vein is a reincarnation, and we always have to enter the 'Kunlun curse', what qualifications do you say I have to cry? ”

Jiang Yi said: "Kunlun curse? This place that cultivators can't hope for, and can't hope for, you say it's a curse? It's just that crying out or it's better, not crying, it's very sad and sad, and the mood is not going well. ”

"Yes, I can't cry, I'm in a trance, and I don't even know if I'm sad or not." When I said this, my voice was extremely decadent, and I was telling the truth, but I also said it deliberately, and after watching the disc, I felt that I should do it.

Originally, I had a question to ask Jiang Yi, for example, in Lu Fanming's statement, Kunlun seemed to be just recognizing power, which was very inconsistent with the Taoist fairyland in my mind, but I didn't ask at the moment.

I looked blank, as if I had fallen into a deep sadness, but in my heart, I don't know why, I was always thinking about the sentence 'I'm thinking, is this matter meaningful to me in China, people, the most important thing is self-knowledge, the most important thing is self-knowledge!!' 'No why?' It's just simple instinct that makes me think about this sentence, but after thinking about it for a long time, I still can't understand the taste, so I just don't want to think about it, but the expression is obviously more and more indifferent.

Jiang Yi stood in the room and looked at me quietly for a while, and finally came over, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "You, don't be too sad." ”

I didn't answer, but Jiang Yi sighed and began to collect the information he brought me, and then I had a hint of reaction, raised my head and looked at Jiang Yi, my eyes were very sad and longing, and said, "Can't you just leave one?" ”

Jiang Yi said: "These materials are also confidential, and if you have read them, you can remember them." Besides, the one who can comfort you should be that video, I have seen it, and I can know that your master actually misses you very much. ”

Have you seen it? That should be for sure.

I thought silently in my heart, but my eyes and expression became disappointed at the same time, Jiang Yi put away the information and said: "My time is limited, I want to go first, I just want to say to you, if you can't hold it back, it's better to cry." ”

In the past, I should have been moved, this kind of care from the elders, but at this time, my heart was full of worries and doubts, and I unconsciously took precautions, but a line of tears finally slipped out of my eyes, I didn't do it to Jiang Yi, in fact, I was still sad.

The sound of the door closing, the sound of footsteps fading away, Jiang Yi left.

I wiped the tears from my face, and my expression regained my composure, I think Master should be able to know, when I think of you, it is no longer a green cry, it is maturity, but also a deeper longing, turning longing into my own motivation and breathing habits.

You miss your ancestor so much, right?

That morning, the paper falling from the window, the messy handwriting on it-Kunlun!

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The autumn rain is always like this, after a day of abstinence yesterday, and another drizzle this morning.

I was wearing a black shirt, black pants, and sunglasses, and let the rain fall on my shoulders, standing in this cemetery with a calm and sad expression, and standing next to me in the same posture were Xiaobei, Brother Yuanyi, and Gao Ning.

That's the case, Hui Gen'er was forcibly brought back to his master by his master's fellow disciples this time, saying that he was not good at learning and art, and even his studies had to be suspended for a year. As for the strong son, he has not learned the arts, and his actions are not considered free. But they said that the death day in a year will always come. In the next few months, I'm afraid I won't be able to come every month, there is something to do, but I don't think you will blame me, and don't be lonely, because in this life, I can't forget your two brothers, thinking that it's really hateful, how can you die? "It was me who spoke, and at the end of the day, I always remembered the back of Lao Hui rushing back, and I always remembered that Hongzi came out of hiding and said to me: "Chengyi, in fact, I am already dead." ”

I didn't want to let this sadness spread, so I simply opened the wine I brought with me, spilled it in front of the graves of Lao Hui and Hongzi, and then took a big sip myself, and then handed the wine bottle to Xiaobei next to me.

After the big battle, after recuperating in the hospital, Xiaobei's body was fine, and his gray hair couldn't change back, he also took a big sip of wine, and roared in a suppressed and sad tone: "Happy!" ”

A bottle of strong, Yuan Yi's eldest brother brought a burning knife from the north, in our hands around, there was only a bottle bottom, the rest of the wine, I simply poured it in front of the tombs of Lao Hui and Hongzi, lit a few cigarettes, put them in front of the tombs of Lao Hui and Xiaobei, I said: "On the cigarette point, the wine is also drunk, something has happened in the past few months, let's chat." ”

I simply sat cross-legged in front of the graves of Lao Hui and Hongzi, and the rest of the brothers also sat down.

In the autumn drizzle, in such a solemn place in the cemetery, we began to chat in a low voice, whether it was talking to ourselves, talking crazy, and occasionally chuckling twice, maybe to others, like crazy.

However, one's own feelings, or all feelings, only need to comfort oneself, so why is it necessary for others to understand? It doesn't matter, and it doesn't matter!

Coming out of the cemetery, the drizzle gradually stopped, a touch of sunset hung in the sky, we actually stayed in this cemetery from morning to evening, Yuan Yi brother brought three bottles of burning knives have been unconsciously drunk, out of the cemetery, we are already half drunk.

"I'm going back, my girlfriend is waiting for me to eat, I guess I'll have to be scolded for being drunk." It was Xiaobei who spoke, he had gone through so much, and after all, under the precipitation of time, he regained his shyness, just like when he first met.

"I'm leaving, too, and my parents are waiting for dinner." It was Gao Ning who spoke, and he, like Xiaobei, lived in this city.

Most of the people in the department live in this city.

"I'm also leaving, tonight's plane, it's rare that Xi'er has time to accompany me for two days, and I'm also free." Brother Yuan Yi said casually.

I laughed, after the war, these 'cultivators' who are so magical in the eyes of ordinary people have lived this ordinary life, and some of them are also this ordinary happiness, I laugh, the rest of the brothers can still have such happiness, shouldn't they be happy?

And old back, Hong Zi wishes your soul well, it's okay, my ancestor once said a sentence of sublimation, they are all people with soul sublimation, I remembered the smile when Hong Zi left, but he took out his mobile phone in his hand, called Qin Huai, and asked him to pick us up, saying: "Brother Yuan Yi, I also want to go to the airport, let's go together, let Qin Huai pick up, faster." ”

Yes, I have already booked a ticket to Yunnan, this time, thinking about it, I smiled, because I was going to pick up Ruxue, and Brother Chengxin insisted on letting me pick up Ruxue, and then go to the northeast to meet him.

I understand what he means, Ruxue and I also tacitly agree with his arrangement, how can we be reluctant not to approve?

After grief, there will always be happiness, just now!

Just like life, there is no right to complain about the unfairness of fate, because who doesn't have a trace of happiness in their own life? No matter how happy the time is, how much or less, it is always happiness, thinking that you should be happy for happiness, not sad for adversity, what you think, you will naturally see and feel.

So, no wonder Master once said, you still can't laugh when you laugh, it's just in your own heart.