Is it that one more day, you can be happier, and you can have less lovesickness in the future?

"One more day, you can have fewer regrets, just want to be your wife for a day. (The fastest update speed can be found by remembering this site)" In the morning light of the next day, Ruxue told me so.

What does it look like to be a wife? I didn't have any concept in my heart at all, and I was dragged into the room by Ruxue in a daze, the table in the room had already been set up for a steaming breakfast, Ruxue served a bowl for me, and gently watched me eat on the side.

"To be a wife is to cook for her husband every morning." Ruxue told me so.

After dinner, I was busy with morning classes, and I didn't know where to find my dirty clothes, and while watching me do morning classes, I was washing my clothes next to me.

I was a little embarrassed, because I found that even the underwear I changed last night and hadn't had time to wash it, she was washing it for me, I hurriedly grabbed it, but Ruxue told me that today she was my wife.

Is it just a day? Thinking of this, I was a little distracted, but I forced myself to clean up my mood and not think about these sad things.

Since it's only one day, let's be happy, didn't I tell the sixth sister before? A happy day is also a joy.

It's just that in the bits and pieces of time of this day, I always sigh, is this my Chen Chengyi's wife? The eyebrows are picturesque, the tenderness is like water, the warmth of washing hands to make soup, the ironing of soft words, is this in a dream?

At dusk, Ruxue and I sat in a small pavilion by the lake, and in front of us, there was a small stove with a pot of soup that Ruxue had made for me.

It was Ruxue who asked for dinner here, she said that this lake has been her favorite place since she was a child, so she asked people to help build a pavilion here, if there is only one day, she hopes to spend the last time with her lover in her favorite place.

At this time, it is already early winter, on the mountain opposite the lake, the red leaves have not yet dispersed, in the sunset, the beauty is intoxicating, a gust of wind blows, the pieces of flying red leaves fall on the lake, swinging a burst of water lines, just like my heart, at this moment, only for the woman around me layer by layer.

"Like snow?" I whispered.

"Huh?" Ruxue snuggled up to my shoulder, and her voice was a little lazy.

"I thought you were asleep, so you might as well "

"Why not as good as what?"

"They all said you sing very well, sing a song for me, right?" I suggested, to be honest, this half a year has been too rushed, and there are so many things we haven't done together, just like I haven't heard Ruxue's singing until now.

"Okay." Ruxue replied softly.

Then in this small pavilion by the lake, looking at the red leaves on the mountain, looking at the quiet Yueyan Lake under the mountain, I heard the song like snow for the first time.

Half-cold and half-warm autumn

Ironing around you

Quietly watch the streamer fly

Autumn leaves in the wind

It makes my heart linger

Half-drunk and half-awake

I can't help but smile a thousand times

Just make me like snow in the clouds

Kiss the face lightly with Bingqing

Bring out wave after wave of lingering

How much love there is in the world

Welcome to the floating life and a thousand changes

Do happy things with a lover, don't care if it's a disaster or fate

Like willow silk, like spring breeze

Spend spring with you

I'll let you bury your head in the smoke

Unleash all the fanaticism in your heart

Embrace the spring rain

I was almost intoxicated by Ruxue's singing, but my heart was chewing on the lyrics repeatedly, doing happy things with my lover, don't care if it's a catastrophe or fate, is it okay for me and Ruxue? Regardless of what happens in the future, we love each other very much at the moment.

I am familiar with the song, but I forgot where I heard it, at this time Ruxue gently put her head on my shoulder, and said: "This is an episode in the movie we watched together, if I can really watch a movie with you every year in the future, then I have to try to remember the song of every movie." ”

"Why remember?"

"People say that everyone always has songs that belong to their own life in their life, and these are the songs that belong to my life." Ruxue said softly.

I clenched my hand like snow.

The time of the day is so hurried, it is already night in a blink of an eye, as usual, I sent Ruxue back to her room, at this moment, my heart suddenly hurt violently, after she entered the house, we are no longer lovers, tomorrow, I will go to Heiyan Miao Village with Master, tomorrow, she will stay in the village, continue her protection.

We are the end of the world.

The rest, there should only be one movie per year.

"Let's go inside." I looked at Ruxue and whispered, I really want to go away quickly, I'm afraid that the next moment I can't help but redden.

Ruxue bit her lower lip, and after a long time, she said, "Why don't you go in with me." Today, I am your wife. ”

By the end, the sound of snow was almost inaudible, and I was so hung there that I couldn't breathe for a long time.

What does Ruxue mean by this, I understand, I asked myself if it was Yanagishita Megumi, and lovers always want to be intimate, more intimate, that's instinct. It's just that we don't have a future, and I don't want to spoil Ruxue's happiness in the future, so

At this moment, I could barely hold it, so I rushed forward and hugged Ruxue, and asked in a voice that was almost trembling: "Is it really possible?" Like snow? ”

Ruxue's body trembled a little in my arms, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "It's really okay, I've decided not to marry for the rest of my life." ”

My heart throbbed for no reason, and I won't marry for the rest of my life? No, I don't want Ruxue to repeat the tragedy of Ling Qing***, under the pressure of my parents, I don't know if I can keep a lifelong non-marriage for her.

After all, we are mortals, not the protagonists of TV who do not eat the fireworks of the world, and there is no other thing or other feelings in our whole life except for falling in love.

No matter how dreamy love is, it will be shattered in the face of reality.

I remembered the words of the sixth sister, she said that she would try her best to admonish Ruxue, I pushed Ruxue away at once, before I could speak, my heart twitched in mourning, I took a deep breath, forced myself to hold back the heartache, and said to Ruxue in a hoarse voice due to heartache: "Ruxue, no, it's not like this." We just want to love without regrets. This has nothing to do with happiness later on. I'm not great, I'm not a saint, I'd love to, but I can't. ”

After saying that, I turned around and walked away first, and the moment I turned around, my tears fell, what I can't do, there will always be someone who can in the future. Who's that? For whom will the snow wash its hands and make soup on that day?

I didn't want to think about it, but tonight, I couldn't suppress this thought, and I cried as I walked, and when I got to the place where Master and I lived, I could barely cry, and I sat down on the ladder in front of the stilted building, and I didn't have the strength to take a single step anymore.

At this moment, a pair of warm hands were placed on my shoulders, and I didn't look back to know that it was Master.

A figure sat down next to me, handed over a bottle of wine, I wiped my tears, took the bottle and poured a big sip, the rice wine in Miao Village is not strong, but such a big sip of drinking, it also burned my whole body hot.

I almost have an irrepressible urge to go to Ruxue, I think that she will be someone else's in the future, and I will also be someone else's, we will never know each other from now on, maybe I can't even maintain the agreement of a movie, I am heartbroken, I feel that I should let go.

"That year, Ling Qing and I were separated, and it was the train station after we did a mission. At the station, Ling Qing asked me, you really think about it, your master is no longer there, even if your master doesn't have you, there are still your senior brothers. And I'm the only one with you. Master's voice rang in my ears.

When he said this, he didn't look at me, but looked at the confused distant mountains in the distance, biting the dry tobacco stick, and the whole person fell into memory.

I was quiet, this was the first time I heard Master talk about his past with Ling Qing.

"I said I thought about it, and I didn't tell her how important the mountain character line is. I just told her that I have a lot of brothers, but there is only one master who rescued me since I was a child and helped me take revenge, and the master walked into my heart first, and I can't let go of it. Speaking of this, Master took the wine bottle in my hand and took a big sip of wine.

"Master, do you love Grandma Ling Qing?" I asked with a crying voice, the pain in my heart was still like fire, and I was uncomfortable.

"I'm old, I don't say anything about love or love. I only have one word, and that is that she is the most important woman in my life, and I can't stay with her, but I can give her my life. Of course, this is me, you have parents, you have more responsibilities, you have to bear whatever you want in the future, this is your fruit. Master said faintly.

I hugged my head and muttered helplessly to Master, "Then what should I do?" My heart hurts? ”

"My heart hurt so much at that time, on the train back, I didn't eat or drink, I lived by drinking, and I had a few fights with several people, and I was locked up by the police. But after a long time, it's better, or it doesn't hurt so much. I don't regret it, that's all I have to keep me going. Master said this to me.

I don't regret it? Suddenly, I felt like I had realized something, and all of a sudden the pain was less severe.

Master and I were silent, both drinking the wine one by one, and when a bottle of rice wine was about to bottom out, suddenly a heart-rending scream rang out in the whole village.