Chapter 320: What to Reciprocate
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After smoking this cigarette, Felena and I said goodbye and went home. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info about how to repay Felena's kindness to me, I really need to calm down and think about it. Whatever decision I make, it will be decided after careful consideration.
As for Ferena's final hint to me, she is willing to love me with Lu Fei. It was very tempting and appalling, but I didn't take it seriously. What era is it now, and where is such a good thing happening? I guess that's what Felena said, and I'll agree to reconcile with her when the time comes, and I'll make sure she won't bring it up again.
When I came out, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon. When I called my mother's house, my mother told me that Tang Xiaoru had gone back. I flagged down a taxi and rushed to my own home.
Sitting in the car, I kept hesitating whether to tell Tang Xiaoru what happened today. Although it is impossible to hide this from her for the rest of her life, telling her too early will only make her panic and worry.
Yes, what woman would not worry about her husband falling in love with someone else? Felena is so beautiful, and she has a deep love for me, and she is unswerving. Even I am shaken, how can I not let Tang Xiaoru worry?
After arriving home, Tang Xiaoru was surfing the Internet in the study. When she saw me coming back, she hurriedly came out and asked me, "How is it?" Has Lu Fei's illness been confirmed? Is it serious? β
I sighed, smiled bitterly and said, "What disease?" It's a lie. β
"What? What deceives? You mean, Lu Fei didn't have cancer at all? β
Tang Xiaoru's eyes widened and she asked me incredulously. I thought about it for a while, and decided not to say so much at first, so I nodded and said, "She just wants to see me, and she is afraid that I will not go to see her, so she made up such a lie and tricked me into meeting her." β
Tang Xiaoru blinked, suddenly laughed, and said, "Is this okay?" Isn't she afraid you'll be angry? β
I sighed and sat down on the couch in the living room to close my eyes and rest. waved his hand and said, "Forget it, there's nothing to be angry with her." I'm a little tired, sit and take a break, you can go to the Internet by yourself. β
Tang Xiaoru sighed, but did not turn around and leave. I closed my eyes for a few moments, but still didn't hear her leaving, so I opened my eyes strangely and turned my head to see her standing next to the couch, looking at me thoughtfully.
I asked her, "What's wrong?" Don't go to the computer anymore? β
As soon as the words fell, Tang Xiaoru walked over. He walked up to me and crouched down, wrapped his arms around my waist with open arms, and squeezed the whole person between my legs.
Seeing her unusual behavior, I was suddenly a little baffled. It's still broad daylight, does she want to do that kind of intimate thing with me? Usually, Tang Xiaoru is not such an active person?
But at this time, I heard my wife in my arms say quietly, "Have you seen Ferena?" What did she tell you? β
My heart trembled, and I was very surprised: "You...... How do you know? β
Tang Xiaoru raised her head and smiled at me, and said, "I guess, Lu Fei wants to see you, so you don't need to make up any lies, right?" It's only Ferena, who wants to see you, that she needs to play this kind of machination. β
I had no choice but to sigh secretly, thinking that Tang Xiaoru Bingxue was smart, and this matter really couldn't be hidden from her. Besides, after I know the truth of the matter, in order to make a decision these days, I must meditate and think alone. But in this way, how could Tang Xiaoru, who was beside me, not notice my abnormal behavior?
Since you can't hide it, let's tell the truth. I hope Tang Xiaoru understands my feelings and gives me time to think about it.
So, with a long sigh, I stretched out a hand to gently caress my wife's cheek, and said, "Yes, I saw Ferena." I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hidden it from you. β
Tang Xiaoru shook her head, leaned her face on my stomach, and said, "I don't blame you, I know, you don't want to worry about me." But what did she say to you? I think you seem to be full of worries, what makes you so unhappy? β
I gently moved my hand to the top of my wife's head, stroking her long cloud-like hair, and for a moment, I didn't know where to start.
After pondering for a long time, I cleared my mind and began to say slowly: "Xiaoru, if there is a person who has to give up love and freedom in order to protect you. Without you knowing, she has endured loneliness and pain for a long time, but she still loves you silently. Would you be shocked and moved by such a person? Will there be a trace of pity for her? β
Tang Xiaoru immediately raised her head, looked at me for a while, and said with a very bad feeling: "Are you talking about Ferena?" What's wrong with her? What happened? β
Still stroking her hair, I sighed and said, "Yes, I'm talking about Ferena." You also know the reason why she left me back then. But I don't fully understand the truth until today. β
Tang Xiaoru muttered, "What? What...... The truth? Isn't it because Wei Binglan doesn't agree, so she can't break up with you? β
I said, "It's just a faΓ§ade, in fact, Felena never thought of breaking up with me. She left me not because her mother didn't agree, but because she couldn't watch me die and had to make compromises. She only did it because she loved me more than she loved herself. Xiaoru, I have to admit that in the face of such love, I can't be indifferent and turn a blind eye. Ferena, I was so moved. I don't even know what to do to repay her feelings. β
Tang Xiaoru was finally moved to be scared and anxious, she straightened up, retracted her hands from my waist and grabbed my arms tightly, and said eagerly: "What's the matter?" Can you make it clear? What the hell did Ferena do for you? Do you want to be so touched by her? β
I knew my wife was bound to be anxious and nervous, but at this point, I had to say everything. So, I told Tang Xiaoru the truth of the matter, as it was, carefully. It was until Felena said that she had now succeeded in gaining the power of the family and no longer had to fear her mother's persecution and opposition, so she told me all this.
Tang Xiaoru didn't seem to expect that Felena loved me so much, and in order to protect me from harm, she suffered for four years and endured loneliness for four years. It wasn't until today that she had the ability to protect me that she came back to save her love. So when she listened to me, she kept her mouth wide open, shocked and inexplicable.
However, when I finished speaking, she looked at me with a trembling mouth and a sad look in her eyes, "I understand, Ferena treats you like this, you want to go back with her, don't you?" Good! I...... I will fulfill you! If you want a divorce, I promise you! β
As she spoke, Tang Xiaoru's tears flowed out. She stood up suddenly, covered her mouth, and turned away in grief.
But how could I just let her go, I hurriedly jumped up and caught up, hugged her tightly from behind, and shouted, "Xiaoru, who said I was going to divorce you?" Don't get excited, I didn't say anything, I just told you about Ferena. β
Tang Xiaoru whimpered: "Then what do you mean?" Didn't you just say that you wanted to repay her love for you? What else can you give in return for anything but to love her? β
(To be continued)