Chapter 321: Taking the Initiative to Seek Pleasure
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yes, apart from loving Ferena the same, what else can I do to repay her for this touching love?
When I heard my wife's words, I was speechless for a while. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info just saw her sad and tearful, and I immediately thought of it again. My wife's love for me is also very deep. She may not have made the same sacrifice for love as Ferena, but it just didn't give her the opportunity. I'm sure she would have done the same if she had met Ferena.
So, I still hugged my wife tightly and whispered softly in her ear: "Xiaoru, believe me, no matter what happens, I will not leave you." I'm very touched by Ferena, but we can find another way to repay her. Not necessarily, we have to divorce and let me be with her to be repaid. ”
Tang Xiaoru immediately stopped crying, turned her head to look at me aggrievedly, and said, "Really? No matter what happens, you won't divorce me? ”
I nodded seriously and said, "I can swear that if I dare to divorce you, then I will be killed by thunder, how about it?" ”
Tang Xiaoru hurriedly turned back to cover my mouth with her hand, and said with a pause: "Who wants you to swear like this?" Phew, take back, take back! ”
I smiled and turned her body over, hugged her into my arms again, pulled off her hand, and said softly: "Xiaoru, we haven't been together for a day or two, don't you know my feelings for you?" How can I be willing to leave you? If it weren't for you, I might as well have been struck by lightning. ”
My words seemed to make Tang Xiaoru's heart angry and happy. She stretched out her hands and hugged me tightly, happy and sweet: "Me too, Dai Yong, I wouldn't be able to live without you." I don't care how you repay Ferena, in short, you just can't divorce me, do you hear? ”
I nodded affirmatively and said, "Well, if you don't get divorced, the sky will fall, and we won't separate." ”
We husband and wife have been hugging each other for so long. It seems that the feelings between each other have deepened a little bit because of this. After a long time, Tang Xiaoru, who had been lying in my arms, suddenly whispered: "Dai Yong, since you won't leave me, then Ferena, how are you going to treat her?" ”
As soon as I heard this question, I felt a headache. yes, what the hell am I going to do with Ferena?
I was in a state of confusion, and I didn't have a clue at all. Shaking my head, I said, "I don't know, I need time to calm down and think about it." Xiaoru, you can also help me with ideas. Anyway, Felena is also your own sister. If we can not hurt her, we will try not to hurt her, okay? ”
Tang Xiaoru pursed her lips and said angrily: "I know she is my sister, but she doesn't know that I am her sister." I'm afraid that she has already regarded me as a mortal enemy and will do everything she can to hurt me? ”
Hearing this, I had an idea, and Ma Shan lost no time in saying: "That is to say, Ferena didn't know that you were her sister, so now she is so unscrupulous." And in her eyes, you still have an inexplicable relationship with her father, how can you make her have no opinion and hostility towards you? Xiaoru, you and Felena were both born to the same father, and she both had the courage to resist her mother's will, why can't you? ”
Tang Xiaoru was stunned for a moment, looked at me in a daze, and said with a puzzled expression: "What do you say...... What do you mean? ”
I pushed her away from my embrace, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, looked at her and said seriously, "You still don't understand what I mean?" Your mother hates your father, this hatred, that's her feelings. Your father, he didn't feel sorry for you. At first, he didn't know about your existence, but then he knew, did he treat you badly? You know, you're not the only one who is under the pressure of that kind of rumor. Your father can explain it clearly, but in order for you to have an explanation for your mother, he silently cares for you, and at the same time is blamed and suspected by her family. Doesn't this kind of fatherly love offset your mother's hatred? Xiaoru, when you see your father fall ill in frustration because he can't explain it to his family, don't you feel distressed at all? Seeing him getting old day by day, but he couldn't get the understanding of his family, and he couldn't hear you call her father, such sadness, such melancholy, Xiaoru, as a daughter, how can you bear it? ”
When Tang Xiaoru heard this, her expression was already full of pain, her eyes were full of tears again, her small mouth trembled, and she muttered, "I...... I...... I ......"
I waved my hand and continued, "What am I? Your mother's hatred makes no sense for you to inherit it. It's not enough for her to suffer for a lifetime, does she want her own daughter to suffer like her for the rest of her life? Xiaoru, in this world, it is precisely because many people refuse to tell the truth and prefer to hide the truth that so many tragedies have happened. This tragedy cannot be allowed to continue. Be brave and say it all! Tell Felena that you're her sister! Tell Wei Binglan that you are her husband's daughter! Then, go to your father and call him Daddy! You will find that happiness is so simple. Everything will be beautiful. I think that at the moment, your mother is underground, and she has already figured it out and regretted it. Seeing that her daughter was happy, she smiled at Jiuquan! ”
My words come from the bottom of my heart! That's the only thing I think is the right thing to do. But Tang Xiaoru obviously didn't figure it out, she kept starting to cry, kept shaking her head, and cried anxiously: "No, I swore to my mother, I can't do it......"
I'm a little speechless, but I know that there must always be a process for Tang Xiaoru to accept my opinion. This matter is not in a hurry for the time being. Just as I needed time to think about what to do with Ferena, she needed time to change her mindset.
So, I gently patted her on the shoulder and said softly, "Don't just think that this matter can't be done." Think about it, think about the people who are alive now. For example, your father, and me. He and I hope you are happy and have no regrets. Life is too short, Xiaoru! Do you want to be unforgiven by everyone for the rest of your life, and enjoy your father's love without justifiably? ”
My words made Tang Xiaoru fall into painful thinking. I didn't say anything more, but she slowly figured it out on her own. After dinner, Tang Xiaoru was locked in the study alone, and began to think hard, trying to open her heart.
And I, too, can calm down and think about my troubles. Lighting a cigarette, I sat on the sofa in the living room, swallowing clouds and spitting fog, and began to think, how can I repay Ferena's love for me without leaving Tang Xiaoru?
I have to say that this is almost an unsolvable problem. Ferena's affection, I can't have any other way to satisfy Ferena than to repay it with the same deep love. But for me to love her, I have to be separated from my wife. I love Tang Xiaoru so much, how can I be willing to leave her?
Distressed! Why did I find myself in such a problem?
When I finished smoking a cigarette, I picked it up right away. And just like that, soon, half a pack of cigarettes was left. But I still don't have a clue in my head, and I'm still in chaos.
The night is getting deeper and deeper. I raised my hand and looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. I sighed, got up, and got ready to wash my face and feet, and went to bed and wanted to go.
As soon as I walked to the door of the bathroom, I suddenly heard the door of the study behind me open, and then the sound of footsteps, it seemed that Tang Xiaoru was chasing me.
As soon as I turned around, I saw her with her hands outstretched, and she threw herself into my arms. I froze for a moment, hurriedly reached out to catch her, and then asked her, "How is it?" Figured it out? ”
Tang Xiaoru just shook her head in my arms, but asked rhetorically, "What about you?" ”
I smiled wryly and said, "Me didn't either!" ”
Tang Xiaoru puffed out her cheeks and snorted angrily: "So, you've been thinking about Ferena all night?" ”
I said funny: "I'm thinking about the solution, not about her." ”
"Humph! Isn't that the same? Don't think about it anymore, from now on, you must not have Ferena's person in your heart. ”
"This ...... I'm afraid I can't do it, you know, I'm not the kind of person who has no heart and lungs, and if I don't think about this thing clearly, I'm afraid I won't even be able to sleep. Xiaoru, you can be considerate of me, okay? ”
Tang Xiaoru suddenly became anxious, raised her hand to hook my neck, gritted her teeth and shouted, "Not good!" Just don't think about it! If you want to, you can only think about me. ”
I was made to cry and laugh by my wife's coquettishness, so I had to hold his slender waist and said helplessly: "Xiaoru, don't make trouble, now is not the time to joke." Ferena's problem is always to be solved. You don't want me to think, then what am I going to do? ”
Then I saw my wife's face suddenly turn red. His eyes rolled twice, and his expression had become extremely shy. Then, suddenly, she gritted her teeth and mustered up the courage to say to me, "That...... Then let's do it! Do it all the time...... Do it all the time...... How about falling asleep without thinking about anything all the time? ”
I...... This is the first time I have heard my wife take the initiative to ask me for joy, although I was pleasantly surprised, but at this moment, I was very worried, where was I still in the mood**?
Seeing that I hesitated, Tang Xiaoru became even more anxious, and her small mouth came up to kiss my face again and again, and whispered in my ear: "Please, love me, ah?" Last time...... Didn't you ask me to take the initiative to ....... that on top of you last time? Today...... Today I promise you, okay?
What?
I couldn't believe my ears, and I turned my face away to see my wife's expression, only to see that her cheeks were already flying red, and she was infinitely shy.
Really? This position, but I asked her several times, but she refused to agree. Today, because of Ferena, she actually willed?
(To be continued)