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A little further from this small convenience store, about 70 to 80 meters away, there is a small coffee shop. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Shi Shanshan and I went in to find a place to sit down and asked for two cups of ordinary coffee.

At this time, it was already very late, the coffee shop had already passed the peak of business, and in the entire store, except for a few service staff, there were only two customers, Shi Shanshan and me. So I opened the pack of Chinese cigarettes in my hand and said, "It's not early, you haven't gone back at such a late hour, will your husband mind?" ”

Shi Shanshan, who was sitting opposite me, was stunned for a moment, then sneered, and said, "I'm not married yet, where is the gentleman?" ”

At this time, I was stunned and said, "You are not married yet?" So how do you ......?"

Shi Shanshan smiled: "What? Where do you tell I'm married? ”

I said honestly, "I see that you brought me directly to this coffee shop, and it seems that you are familiar with this area." And it's already so late, you're still shopping at the convenience store here. These things mean that you should live nearby. But I know that your parents' home is in the east of the city, so if you weren't married, how could you live here? ”

Shi Shanshan said: "It's very simple, my parents have moved. I'm not married, so of course I have to live with my parents, so I'm living here. ”

I groaned, I kind of figured it out. As I spoke, the cigarette had been opened, so I took out one and put it in my mouth, took out a lighter, lit it, and began to smoke it.

It turns out that Shi Shanshan is still not married! I really don't know how she got over the years by herself. Remembering that she broke up with me so resolutely, I thought that she would soon find a new relationship and start her life again.

Thinking of this, I felt a little emotional, and after taking a puff of cigarette, I asked, "How have you been doing all these years?" I remember you said that after you quit your job, you went to work in a company owned by one of your classmates. What now? Do you still work there? ”

Shi Shanshan shook her head and said, "It's been gone for a long time, in fact, I have been in my classmate's company for less than half a year." ”

"Really?" I was surprised and said, "Then you ...... now."

Shi Shanshan smiled and said, "Now I'll do it myself!" I opened a small shop on Jianguo Road that specializes in maternal and child products, and although the store is small, the business is not bad. If you have children, why don't you come and patronize them? ”

I couldn't say a word for a while, I didn't expect that Shi Shanshan had become an individual, and in the past four years of separation, everyone has changed a lot!

The coffee was delivered, and Shi Shanshan began to mix the taste of the coffee, but her eyes kept looking at me. Suddenly, she said softly, "What about you?" Are you married? ”

I nodded and said, "It's over!" ”

Shi Shanshan didn't seem surprised, but whispered, "Really? He lowered his head and began to stir the coffee in front of him with a small spoon.

After a while, she began to smile again. Picking up the coffee in front of him, he said to me, "Congratulations, who is the bride?" ”

I took another puff of cigarette and said, "Tang Xiaoru! ”

When Shi Shanshan heard this, her expression was a little surprised, and she said, "Tang Xiaoru? Are you married to her? ”

I hummed and nodded solemnly, indicating that this was indeed the case.

Shi Shanshan had just picked up the coffee and slowly put it down again. She looked at my face very seriously, and observed it for a while, before she suddenly said, "Then why are you unhappy?" Aren't you happy in your married life? ”

I was stunned for a moment and said strangely, "Where do you see I'm unhappy?" Am I unhappy right now? ”

Shi Shanshan said: "Don't forget, you used to be the person I cared about the most. Whether you have something on your mind, I can see at a glance. ”

When I heard this, I could only smile bitterly. Shi Shanshan is indeed a very sensitive woman. Back then, I just had a crush on Tang Xiaoru, and she felt it immediately. I can't imagine that after so many years, her feelings are still so keen.

It's just that my current worries are not unhappy in my married life. No matter how keen Shi Shanshan's feelings are, she must not be able to guess it.

"Am I right? When I heard you say that you were wandering the streets just now, I sensed that something was wrong with you. If it weren't for the extreme annoyance, you wouldn't be so late, and you would be alone outside and not coming home. It stands to reason that you like Tang Xiaoru so much, and now that you have finally married her, you should be happy to stay at home with her all day long. ”

Shi Shanshan was still slowly analyzing me, her eyes showed a hint of concern for me, but she couldn't feel the jealousy she had back then.

I'm thinking, after so many years, Shi Shanshan has really seen the feelings of the year, right? She used to hate Tang Xiaoru so much, if she hadn't seen it, how could she calmly ask me if I was happy now? You should scold me right away for deserving it, and love that woman for self-inflicted hardship!

I snuffed out the cigarette I had just smoked in the ashtray and immediately lit another cigarette and smoked it. For a while, I didn't know what to say. Although Shi Shanshan used to be very good with me, it was all in the past after all. I don't know if I should tell her about my troubles.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Shi Shanshan confirmed her conjecture even more. I heard her say softly: "Dai Yong, I know that you are a person who doesn't like to talk about things. But will keeping things in your stomach solve the problem? Tell me, what are you bothering about? I'm not your girlfriend anymore, but I'm happy to give you ideas. ”

I stretched out my hand and waved the smoke that had just been spit out in front of me, smiled bitterly, and said, "Shanshan, yes, I have troubles." But you can't help me with this. ”

Shi Shanshan said: "How do you know that I can't help you if you don't say it?" Do you still think I'm holding a grudge against you for liking Tang Xiaoru? Afraid that I will deliberately fan the flames and destroy the relationship between you and her? ”

I hurriedly said, "No, how could I possibly think that?" ”

"So what are you afraid of? Now I don't have any emotional connection with you. You can treat me as a friend and talk about your troubles and thoughts. If I can help, I will help, but if I can't, you will not lose anything. What is it that worries you? ”

I took another heavy puff of cigarette and sighed, "I'm not worried about anything, but this matter, you really can't help me." ”

"Then tell me, even if I can't help you, it's better to say it than for you to stuff it in your stomach, right? Dai Yong, I really care about you. Either way, you're the only man I've ever truly loved in my life. If you have something unhappy, I'd like to share it with you, okay? ”

Hearing this, I looked up to see her face. Shi Shanshan's expression is sincere and enthusiastic! My heart was touched at once. Suddenly, it occurred to me that yes, there are some things stuffed in my stomach, and it will indeed only get more and more annoying. Speaking up and sharing it with others may ease the pain a little. Shi Shanshan is basically out of my life now, and telling her will not cause any bad reactions.

Since she is willing to listen, then what should I hesitate about? (To be continued)