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"Ferena? You...... You and her? ”

Seeing Shi Shanshan's shocked and unexpected face, I had to smile bitterly. Pen %fun %www.biquge.info back then, she resolutely broke up with me because I couldn't forget Tang Xiaoru, and at this moment, I suddenly heard that I didn't pursue Tang Xiaoru after her, but got along with Ferena, which naturally felt very incredible.

I lit another cigarette, nodded and smiled wryly, "Are you surprised?" In fact, when you were going to break up with me, I no longer had any illusions about Tang Xiaoru. If you're still with me, I'll slowly forget about her. Unfortunately, you didn't believe me at all, and no matter how I explained, you were still so determined to leave. You don't know how lost and lonely I am after you're gone. That's why Felena came into my life. ”

Shi Shanshan looked at me with wide eyes and said, "What about later?" Since you and Felena are good, why are you marrying Tang Xiaoru again now? ”

I took a deep puff of my cigarette and exhaled it heavily. With a long sigh, he said, "I have been with Felena for a short time, you know, my family conditions with her are too far away, and it is impossible to get the consent of her parents, so ......"

Next, I slowly told the reason why Felena left me back then, and the fact that Tang Xiaoru and I got along day and night in the past few years, started a business together, and naturally fell in love and came together. I kept saying that when Felena came back, I found that she still loved me so much, and I knew what sacrifices and efforts she had made over the years to love me. That's why I felt pain and trouble, and I didn't know how to deal with Ferrena's touching affection.

After Shi Shanshan listened, she was already dumbfounded. After being stunned for a long time, she muttered: "God, Ferena loves you so much!" I really didn't expect that she, a young lady from a rich family, would be able to do such a singing and crying thing for love. ”

I sighed, "yes, I didn't expect that, otherwise, I would have let her suffer like this for me?" ”

Shi Shanshan also sighed, and after taking a sip of coffee, she suddenly smiled: "Now I know why you are so distressed, you really deserve it!" Morning and evening, see one and love another, now it's troublesome, right? I don't know who to love, right? ”

I said angrily, "What do you say? When will I see one and love another? ”

Shi Shanshan smiled and said, "Am I not right? The person you liked at first was Tang Xiaoru, and then I liked you, so you got along with me. When I broke up with you, Felena liked you, and you got along with her again. As soon as Ferena left, you rekindled your old feelings and immediately got along with Tang Xiaoru. Isn't this called morning and evening, seeing one and loving one? ”

I was a little angry by Shi Shanshan's words, and I wanted to refute it, but I couldn't find anything to say. I had no choice but to smoke a cigarette and was extremely depressed.

Shi Shanshan smiled again and said: "Now I want to be glad how right it was to leave you back then, otherwise, in the future, you will be entangled with Felena and Tang Xiaoru again, wouldn't I be angry with you alive?" Besides, these two are rare beauties, I'm an ugly duckling, how can I compare with them? ”

I took another heavy puff of cigarette and said helplessly: "Shanshan, it's boring for you to say that." If you hadn't broken up with me, I wouldn't have gotten along with them, believe it or not? ”

Shi Shanshan smiled: "Really? It's a pity that you can't turn back time, otherwise, I really want to see if you will persist and always be with me under the pursuit of two super beauties, Ferena and Tang Xiaoru. ”

I was really speechless, I wanted to tell Shi Shanshan this, so that I could eliminate a little of the troubles in my heart. But I didn't expect that after being so sarcastic by her, my troubles were not eliminated, but my heart was even more depressed.

I lit another cigarette and took a big gulp, intending to finish smoking it and start paying for it. But at this time, I suddenly heard Shi Shanshan laugh and said, "Angry? Just kidding, don't take it so seriously, right? Okay, okay, I know you're a responsible person, and I know what you're worried about right now. Felena has paid so much for you, you want to repay her, but because she is already with Tang Xiaoru, you can't repay it, right? ”

I stopped smoking and sighed silently. Shi Shanshan is really a sensitive woman, and my troubles were said by her in one sentence.

Seeing my silent appearance, Shi Shanshan took another sip of coffee, and then said: "I understand your thoughts too well, I want to repay Ferena's affection, and I want to be responsible for Tang Xiaoru." Two things, but they are so contradictory, they can't do the best of both worlds at all. No matter what you do, you're going to hurt one of them. That's why you're in so much pain, aren't you? ”

I nodded, and said bitterly, "You're right, no matter what I do, I'm going to hurt one of them." That's what worries me right now. ”

Shi Shanshan took another sip of coffee and smiled softly: "You are a kind-hearted person, so you feel troubled." In fact, this matter is very simple, since it will inevitably hurt one, then protect the one you love the most. I just don't know, between Ferena and Tang Xiaoru, which one do you love the most, or what do you really love? ”

When I heard this, my heart shook! Since you are bound to hurt one, then protect the one you love the most? The person I love now is, of course, my wife Tang Xiaoru. Although Felena once loved deeply, it was a thing of the past after all. If I follow Shi Shanshan's words, don't I have to hurt Ferena? But...... Felena had such a deep affection for me and made great sacrifices for me. Instead of repaying the reward, I wanted to stab her in the heart. How can I bear this? How can you have peace of mind? If I did, how would I be different from a beast?

My mind really can't hide from Shi Shanshan, who knows me. I saw her put down the coffee cup, smiled slightly, and said, "People who are hurt will always be in pain." However, time is the best cure for psychological trauma. Dai Yong, to tell you the truth, when I broke up with you back then, you can't imagine how huge the pain in my heart was. I hate you to death, and I hate Tang Xiaoru even more. However, only two years have passed, and I have seen everything. Now when I think about the events of that year, I will laugh dumbly, and feel that those hatreds are really meaningless. Life is like that, and both pleasure and pain are part of it. When it passes, it is forgotten. Ferena and Tang Xiaoru, I think it will be the same. It doesn't matter who you hurt, after a few years, the damage will be insignificant. If you don't want to go, you can slowly find a way to compensate for it later. And now you just need to determine who you want to protect the most, then think about her wholeheartedly! If you want the best of both worlds, in the end, you will only hurt everyone, including yourself! ”

As I listened, I felt a sense of enlightenment. In fact, it's not that I don't know this, but I just don't say it as thoroughly as Shi Shanshan. Now that she says it, I finally realize!

Since harm is inevitable, protect the person you love the most! In the future, if you have the opportunity, you will slowly atone for your sins. Perhaps, just like Shi Shanshan said, after a long time, any hatred will be forgotten. She hated me back then, but now she can sit with me and have coffee. Don't you know, the people who are hurt by me now will forgive me in the future, and they can still talk and laugh with me calmly?

(To be continued)