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Ferena, who is twenty-six years old, is no longer the carefree, lively and lovely girl she was four years ago. The pen "Fun" Pavilion can be compared from www.biquge.info way she sings and the songs she chooses.

When she sang karaoke, she chose some songs that were more cheerful and had a strong rhythm. While singing, I have to do all kinds of cute dance moves. But now, she sits quietly and sings, and the songs she chooses are all deep and sad love songs.

And I, as before, smoked silently and listened to her singing quietly. Of course, my mood now is completely different from that of four years ago. At that time, I was intoxicated by Ferena's singing and deeply moved by her cuteness. And now, I have only infinite guilt in my heart. Because just tonight, I'm going to hurt this girl who loves me, and I'm going to push her into the abyss of pain with my own hands.

So, I felt so uncomfortable that I kept smoking. Felena sang three songs, but I was already smoking my sixth cigarette.

When the prelude to the fourth song sounded, Felena put the microphone back. Walked off the stage and came to my side. Sit down quietly and look at me silently.

I asked curiously, "Why don't you sing?" ”

Felena shook her head and said softly, "I'm not in the mood to sing, I know, you have something to say to me tonight, right?" ”

My heart trembled, and I subconsciously looked away, not daring to look at her. It is said that a woman's sixth sense is very keen, and now it seems that it is really not false at all. I hadn't said anything yet, but Ferena had realized.

Then I heard her sigh in a low voice. The sigh was followed by a long silence.

I had to continue to smoke desperately, I didn't have the courage to do it, and this time, I became even more panicked. Half a cigarette quickly made me suck my head, I pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray heavily, and after grinding it out, I immediately picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, took out one and put it in my mouth.

However, when I picked up the lighter and was about to light it, Felena suddenly reached out and gently took the cigarette off my mouth. Then, I felt her body leaning towards me.

Without saying anything, Felena gently parted my hands and slowly leaned down, her face resting on the base of my thighs.

I looked down at her in surprise, not knowing what she meant, so I whispered, "Ferena......"

Felena hugged my waist with both hands, hummed softly, and said, "You've already made a decision, haven't you?" Asking me out tonight is to tell me your final choice? ”

I could only remain silent, which was equivalent to giving her a tacit acquiescence.

Felena let out another sigh and hugged me tighter with her hands. After a while, she said faintly, "Yes...... Tell me about your options later? Let me ...... first. Hold you like this. I'm afraid...... There will be no chance later. ”

My heart ached faintly. I knew in my heart that Ferena had probably guessed what my decision was. But why, is she so calm? Could it be that she had already prepared for this?

I saw that Felena craned her neck and stared at me obsessively. Beautiful eyes contain infinite deep affection. I felt so guilty that I couldn't look directly into her gaze, and when I was about to avoid it, I suddenly heard her say again: "Dai Yong, have you ever loved me?" ”

My heart trembled again, and I immediately replied, "Of course I did!" ”

Felena suddenly smiled slightly, and said, "How much love?" ”

I said, "Very, very love!" ”

"Very, very, how much love do you have?"

I can't answer, but one thing is for sure, I love Ferena, definitely not as much as Ferena. In terms of firmness in love, I am ashamed of myself.

Luckily, Ferena didn't have to ask me to answer. She just smiled and looked at me, her eyes a little misty, as if she was recalling the time when she and I fell in love.

After a while, the confusion in Ferena's eyes disappeared, and she began to look at me intently again, and said softly again, "I know...... When did I start falling in love with you? ”

I was stunned, I didn't expect her to ask me this question. I thought about it quickly, but I realized that I really didn't know when Felena started liking me. In fact, until now, I don't understand what she, the daughter, likes about me. There are so many men who are better than me, why is she so kind of me alone?

Without waiting for me to shake my head, Felena answered the question in a self-muttering voice, "Actually, when we first met, I had a crush on you. Do you remember? You stopped my car that day and said you were going to save a female colleague who had been in a car accident. It's funny, but it makes me feel like you're cute. Remember at that time, Shi Shanshan was not your girlfriend, right? For the sake of a female colleague, you actually kidnapped me to help you save people. I don't know why, but I thought you were like a knight back then. For the woman you love, you can do whatever it takes to protect her and charge for her. At that time, I was thinking, ah, it would be nice if there was a man who did this for me in the future. ”

I listened quietly, and unconsciously, I also remembered the first time I met Ferena.

Felena continued: "Later, for the sake of Tang Xiaoru and my father, I found you. Out of a very strange mind, I wanted to try what it was like for you to protect me. So, I'm going to force you to be my bodyguard, hehe. In the beginning, you, the bodyguard, were really incompetent. Every time I look for you, I push back and forth, as if I'm a big problem. But that day, you were fighting with a bunch of hooligans in a bar to protect me, and that feeling of being protected came. You don't know how excited I was at that time, I grew so big, and this was the first time that a man was desperate for me, regardless of life and death. In my eyes, you at that time were the knights in my life, so brave, so dazzling, my heart was pounding for you. When I got home that night, I couldn't sleep. All night, I was thinking about you. The next day, I made up my mind that I wanted you to truly be the knight of my life, forever and ever, just to protect me. ”

When I heard this, I was a little speechless. At that time, Felena was really innocent! Haven't you read too many fairy tales? Just because I fought those hooligans to protect her, I became a knight in her life?

Felena looked at me with such affection. She was smiling slightly, and the whole person seemed to be caught in her own fantasy.

It's just that the more she does this, the more panicked I feel. Ferena's love for me can be said to be a little enchanted. It was a girl's poetic fantasy of love, so pure that it was not mixed with the slightest secular concept. Once this illusion is shattered, I don't know how much damage it will bring to her psyche.

What if she can't bear to have a nervous breakdown?

(To be continued)