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The unexpected encounter and conversation with Shi Shanshan actually made me make up my mind and understand what I should be doing the most. www.biquge.info Soon after, I said goodbye to her and hurried to my own house.

By the time I got home, it was already early morning. I didn't expect that Tang Xiaoru hadn't slept yet, and when I opened the door, I saw her sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Almost as soon as I saw her, Tang Xiaoru had already gotten up from the sofa and walked quickly towards me. With a worried expression, he called me: "Husband......"

I sweat! It's been more than two months since I got married, and this is the first time I've heard her call me husband. I immediately realized that Tang Xiaoru was worried. She didn't know what the result of my thinking about it in one night was, and this husband was reminding me that I was her husband, and no matter what my decision was, it could not change that fact.

I said, "It's so late, why don't you sleep?" ”

Tang Xiaoru shook her head, immediately snuggled into my arms, and said, "I can't sleep, if you're not at home, my heart will not be steady." ”

I sighed, patted her on the back, and said, "Okay, now I'm back, wash and sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

Tang Xiaoru snorted, but her body didn't move. After a while, she seemed to muster up the courage to say, "You...... Have you figured it out? Get ready...... What to do with Ferena? ”

I know that Tang Xiaoru is waiting here just to ask me this sentence. I smiled, put my hands together, hugged her body tighter, and said softly, "Don't worry, I've already thought about it." Tomorrow, I will go and make it clear to Felena that the person I love is you, and I will never be able to leave you and be with her. ”

Tang Xiaoru was suddenly pleasantly surprised, raised her head suddenly, and said excitedly and doubtfully: "Really? That...... Then how are you going to repay her affection for you? ”

I shook my head and said, "There's no way to repay it, since I don't leave you, it means that I have to live up to Ferena's feelings." It's impossible to have the best of both worlds, and I can't do it to please both of you. Well, let her hate me. I figured it out and decided on it. Even if Felena will hate me for the rest of my life, I will be with the people I love. ”

In an instant, I saw tears of joy quickly welling up in my wife's eyes. Two seconds later, her little mouth came over and she started kissing me like crazy on the face.

"Husband, I'm so happy, thank you, thank you......"

Hearing this thank you, my heart was suddenly extremely heavy. This was what my husband was supposed to do, but she was so excited that she said thank you. It can be seen from this how much pressure Ferena has brought her, and how much anxiety and fear she has in her heart.

I hugged her tighter, thinking to myself: Right now, this is going to be over. In the future, I won't let you worry about me again. Although, it's cruel for me to treat Felena like this. But for the sake of your laughter, I am willing to bear all sin and infamy.

Now that the decision has been made, I no longer have any hesitation. The next day, I called Felena and asked her to come out and meet her in the evening. Ferena didn't know what I was going to do, and she was glad to hear that I had taken the initiative to ask her out. She said that she hadn't been singing karaoke for a long time, and asked me to accompany her to sing at night.

I don't care, I just need to see her face anyway. After making an appointment for a time and place to meet, I put down the phone. I lit a cigarette and began to ponder how to speak at night in order to make Felena more receptive to my choice.

But I knew that whatever tactfulness I used would bring Felena a fatal blow and damage. I can even imagine the pain and despair of Felena when she heard me say my final choice. Tonight, I will inevitably face a tormented conscience condemnation. Perhaps, in this life, I will feel deeply guilty because of this, and this heavy sense of guilt will torment me forever and forever.

But I didn't have any other choice. Because if I choose Ferena, it will also cause great harm to my wife. I will also feel guilty for the rest of my life, and I will never be happy.

Therefore, I agree with what Shi Shanshan said. Since you are bound to hurt one, then protect the person you love the most!

Night, or yet, came. After getting off work, Tang Xiaoru and I had dinner together. She knew that I was going to meet Felena in the evening, so after eating, she went home alone. I walked to the place where I had made an appointment to meet Ferena.

When I was walking on the road, the wind was blowing! Tonight, it was particularly cold. As soon as the wind blows, it feels like you're in an ice cave. My mood, like the weather, was icy and cold, without any warmth.

Ten minutes later, I came to the downstairs of the KTV City. When I got here, I immediately stopped. Looking at the open space downstairs, all of a sudden, my mood was very complicated.

Four years ago, it was here. It had just snowed that day. Felena danced in the snow and, for the first time, expressed her feelings to me.

That scene is still deeply impressed and unforgettable! Unexpectedly, four years later, we were back here. And this time, it's to end my relationship with her.

My heart couldn't help but be filled with infinite feelings. The cycle of things in the world is really changeable. I never thought that Felena and I would end wherever we started. At the time, I thought she was just a little girl's impulse and didn't take the relationship seriously. But time has telled. Felena is unwavering in love until death! On the contrary, it was me who lived up to her most sincere and innocent feelings.

In my heart, I suddenly felt uneasy, an indescribable heaviness, which made me seem to be out of breath.

It's called guilt, right? This feeling will follow me for the rest of my life, and I will never get rid of it again. The thought that I would push the person who loved me into the abyss of pain with my own hands after a while made me unable to help but tremble all over.

Not because of the cold, but because my heart was twitching and dripping blood!

At this moment, I heard the roar of a car engine behind me, followed by two beeps of the car horn, which seemed to be coming at me.

I turned around, and sure enough, I saw Ferena's familiar Porsche. Rubbing my body, I stopped in the parking space downstairs.

Immediately, Felena got out of the car. With a smile on his face, he trotted all the way to me.

"Hee-hee, have you been waiting for me for a long time? By the way, do you remember this? This place, but the place of our first kiss, you won't forget, right? ”

Hearing her words, seeing her smile. For a moment, I was speechless!

(To be continued)