Chapter 9: Self-inflicted affection

In the evening, we prepare to roast chestnuts and potatoes to eat. After a while, we set up the firewood and put some dry grass.

"Where's the lighter?" Gurry asked.

"I forgot to bring it." Yang An looked apologetic. We were speechless for a moment.

"Huh." He laughed again. Slowly take the lighter out of your pocket. This kind of person who usually doesn't joke and occasionally jokes is not funny at all. We didn't laugh, we just felt that disappointed heart was alive again.

Chestnuts ripen relatively quickly. But the potatoes are really hard to cook. I saw that there was not much firewood, so I ran to pick it up again. Yang An also came, and he handed me a few chestnuts and carefully placed them in the palm of my hand. I touched his hand to put the chestnuts very soft, and it felt very gentle.

"Are you having fun today?" He asked, looking at me.

"Well, I'm so happy!" I looked at him happily and looked down at the chestnuts in my palms. I felt that they were very warm and warm, and they seemed to be very hot and hot, and the palms of my hands were full of sweat.

"Then we can come more often in the future." When he had finished speaking, he took the branch I had picked up and walked back. Leave me bubbling with happiness.

"We! Who do we mean? I thought as I laughed. Unconsciously squatted down, covered his whole face with his hands, and laughed vigorously. My face hurt from my smile. I saw that the leaves under my feet had turned green, and there were even yellow spring flowers. I couldn't help but want to find an opportunity to tell Xiaohong what was on my mind, so I ran back.

Xiaohong sat next to Gurry all the time and didn't look at me. After eating the half-baked potatoes, the sky had turned from bright to gray, and we decided to camp the night here. When I returned to the tent, I still couldn't find a chance to call Xiaohong out to listen to my secret. I went out alone to imagine the sweetness and happiness that might come.

Through the gap in the trees at the top of the mountain, I vaguely saw the quiet reservoir at the foot of the mountain. It was built in the early days of liberation to supply the county's draft water and electricity. Downstream of the reservoir is the Shi River, which flows through our school into the distance. I wanted to see how far I could see, so I walked up the hill again, and without stepping on the slippery leaves, I slid down, but luckily a tree blocked my sliding foot.

"Give me your hand." Liu Yang ran to grab me.

"How? Is there something wrong? Liu Yang asked anxiously.

"It's okay, it's just that my feet hurt a little bit from being blocked by the trees." I tried to move around.

"Let's go, I'll help you back into the tent." Liu Yang took my hand as he spoke. I turned around with the strength of his hand, and I saw Yang An just walk out of the tent and stand there looking over. Wang Feifei also came out and smiled at us.

"Let's go, let's go in." Yang An took Wang Feifei's hand as he spoke, turned around and entered the tent.

At that moment, my spring flowers withered. Piece by piece rotted on the top of the hill in the autumn, when winter was about to fall. I don't think it's my feet that hurt, it's my heart. The poor heart was carried into the clouds and thrown down heavily. The rapidly descending heart curls up into a point that no one else can see. I wanted to cry, but I didn't know how to cry. Because it's been just self-inflicted all along!

"Xia Xue, what's wrong with you?" Xiaohong limped into the tent when she saw me with red eyes and asked anxiously.

"She just slipped and fell on her foot." Liu Yang helped me sit down.

"It's fine. It will be fine in a while. "When I spoke, I felt my throat stiff and my nose ached. I kept silently chanting in my heart: "You must be strong!" Be strong! ”。

"It turned out that it was a broken foot, we thought you and Liu Yang were ......" Wang Feifei endured it halfway through her words.

"Looks like we'll have to bring three tents next time." Gurry said with a smile, then looked at Liu Yang, "You're all left, brother." ”

"Come on!" Zhang Xiaohong and Wang Feifei happily cheered for Liu Yang. I kept my head down and rubbed my feet, not wanting to look up at their expressions. Because I'm afraid I'm going to cry......

"Don't make fun of me."

"You're stumbling? Does it hurt? Yang An asked me between Wang Feifei and Liu Yang. I pretended not to hear, and rubbed my feet with my head down. What do you want me to answer you?

Later, we girls went back to another tent to rest. Not long after we lay down, we heard someone approaching.

"Wang Feifei, are you going to come out?" Yang An stood outside the tent and called out to her. Wang Feifei immediately got up and went out, and helped us pull up the tent. I could hear their footsteps moving farther and farther away, so far away that I couldn't hear anything about them.

"They're really together. I'm a little confused. ”

"What's the truth in love, just yesterday, aren't you still hesitating?" I turned my back to Xiaohong and said weakly.

"Yang An is quite like that, and he called her out alone so late." Xiaohong was talking endlessly......

Dear Xiaohong, in a tent without lights, how can you see my silent tears......