Chapter 8: The Taste of the First Kiss
After knowing that Yang An and Wang Feifei were together, I began to stay away from him and never got together with them again. Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I can't help but hurt myself with affection. Two days before the summer vacation of my sophomore year of high school, I took a leave of absence to go to my cousin's house and wait for her to take me to tutor her colleague's home.
During lunch, I asked my cousin, "Sister, is the No. 1 Middle School far away from here?" I want to check it out. ”
"Oh! You took the test in the city No. 1 middle school before, so you should go and see it. It's right next to our community, and it's a mile away from the neighborhood to the right. You can go later, we will leave tomorrow morning. My cousin said.
I waited until after three o'clock, and I felt that it was not so hot outside, so I went to the first middle school in the city. Because the next day was a holiday. There are a few students coming in and out of the school all the time.
City No. 1 Middle School is much bigger than our school. As I walked, I saw a mountain in front of me that was not very high, and there was a path in front of the mountain with dense shade. As soon as you walk there, you can feel a chill. On both sides of the road, tall camphor trees grow neatly. The canopies on both sides have grown together, and it is impossible to distinguish each other. I felt that the environment was beautiful, so I sat down on a bench by the roadside. After a while, three or five boys walked in front of me. One of them turned around and whistled at me. I turned my face away in annoyance. After sitting for a while, I felt bored, so I got up and left.
"Alas! Schoolmate! Alas! ......" There was a boy behind me who seemed to be shouting at me. I thought to myself, the boys in the No. 1 middle school in this city are too much. So he quickened his pace and walked in the direction of the gate.
"Xia Xue!" The man suddenly called out my name. I looked back. A boy stood in the distance and looked at me. He was tall, slightly thin, wearing a white T-shirt with a V-neck and light blue jeans. I walked back slowly, and when I got closer, it was Liu Yang!
I haven't seen him for a year, but he has grown a lot taller and thinner, and the edges and lines on his face have become very distinct. It's like a big boy. As soon as I saw that it was him, I trotted up to him and asked happily, "How do you know it's me?" I thought I wouldn't see you this time. ”
"My roommate called me and said that there was someone who looked like my classmate in the picture. I'll just take a look. "He's a little out of breath. He took a step in front of me. I felt too close, so I took a step back.
"Why are you here? When did it come? He took another step forward. This time I compromised and stood there unmoved.
"My cousin's colleague in Hangzhou asked me to be a tutor for her family." I added, "I'm here this morning, and I'm going with my cousin tomorrow morning." My cousin's house lives right next door. I pointed casually. I felt a little overwhelmed by the sudden meeting like this.
"I'll take you to see our school." He's going to get closer......
"I've seen it." I hurried up before he could get close. Liu Yang followed me closely. There are sporadic sunlight streaming through the treetops, making the shady ground look like the stars of the day.
"Going to my house? My family moved here near the school." Liu Yang came to me and looked at me backwards and asked.
"No, I'll get back to my cousin later."
"Go ahead, my house is now where my sister and I live. My parents are still in their hometown factory, and they only moved here at the end of the year. ”
"I'm really not going."
We were silent for a while, and Liu Yang asked me. "Why didn't you go to every party?"
"I don't want to go, now I feel that the knowledge of high school is so difficult, and my brain is not enough." I answered him earnestly.
Later, we talked about some interesting things in junior high school, and talked about Gurry and Xiaohong, but no one mentioned Wang Feifei and Yang An. Eventually, I saw that it was getting dark. began to walk back, and then Liu Yang stopped and stopped. When he was about to walk out of the boulevard, Liu Yang stopped.
"I have a secret for you!" He pulled me to sit on a bench by the side of the road, bowed his head, and said:
"I've always been in love with a girl. When I first came to junior high school, I started to like that, Bing Xue is smart and quirky. One winter, I found that the thought of her hurts me! I secretly vowed to be the best version of myself and give her the best future. So I didn't go to the same high school as her. But I was wrong, because I think about her many times every day, and it hurts to think about her every time! I want to be with her every day! As soon as I had time, I ran to her school and watched her from afar. Watch her do her homework seriously; watched her eat obediently; Watching her lie on the table in a daze bored...... All my photo albums are her, her in junior high school, and her in high school......"
When Liu Yang mentioned the photo, I was suddenly very scared, afraid that he would say my name, afraid that this friendship would end! I quickly interrupted him: "I have a secret to tell you too. I love ......"
Liu Yang held my face and kissed me at once, his lips pressed tightly against me, soft and warm. I saw his slight brow showing deep love and pain. I think he was afraid that the name I said wasn't him.
He hugged me tightly in his arms again. I heard his heart pounding powerfully.
"I love you so much!" He leaned his head and pressed his lips to my left ear.
The first time I heard a voice in that tone. The voice was very small, as if it were not spoken, but it came from the heart, and it came to my heart. After he finished speaking, he pressed his face very gently against mine. I could smell a strange scent from his exhalation, and the blood flowed rapidly throughout my body. My whole heart is about to jump out! I pushed him away very hard and slowly.
"I've always treated you as your best friend." I said cautiously with my head down. With that, I walked back slowly. He's still standing there, on the boulevard where I told him "just friends."
Walking out of the school gate, I couldn't help but run. My mind was blank, and I didn't know how I got to my cousin's house.
In the future, I will always remember the scene at that time, and I will blush and my heart beat when I think of it.
I'll never see him again......