Chapter 54: A Wall of Love

Lying next to this man who wanted to imprison me, I couldn't sleep for a long time. I was struggling with how to deal with it, and if I called the police, he would be ruined. How can I escape if I don't call the police?

And he was only shallow asleep, and from time to time he turned over and fumbled with the quilt on the outside of me. This time, under the night terrors, under the faint night light, he looked very frightened and painful. Seeing him like this, I completely dismissed the idea of calling the police. Reach out and pat him who was disturbed by the dream. As if he had found a support, he turned around and hugged me.

He was like an unforgiving demon and a lonely child......

Before dawn, he sat gently at the head of the bed. Sensing that he was looking at me, he turned to the other side. He sat motionless for a long time, then lay down again. Reach out and gently wrap your arms around me, gently pressing your face against my back. After a while, he quietly got up and got out of bed.

The night before dawn was so dark and so quiet. He started the car with a sound that sounded like it was about to burst his eardrum.

When he left, he should have rushed to work in the city. It's also possible to rush to another woman's side. What was he like with her? Is it so painful, affectionate, domineering, and moody? I was cranky......

"Sister Xia, Sister Xia. Awake? I'm going grocery shopping. Did I leave breakfast at the door of this room? ”

I was woken up by Mei's soft shouts, and the sun shone through the cracks on the floor.

"Please bring it in. My feet hurt so much today. "Thinking of Xiaomei's words last night, I thought about letting her down her guard first.

Xiaomei brought milk and whole wheat slices and pushed the door in. Gently put the breakfast on the dressing table and said, "Call me if there is anything, the vegetable market is next to it, and I will be back in a while." ”

"It's going to be fine, you can buy groceries without worry."

Xiaomei soon went out of the building. Before I had finished my breakfast, I heard her come back and open the door. It seems that she is really arranged by Yang An to watch me here. I can't help but feel wary and hostile to her.

Pretending not to be able to walk is indeed hard and boring. deliberately shouted that Xiaomei helped me to Yang An's study. There are so many books on him, I looked for a copy of Dalecarnegie's "HowtowinFriends & InfluencePeople" and read it. Open the simple title page, which has been slightly yellowed, and a very striking "x" in the lower right corner comes into view.

x…… Why write an x? After thinking about it for a while, I finally remembered Yang Xin's words that night. She said that Yang An would write a lot of X's on used paper. That...... Immediately, I flipped through the books on the shelves. The title page has that striking "x" all over the page. The handwriting ranges from childish to vigorous and smooth. It turns out that he wrote the "x" for so many years...... It turned out that he liked me so much at that time. I was too stupid to tell him. Always misunderstand him and deliberately alienate him!

Is this the arrangement of fate? Arrange for us to be together in this way, with all the desires and filthy deals? They still hate each other!

The last time he said I didn't deserve to touch his book, I should think that now I am dirty, far less beautiful than she imagined. Yes, in order to go to college, I promised myself and fell in love with someone else. I don't deserve anyone to love me so much.

One by one, he put his books back on the shelves. Turning around, there were only a few file cards on the large, heavy desk, and he always liked to be neat and tidy, and only the most important things were placed. Sitting quietly at the desk for a long time, thinking of the X on the wall behind him, he couldn't hate him anymore......