I'm sorry, you have flown across the sea of grief, and there is no waiting on the other side of the sea.

I should have left sooner, one more second would have hurt him. Thinking of this, I can't care about any strategy. Resisting the pain of touching under his feet, he slowly walked down the stairs.

"Xiaomei, where is the yard door key? I want to go out for a walk. ”

"Sister Xia, why did you come down by yourself? How can you go like this, I'll help you move a bench and sit in the yard. ”

"I'm so bored that I just want to walk around the artificial lake in the back."

"Then I'll help you." Xiaomei helped her over.

Seeing Xiaomei looking at me dutifully like this, I felt that I really couldn't leave. When I applied the force to the injured foot, it was so painful that I was oozing thin sweat. I think it's better to wait two days, anyway, he said he won't be back in the next few days.

"Then I'll sit in this courtyard for a while."

Sitting on the white hanging chair, the foot hanging in the air, the pain is no longer so obvious, but it has also lost the reality of landing on the ground. My shadow in the sun was not clear black on a potted flower tree.

The sun burned like this, and the sky was bright, and the courtyard was warm. As it heats up, everything slowly changes. Just like me now, I don't have the same vivid hatred as I did at the beginning, it is becoming lighter and lighter, and I am beginning to feel faintly distressed for him.

The sun was shining so persistently, and the plants living in the shadows began to feel more and more intense cold. Thinking that Liu Yang's time is shrinking, although the innocent love is still there, it is gradually becoming a specimen day by day.

……

It's night, but I can't sleep. Turn on the computer, play a sad piece of music, and look through your friends and contacts over and over again. I didn't even dare to tell anyone. One by one, I carefully looked at their space and their lives.

Yang Xin's wedding photos are so beautiful that I am "jealous". In the manor full of flowers, she smiled sweetly like that, and posed with her handsome lover. One by one, they are becoming more and more fashionable and hot, and they are busy with various banquets and banquets. Su Jia found a very normal boyfriend and talked about an ordinary relationship. Wang Qian only cares about topics and securities. Xiaohong worked hard in the midst of complaining, and complained deeply at work.

Yang An's journal is empty, say empty and the photo album is empty. Only a few years ago, he asked him a good message, and no one cared about it.

The person I wanted to know most about how he was doing was no longer a contact person when he came to Beijing. Typing his number over and over again in the lookup bar, but not having the courage to click on the magnifying glass that could find him. It's because I'm afraid to know everything about him, I'm afraid to know that he's doing well, I'm afraid to know that he's not doing well.

Close the computer, lie down on the bed and slowly savor my past with him, imagining his present......

By the breezy Shi River, Liu Yang and I whispered and laughed. Yang An suddenly approached and pushed Liu Yang into the raging river. looked at Liu Yang, who was taken away and drowned by the river water. I cried out loud in pain, and shouted his name hoarsely and weakly: "Liu Yang, Liu Yang......"

At this time, his back sank, and he fell deeply into the black water. Desperately struggling and struggling......

"Ah~" sat up in surprise and saw the faint light in the room. reacted, it turned out to be just a dream.

Turn around and get ready to lie down...... Yang An was lying on the bed with his back to me. Rubbing his misty eyes vigorously, he was still there.

Didn't he say he wouldn't be back for a few days? When did he come back? Gently picked up the phone and looked at it, it was 2:45 in the morning. In order not to wake him, I lay down gently and slowly, not daring to move with my eyes closed.

He jerked over and held me down. The voice was hoarse and full of annoyance: "Lying in my arms, you actually call other people's names!" ”