Chapter 197: The Bitterness of Unrequited Love
After a long time, Ji Xianmo raised his eyes to look at Yang Yule, only to find that she had already burst into tears, silently shedding tears, as if telling about the pain.
Ji Xianmo sat beside her and hugged her, patted her back gently and said, "If you want to cry, cry loudly!" You are Lele, you are the most powerful Lele! ”
Although she was distressed in her heart, she couldn't encourage her to like that distant person, but she knew that once Sa's invested feelings had nowhere to put it, it would collapse sooner or later, and if Xianzi didn't accept her friendship for a long time, she would really die of heartache.
This is probably the magic of love!
Although Ji Xianmo also feels very sorry for Yang Yule, no matter what, a cold man like Xianzi is not suitable for Yang Yule, she is a cheerful girl, and she should be suitable for better boys.
"Lele, let's forget him, okay?" Ji Xianmo persuaded, although this persuasion was not necessarily the most useful, but she tried her best, she said, "Lele, there are so many good men in the world, what do you want, you are beautiful and smart, you know, no matter how you look at the relationship between Xiao Jingshuo and Ai Xuan, Xianzi and Ai Xuan are by no means ordinary, and I know the taste of heartache, although Xiao Jingshuo promised to be with me, I also have some girls who are selfish and unhappy, not to mention that you bear it alone, like a person who doesn't like you, It's really painful, you deserve better. ”
She didn't know how to persuade her, she herself fell in love with someone too, and now she wants to protect him, it is really fulfilled, or there is more love in her heart, and those hatreds are never worth love!
She has thought about hating Xiao Jingshuo countless times, but she has never hated it, he is good to her, and he is bad to her, there is no forgetfulness, but none of them can make her give up liking him, so in fact, she is just an idiot.
"Xiaoman, you know what? Every time I saw his cold face, I wanted to get closer, even though I knew he was deliberately approaching me at first. But the time I promised you to go to Bali at the airport, I really thought that I met the favorite person in my life, and then all kinds of coincidences made me feel that it was providence, until I knew that it was because of you. I just became jealous of you, and I actually did it on purpose when I quarreled with you, I deliberately wanted to vent, but in fact, I just resented myself. ”
"Xiaoman, listen to me, don't ignore me because of what I said. You said that I would never ignore me unless I betrayed you, but I know that even if I betray you, you will not ignore me, I have been reporting your news to Xianzi, so Xiao Jingshuo will understand your every move so well, did you already know, I know you know, but you never blamed me. I didn't repent until I pushed you into the fire pit, but it was too late, Xiaoman was already dead, she was dead, I hurt her. ”
"No, no, I've never blamed you for the rain, Lele, I'm still alive, I've always been there!"
"Xiaoman, it's my fault. It's that I shouldn't have gone my own way, if it weren't for me, maybe the Lu family wouldn't have been destroyed, you are still Lu Xiaoman. You are still a simple and happy Lu Xiaoman, you will not fall in love with Xiao Jingshuo, you will not take care of his children for him, and you will not cry for him because of Ai Xuan, it is me who I am, I understand your pain. I've always wanted to tell you, in fact, I've always been jealous of you, I don't know why, when you appeared next to Kong Ru, I began to be jealous of you, I think everything I have, you have robbed it, why do you have a Lu family, you have a qiē you have to snatch my qiē, I have a Kong Ru by my side, although I don't like him, but my friendship with him was quickly surpassed by you, he even likes you, but he is a fool he won't say, I know, I know that he stays silently by that person's side when he likes it, so from then on I became jealous of you......"
Hearing such words, Ji Xianmo was a little shocked, she had always treated Kong Ru as a brother, and she never thought that there would be such feelings between them, she never thought that "Lele ......"
Ji Xianmo called her name with some pain, maybe it was the first time she heard the news, her body trembled slightly, and she didn't know what to say for a while, and she didn't know whether to say it or be silent.
She let go of Yang Yule who was hugging, she used to always listen to Lele chirping in her ear, she thought they were best friends, so she wouldn't care about anything, but after all, it was her fault before, she suddenly wanted to apologize, this qiē because of how bad she became, but is it useful to apologize?
She apologized to Xiao Jingtian, but he still did a good job for her without hesitation, because it was her fault that she left this world!
"I'm sorry ......"
The tears fell a little vaguely, and the hot tears dripped down his face, and I don't know why I felt the urge to let it flow forever, and I didn't want to wipe away the warm teardrops that could only comfort.
In addition to crying, every qiē is a useless scene at the moment, she doesn't know what to do to stop this qiē, and she doesn't even know how to be strong, she used to think that the whole world is hers, but now it seems that the whole world has turned away from her.
She can't complain about others!
"Xiaoman, why do you want to apologize, it's not your fault, you always take everything on yourself, you will only increase my guilt."
"Lele, you know what? I was sent to the Lu family at birth, I never understood why I would be XM Project, and then I knew, I have always been Ji Xianmo, but my identity has temporarily become Lu Xiaoman, Gu Xiaozhi sent me to the Lu family was only urgent at that time, she wanted to protect my daughter, and even now, she wants to send me abroad, I have always pretended not to understand her intentions, in fact, I have long seen it, but as a child of the Ji family, I should not choose to escape, if I hand over a qiē to them to bear, Then I will have a troubled conscience. I can't be selfish for twenty years, and I have to be selfish. ”
"It turns out that Gu Xiaozhi really didn't intend to sacrifice you?" Yang Yule seemed a little surprised that she couldn't understand, and she asked, "How do you know this?" ”
Yang Yule is not incomprehensible, since he has always had to protect Lu Xiaoman, why did he fall off the cliff?
"When they arranged to fake their death, I suspected Gu Xiaozhi, I didn't want to cooperate with her, and marrying Xiao Jingshuo was also my own volition, I just wanted to see what would happen if I and Xiao Jingshuo were together? I didn't expect that I was really too willful, so it was my fault that Brother Xiao left. ”
Ji Xianmo thought of that angel-like Brother Xiao again, and couldn't help but feel guilty and heartache in his heart. (To be continued.) )