Yang Yule heard her talk about these things for the first time, she originally thought that Lu Xiaoman's life was easy, but in fact, there were many people who couldn't help herself, and she couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, she pouted and said, "No matter what you want to do, I want you to live well, if you dare to die casually, I really won't let you go." ”

Ji Xianmo nodded, the two smiled acquiescingly, and then nestled on the sofa to watch TV.

In the evening, Kong Ru came, cooked a table of dishes for the two little girls, and then watched them eat with satisfaction, and when he asked, he realized that he had already eaten.

I don't know why, since I knew from Yang Yule that Kong Ru meant something else to her, no matter how I looked at it, I felt that Kong Ru didn't mean that, and I thought that it might be Yang Yule's own nonsense, so I didn't take it to heart.

After dinner, Ji Xianmo went to the kitchen to wash the dishes alone, and after a while, Kong Ru also came in, she directly blocked him out of the door, and said, "Male god, you can cook, and I will leave the dishes to me!" ”

Kong Ru looked at her and didn't speak, which made Ji Xianmo embarrassed for a while, Yang Yule's mouth was so big, he must have said something, otherwise he wouldn't be looking at her with this look, obviously he was a little uncomfortable in his eyes, as if he was going to say something, but he swallowed it back raw.

Ji Xianmo didn't care about him anymore and continued to wash the dishes, but when he raised his eyes to the reflection in the window, he saw Kong Ru wanting to step forward several times but still took a few steps back, and then he heard him say in a low voice, "I'm sorry!" ”

Ji Xianmo looked back helplessly, what's wrong today, why do all the people seem to be saying goodbye to her forever, why do so many people have to say sorry to her, Yang Yule said it, she said it herself, it seems that everyone did something wrong together, but in fact, everything is a last resort, who would deliberately do something wrong?

Ji Xianmo lowered his head and continued to wash the plates, and then when he put down the last plate, he turned around and said with a smile, "Why do you say I'm sorry." Lele has taken a fancy to the strings, could it be that you are in love with Ai Xuan, I tell you, Ai Xuan is Xiao Jingshuo's. If you ......"

"Xiaoman, it doesn't matter who the person I like is, the important thing is that I just hope you can live well!" Kong Ru still blurted out and rejected Ji Xianmo's quip, who he liked, Ji Xianmo didn't know, but he knew that there were some things that he couldn't say casually. It's not like it's going to be cleverly bringed!

He likes Ji Xianmo This is the case, starting from liking Lu Xiaoman.

"What do you say! What's wrong with you all today, how can I die! I just don't want to stay out of it, I'm not going to die! What nonsense! Ji Xianmo didn't know why, every time the word death was mentioned, tears poured out involuntarily, as if the word death had nothing to do with her, but it was closely linked, and she had to be afraid.

For a long time, she breathed a sigh of relief. Pulling a smile at the corner of his mouth, "It's nothing, I won't leave you." ”

She didn't know what such a promise was, but she couldn't leave without it, and if someone really wanted her life, what could she do?

It's better not to think about the things that didn't happen, and think about the reality of things that are more realistic.

The three of them sat on the sofa, only staring at each other, in fact, such a day has not been passed for a long time, as if everyone is separated by thousands of meters in their hearts. Once upon a time, they thought about being friends for the rest of their lives, but now it seems that even the relationship between friends is difficult to maintain.

Maybe. Lu Xiaoman should never have appeared in Kong Ru's life, maybe he shouldn't have suddenly disrupted Yang Yule's life, maybe if it weren't for her, they would never have worked so hard.

When will the comfortable days that the three of them have longed for come to an end?

"Lele, Confucius. Actually, I understand that I am the one who is responsible for you, so this is the last time, and when the water comes out, we will never be friends again, okay? ”

"What a stupid thing to say!" Yang Yule hugged Ji Xianmo distressedly, this stupid girl is always stupid and distressing, Kong Ru likes her, Xiao Jingshuo likes her, Xiao Jingtian likes her, everyone likes her, because even she feels that she deserves all the favor.

"Actually, we all understand, Xiaoman, don't say anything, we will always stand behind you and support you." Although it was not the first time that Kong Ru said these words, he had never been firmer, as if he had provoked this matter.

Ji Xianmo knew that Kong Ru was a genius and a rare genius, but it was a waste to work hard for her, she shook her head, "Kong Ru, you should have your own life, do what you like, and when you graduate, you will definitely be able to do great things, just don't fall into this troubled water again, I can do it myself." ”

It was the first time she had rejected him like this, she hadn't thought about these friends before, so Xiao Jingtian left, but fortunately, it didn't affect Yang Yule and them at that time, otherwise Ji Xianmo would not be at ease in this life.

"But ......"

Ji Xianmo didn't say much, just shook his head, "Listen to me!" ”

Kong Ru had no choice but to be silent, and it didn't take long for him to leave, but Yang Yule was a little incomprehensible, "Xiaoman, I always feel that you are very different from before, are you really still Lu Xiaoman?" ”

For such a question, Ji Xianmo has asked himself many times, is she still Lu Xiaoman?

Maybe not!

A person who has experienced life and death, how can she still be her former self, whether psychologically or spiritually, she said goodbye to her before, she is just her current self, the past is also the past, and the past is already in the past.

In fact, even she herself doesn't understand, why she has a lot of helplessness now, but she is a lot calmer, her grandfather said that people will have a lot of helplessness when they grow up, but they always have to keep calm, at that time she felt that such a person was stupid, but now she is really stupid.

I know that I know that my strength alone is not enough and not brave enough, but I always have to rush forward, and I must never stop, even if I know the danger, I must be brave.

"Lu Xiaoman has died a long time ago, and I am Ji Xianmo now!" Ji Xianmo's eyes were unwavering, because she knew that only by accepting this new identity could she make others accept it, and she would never let the people around her be hurt a little bit in the future.

It's just that in this case, from now on, she will become strangers with many people she wants to protect, Xiao Jingshuo is like this, Yang Yule is like this, Kong Ru is the same, is that kind of day what she wants?

She pursed her lips and said no more. (To be continued.) )