Chapter 305: A lot of regrets
In the evening, Lu Xiaoman wrapped himself in pajamas after eating and playing for a while, and carried the quilt to his mother's room and went to bed. ”
Although Ju Ma was talking, she laid out Lu Xiaoman's quilt, and then returned to the quilt and moved the pillow to Lu Xiaoman's quilt, "Is there something inconvenient to tell the chairman that you want to talk to your mother?" ”
Lu Xiaoman smiled obediently, then got into the quilt, leaned his back against the bed, tilted his head on his mother's shoulder, and then giggled, such a time is rare, when she was a child, she would sleep with her in her mother's room because she was afraid of the dark, and since she grew up, she began to sleep alone.
"Mom, when are we going to go home?" Lu Xiaoman opened her mouth quietly, her eyes were slightly gentle, as if she was thinking about such a peaceful moment, she secretly raised her eyes to glance at her mother, obviously her face stiffened, and then replied with a smile, "Xiaoman, do you have anything you want to say?" ”
"Hmm." Lu Xiaoman nodded heavily, "Mom, in fact, Dad really misses you, last time I went back to Lu's house, Dad felt very lonely at home alone, he had to cook and wash his own clothes at home alone, now that Lu is back, he has to take care of Lu's big and small things, I think he must be very tired." ”
"Hmm." Ju Ma listened quietly, just replied faintly, and there was no follow-up, Lu Xiao hurriedly looked up at her, "Mom, why don't you understand what I'm talking about?" ”
In fact, Lu Xiaoman knew that Xiaoma must have understood what she was saying, but she didn't answer. She frowned and continued, "Mom, you know what I'm talking about, now that the dust has settled, I think you should be with Dad, he has been waiting for you for so many years, why do you insist like this?" Even my mother said that you are not good like this, and she supports you. ”
"Xiaoman, life is so short, you know that some things are not beyond our control. If fate is missed, it will pass. No matter how hard I try, I can't go back to the past, and I can't pay it off in this life that I owe your father, so I don't plan to go back to the past again, and wait for this time. I think I'll go back to where I was born. Live your life there! ”
"Mommy?" Lu Xiaoman hurriedly hugged her. said coquettishly, "Mom, I don't want you to leave!" I want you to always be by my side. Don't leave.
Lu Xiaoman thought for a long time, and said slowly, "If you leave, I will definitely be hungry and thin!" ”
"You little gluttonous cat, you know how to eat!" The little mother touched his head dotingly, and then said slowly, "You don't understand the things of adults, sometimes you children are fooling around, but we adults can't fool around, you children can think about things very simply, but adults can't think about it as simple." Do you know? When I was young, I was as old as you, and I also liked an honest person like your father, and he liked me, but at that time my mother was seriously ill, and I had the heart to fall in love, so I always refused your father, until I met the chairman, and the chairman's father was also a good person, and he entrusted your mother to me when he was dying, so I took good care of her, so this care is more than 20 years, this is what I should do, I have no complaints at all, and now I have finally completed my task, It's time for me to step back in, but I won't be able to leave until I entrust you to someone worthy of trust. ”
"Mom, I'm talking about you, why are you talking about me again!" Lu Xiaoman's face was hot, and Xiao Jingshuo's demon suddenly popped up in his mind, and his heart froze, and then he lowered his head, sullen.
Xiao Jingshuo estimates that she resents her very much now, in order to divorce him, Liu Chengyi's coincidental appearance made him misunderstand that she really likes Liu Chengyi, so she divorced so happily, but now she has no trace of happiness, she doesn't think about him in the dead of night, and suddenly thinks of him with a cold heart, his previous intentions for her are all because he is just acting.
No matter what the reason, the current Ji family is also in danger, once the master's affairs come to an end, the power of the Xiao family will definitely become greater than the Ji family, in that case, the Xiao family wants to dominate the shopping mall, and take advantage of the victory to pursue and suppress the Ji family, so that there will be no more business queen Gu Xiaozhi, and the only struggle in my mother's life will be destroyed.
She is the daughter of Gu Xiaozhi, how could she watch the Ji family collapse like that?
No, if it was her before, she would definitely give up the interests of the family because of Xiao Jingshuo's sweet words, but now it is different, she has experienced a lot, although there is still a lot of reluctance and resentment in her heart, but when she thinks that Xiao Jingshuo is just playing with her, her heart hurts, or more anger.
"Do you still care about that kid?" The little mother said lightly, softly, she has always been a gentle person, and she always points to her feelings, she was very satisfied with Xiao Jingtian when she saw him for the first time, and later she only persuaded Lu Xiaoman to be with her beloved for Xiao Jingshuo.
"No, I don't care." Lu Xiaoman shook her head vigorously, it was useless to care, she didn't care, all she had to do was forget.
"And said that you don't care, I can see it, child, you have a deep heart for Xiao Jingshuo, and my mother also understands the pain of separating from her beloved, but there is a give-and-take, and you will definitely meet someone again in the future who is worthy of you to hand over your heart again, but this time may be very long, if you are lucky, you will meet it soon. Our Xiaoman is so good, I think we will definitely meet soon. ”
"Mom!" Lu Xiaoman held her mouth, she carefully recalled her mother's words, the more she thought about it, the more wrong it became, obviously she was here to persuade her mother, why was it her mother who came to comfort her in the end?
She lay down, got into the quilt and stopped talking, she recalled that these days, there was almost more pain than happiness between her and Xiao Jingshuo, although sometimes she also felt very happy, but when she thought that it was all false, she didn't hate, she just blamed herself for being too stupid.
After a long time, my mother also lay down, she probably felt that Lu Xiaoman was asleep, pulled her quilt up, and finally said slowly, "Xiaoman, in fact, my mother is still very supportive of your decision, no matter what your choice is, my mother will support, life is short, some things some people once they miss, regret for life, I have a lot of regrets now, so my mother hopes that you can live happily and happily, and don't be like me, always sigh at your ignorance when you can't sleep late at night." (To be continued.) )
PS: Good night~