In the morning, Lu Xiaoman got up from the bed, the little mother was no longer there, she stretched her waist, it used to be like this, the little mother always got up very early to prepare breakfast, she got up quickly to wash and then went downstairs to eat breakfast.

When they arrived downstairs, Ji Xianshu and Gu Xiaozhidu sat quietly at the dining table, and she beckoned slightly, "Morning, mother, morning, brother!" ”

Both of them smiled back, and then there was a silence, Lu Xiaoman rarely came into contact with this morning, she guessed that this should be what happened, but seeing that their expressions were not very solemn, she took the bowl that was already filled with porridge and scooped a spoonful in her mouth, observing the changes in the expressions of the two, and it seemed that she didn't see anything famous, so she had to give up.

Then eat silently, and only when you are full will you have the strength to find the problem.

It didn't take long for Ji Xianshu to put down the dishes and chopsticks and say, "Mom, I'm full, Xiaomo, you eat more!" ”

Lu Xiaoman nodded, she thought that she was still a child who needed to eat more in order to grow up well, so she responded to eat more, which was also very strange, she was not very hungry for breakfast before, so she didn't eat a lot, but recently her appetite has risen sharply, and she feels that everything she eats is fragrant, and she thinks about it carefully, maybe she hasn't eaten the food cooked by her mother for a long time!

"Xiaoman, my mother has something to go to the company after eating, if you don't go to class today, you will go to the school to see my teacher, she is old, she always wants me to accompany her, I have been really busy recently, so you go to see her for your mother!"

"Hmm." Teacher? Lu Xiaoman's mind turned, isn't he the drum teacher? That's easy to say. Although I thought that person was so boring when I first learned piano with her, if I really think about the details of my original learning, the teacher is still very interesting, at least not boring.

Because the boring is just the piano that Lu Xiaoman is not good at, but if she is allowed to listen to the piano music well, she can barely make do, she doesn't know elegant and noble music, but she can hear what she plays.

After eating, Lu Xiaoman drove to the school, and when she arrived at the school, she went to the teaching building where she had the last class. I happily knocked on the office of the drum teacher.

It seems that the old lady has been waiting for a long time. "Bang-" The door opened, accompanied by a familiar voice, "It's here, why did Xiao Zhi come now!" ”

The door opened, and his face sank. "How are you?"

"Hello teacher!" Lu Xiaoman bent his back and bowed deeply. Then he raised his face and said with a smile. "I miss you so much, teacher, since the last parting, I really want to see you! So today my mother said let me accompany you. I said yes. ”

"I don't want you again!" In the end, the round drum was still not particularly strict, although he didn't like Lu Xiaoman very much on his face, he still let her in, "What can you do when you come?" My office is quite messy, so you can tidy it up for me instead of your mother! ”

"Oh?" Lu Xiaoman thought for a while, "That teacher, if you find your mother to tidy up the office in the future, you can call me casually, and I will be on call!" ”

"I feel very sorry for your mother at this time, why didn't you say that your mother was good when I was learning piano? I think you are a child who is heartless, is it that you are so willful to children of your age? And Ziyan doesn't know why, if she wants to spend time at home with her mother and father after studying in the UK, why didn't she say it when she left? It's just a few months, and it's not goodbye, I really don't understand you children. ”

After speaking, she sighed involuntarily, as if she was very angry, and picked up the cup on the table as if she wanted to drink water, but the cup was empty, and she let out a long sigh, "I'm old, I can't care about you children, but don't always be angry with me!" ”

"Teacher, you should actually want to open some!" Lu Xiaoman looked at her with a sad face, and couldn't help but enlighten, in fact, she understood that Lin Ziyan didn't go to the UK because of Liu Chengyi, but she didn't know!

She walked over and poured a glass of warm water from the bulging cup and put it in front of the teacher, and then sat opposite her, "Teacher, Lin Ziyan's current piano level is also considered international, and further study is nothing more than icing on the cake. ”

"You mean I'm an old woman, so don't worry about it, don't you! Do you think I'm getting old? ”

"No, no!" Lu Xiaoman waved her hand hurriedly, how could she persuade and persuade her to become a bad person? She continued, "Teacher, in fact, you also know Lin Ziyan's scorching temperament, how can she just study? She also has to be allowed to give recitals everywhere, so that her level can improve in the perception of life, and academic study alone may not necessarily be able to play the true feelings, don't you see? It's better for her. ”

"You can't even recognize the staff, what do you know!" With a round face of disdain, she shook her head, "I'm just a pity, your mother also gave up the piano at will, you look at her current situation, I'm just worried that Ziyan will give up the piano like your mother, you don't understand anything, the piano should be the ultimate art that you can't pursue in your life." ”

"You're right, I don't know how to play the piano, but I know how to see and listen, I think Ziyan's current state is the best, the more you push her, the more it won't work very well, so in order to prevent her from giving up like my mother in the future, it's better not to force her anymore." Lu Xiaoman stood up, she said everything that should be said, and she said what she shouldn't say, she didn't know why her mother gave up the piano, but she understood that there must have been a very serious problem at that time, and the reason why her mother sacrificed must have been because of Ji's crisis.

Lu Xiaoman sorted out the messy books on the desk, while thinking about what his mother had given up over the years, would there be love? Will there be affection? No matter what it is, it must be no less than her, compared to what her mother sacrificed, what are the things she sacrificed? So why was she still dissatisfied with the reality and felt that the whole world was the enemy of her?

It didn't take long for Lu Xiaoman to tidy up the desk, she sat down on the table, she always felt that her body couldn't stand the tiredness, thinking that her mother's body must be more weak, she secretly made up her mind that no matter what happened in the future, she would protect her mother and never let her be hurt and make her miserable. (To be continued.) )