"Blessings and misfortunes lurk, and misfortunes and blessings rely on."

When the two put buying a house and a car on their agenda and worked hard for it, an inexplicable disaster quietly befell them.

At that time, Zhang Jing didn't know the inside story, but when she knew the truth many years later, all cause and effect had become a thing of the past.

That day, as soon as Zhang Jing walked out of the classroom after class, she received a call from her girlfriend.

She only said that she was in a hurry to go back to her hometown, and then hung up the phone directly.

Zhang Jing could hear that Lin Luyin's voice was a little anxious, although she had tried her best to suppress her emotions, she could still hear some clues.

Zhang Jing knew that something big must have happened, but Lin Luyin didn't want to say more.

In the next few days, he called Lin Luyin several times.

Lin Luyin either didn't answer, or hung up after quickly saying two innocuous words after connecting, without giving him a chance to ask the reason at all.

After weighing it, Zhang Jing decided not to bother her for the time being, and waited for a few days when her mood stabilized.

After waiting for a few more days, Zhang Jing called Lin Luyin's phone again, and only got a prompt to turn off the phone.

At this time, he was a little panicked, asked for leave from school, cleaned up a little, and Zhang Jing set off for Lin Luyin's hometown.

If she doesn't answer the phone, she will go to her hometown to find out, and Zhang Jing wants to know what happened.

When I arrived at my destination, I knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened the door, and making a call was still a reminder to turn off the phone.

It may be that the knock on the door made a noise to the neighbor, and after a long time, the neighbor on the opposite side came out to tell him that the family had gone out in a hurry a few days ago and had not returned, so Zhang Jing had to give up.

Wandering aimlessly through unfamiliar streets, I thought about it for a long time and couldn't come to a reasonable conclusion.

So, Zhang Jing decided to find a place to live first and wait for Lin Luyin's return.

For the rest of the week, Zhang Jing knocked on the door every day and dialed the familiar number over and over again, but still did not get any response.

The time of leave was coming to an end, and Zhang Jing had to give up his intention to continue waiting here, so he had to return to school first.

More than three months have passed, and Zhang Jing has spent every day in torment.

Calls, text messages, any contact method he can think of, he tried them all, and the results were the same.

Until one day, Zhang Jing suddenly received a text message from Lin Luyin.

The content of the text message is very simple: Let's break up, I don't want to live a poor life with you, I want to pursue my own life, cherish!

On a sunny day, there was a thunderbolt, and Zhang Jing split seven meat and eight vegetables.

He couldn't figure out why his girlfriend, who had planned to fight hard for his future, suddenly proposed to break up.

Even if you only use a text message to break up, don't you even want to see yourself? So what is the relationship in the past few years?

Loss, pain, and various negative emotions made Zhang Jing depressed and difficult, and she often wandered in class.

When looking at the students' concerned eyes, Zhang Jing didn't want his bad mood to affect the students, so he decided to take a long vacation to calm down and come back.

After taking a long leave to return to his hometown, his parents were very distressed when they saw their son so decadent.

But they didn't ask why, because they knew that even if they did, it would be useless and would only add to their son's blockage.

In the days when she stayed in her hometown, although Zhang Jing often chatted and laughed with her friends in the village, the hurdle in her heart had always stood there, like a fish in her throat.

Since receiving Lin Luyin's breakup text message, Zhang Jing has tried to contact her many times, and even he went to her hometown again.

But the results still did not change at all, and Lin Luyin and her family disappeared as if they had suddenly disappeared.

Every night, when Zhang Jing was tossing and turning in bed, he would recall the contents of that text message.

A few key words jumped up and down in his mind over and over again, "break up, poor days".

The poor days pierced his heart like a thorn.

He studied hard to change this poverty, and it was not until he started working after graduation that he gradually forgot the inferiority complex caused by poverty since he was a child.

Later, he fell in love, and his life became sunny, and he no longer thought of himself as a poor person, but Lin Luyin's poor life beat him back to his original form, poverty is really terrible!

After dormant in her hometown for a while, Zhang Jing realized that she couldn't go on like this anymore.

Even if you lose love, you still have parents who need to take care of yourself.

Since his girlfriend gave up on himself because of poverty, he must work hard to change the status quo of poverty, and never let poverty limit his life and feelings.

Soon after returning to school from his hometown, Zhang Jing resigned, and he needed to make money, and make a lot of money.

In the past, he thought that it was enough to arm himself with a strong knowledge reserve.

But now, his thinking has changed drastically, and he wants to use money, a lot of money to make himself stronger.

Once a person has made up his mind to work in one direction, he has a good chance of success.

I quit my job, looked for a job, accumulated original funds, looked for entrepreneurial projects, experienced incomparable hardships, and finally succeeded in starting a business.

Becoming a wealthy person with a small amount of money is insignificant at the center, but the end result is good.

At the age of 36, Zhang Jing is already a speaker of a large chain catering company "Silent Xuan", and he can be regarded as a rich party at this time.

The improvement of material life cannot make up for the lack of feelings, and Zhang Jing has always been obsessed with the past.

Over the years, there have also been girls who want to enter his heart, but the scars of that first love have always made him unable to open his heart to accept others.

He wanted to be white, what kind of stimulation Lin Luyin was so excited that he would suddenly leave him.

He has never let go of this relationship, which can be seen from the name he named his company "Silent Xuan".

The world is unpredictable, and by chance, Zhang Jing learned from her former colleagues at the school where she worked that Lin Luyin is now working in the middle school affiliated to the central hospital.

Hearing the news, Zhang Jing thought about it for a long time, but in the end he decided to go to Lin Luyin, he wanted to ask her face-to-face, why he didn't say goodbye back then.

When Zhang Jing was waiting at the school gate with apprehension, Lin Luyin, who was coming home from work, was talking and laughing with the children around her and walking out.

When she saw the familiar figure standing at the door waiting, Lin Luyin couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then she pulled the child and walked quickly towards Zhang Jing.

Looking at Lin Luyin, who was gradually approaching, Zhang Jing thought about how to speak, but in the end, only one sentence came out: "How have you been doing all these years?" ”

As if they had discussed, the two of them spoke at the same time and said the same thing.

Then the two of them smiled slightly, and all the past grievances and hatreds faded a lot in this smile.

"Let's go, let's talk for a while?" Zhang Jing spoke.

"Okay." Lin Luyin replied.

Let the driver take the children who are a little confused on the side to go shopping, and a man and a woman wander along the street, wandering around without a goal.

I randomly found a teahouse on the side of the street and sat down, and then the two began a formal conversation.

After taking a sip of tea, Zhang Jing said: "Time flies so fast, I didn't expect your children to be so old." ”

Zhang Jing's words stimulated Lin Luyin, she looked up at the once familiar man sitting opposite for a moment, and then said, "You want to ask why I left in the first place, right?" ”

Zhang Jing was dazed for a moment, and only after he was dazed did he nod, and this nod was a tacit acquiescence to Lin Luyin's question.

Then, he got the answer he wanted to know, and the answer was bloody, but also realistic.

At that time, Lin Luyin's younger brother was still in college, and he went out to dinner with his friends during the school, and both of them drank a lot of wine at that dinner.

On the way back, two drunks were crying wolf on the overpass, and her brother was drunk and jumped over the railing of the overpass.

As a result, in the process of pulling and pulling, both of them fell off the overpass, and Lin Luyin's younger brother was a little luckier and was rescued.

But the little friend who saved people was more unlucky, hit his head on the ground first, and never came back to life.

Afterwards, Lin Luyin's younger brother lay in the hospital for more than two months, and although he was rescued, he was left with a lifelong disability and became a cripple.

The younger brother's high medical expenses were no longer affordable for the family, and the compensation for the family of the deceased friend turned the Lin family upside down.

When she was desperate, Lin Luyin decided to borrow money from a local tyrant who had pursued her.

The local tyrant is very realistic, money can be borrowed, but there are conditions for borrowing money.

He wants to marry her, and if she agrees, he borrows money.

The result speaks for itself, and Lin Luyin agreed.

After getting the answer she had been looking for for so many years, Zhang Jing suddenly didn't know what to say.

He knew his financial situation back then, and the reason why Lin Luyin chose not to tell him these things and said goodbye was that he knew that with his financial resources back then, there would be no way at all.

silent, and even a little hated himself, hated himself for being so incompetent back then, and let the woman he loved had to compromise and marry someone else because of money.

And in those dark days, I couldn't do anything helpful for her.

"Is he good to you"? After a long silence, Zhang Jing asked.

"I'm divorced, I left a few years ago." Lin Luyin said in a flat tone.

Hearing such an answer, Zhang Jing was a little distracted, he didn't know what to say.

After only a few years of marriage, it should not be a good time.

After getting married, he was always haunted by not being able to have children of his own, and his pre-marriage promises were in vain. Then he had an affair, and then we separated, and it wasn't until he and his current wife couldn't have a child that it was found out that the problem was with him, that he had infertility problems. ”

Listening to Lin Luyin's calm recounting of the past, Zhang Jing's heart turned upside down.

She's divorced, her ex-husband is infertile, she has children, so where did her children come from?

Before Zhang Jing could come up with a result, Lin Luyin continued to speak.

"It's ridiculous to think about it, since I've given birth to a child, I can think of it with my toes, the problem is not on me, it's a bit strange to cheat with this excuse, it's okay to leave, I don't have any feelings with him at all."

At this time, if Zhang Jing couldn't figure out the context of this, it would be a waste of his not so bad brain.

"Your child isn't his?"

After asking this sentence, Zhang Jing regretted it, because asking like this was like trying to rub salt on a woman's wound.

"The child was not his, and I found out I was pregnant before I married him. I didn't hide it from him, and he also said that he wouldn't mind, and when the child was born, he would love the child as if it were his own. But this kind of thing is easier said than done. I know that from the moment the child is born, he does not like it. Lin Luyin still said in a calm tone.

Zhang Jing finally couldn't hold back her excitement, and asked with some trembling, "The child is ours?" Is it? ”

Lin Luyin looked at the emotional man in front of her, and suddenly felt a little sad, she finally nodded and gave an affirmative answer.

It took Zhang Jing a short time to calm down, and then looked directly into the eyes of the woman opposite and said, "I'm sorry."