Chapter 3: The Son
This sentence of sorry seems to have magical power, so that the woman, who has always been calm and indifferent, finds an outlet for her emotions.
The feelings that have been suppressed for so many years suddenly burst out, and I cried for a while.
Zhang Jing took the woman's hand and looked at the changes of the woman over the years, although the corners of her eyes had fine lines, they were still beautiful, just looking at it, and unconsciously tears were all over his face.
After crying, the emotions of the two slowly calmed down.
They didn't promise anything, because they knew that promises were just false and only real deeds.
Sending the mother and son home, Zhang Jing calmed down and thought about the future arrangements.
He stared at the child for a long time today, and even looked at the child a little overwhelmed, but he just couldn't see enough.
Suddenly, I found out that I had a son, and he was already so old, there was no reason to be able to remain calm.
Zhang Jing made a decision, he wants to regain his beloved, and he wants to have his own happy life.
After so many years of crawling in the shopping mall, Zhang Jing has long become a man of action.
How can grinding and twitter succeed, since it is to be recovered, it is the truth to act as soon as possible.
On Saturday, the weather was nice, and I drove out to find a flower shop and bought a woman's favorite flower.
The mood is as bright as the sun, and even the traffic jam on the road can't make his happy mood worse at this time.
I parked the car downstairs, dialed the phone, and told the woman that she was downstairs, and after a while, the woman went downstairs with the child.
It wasn't until the woman accepted the bouquet he sent with a quiet and comfortable smile on her face that Zhang Jing finally found the feeling of being in love with a woman back then.
Planning a trip to the countryside for the weekend starts with this beautiful morning.
When the mother and son got into the car and fastened their seat belts, Zhang Jing was about to start the car and set off, when the child's question caught the child's father off guard.
"Are you really my dad?"
is very straightforward, which makes Zhang Jing not know how to answer.
The answer is yes, if the child asks again, "Why haven't I seen him in all these years", then he will be even more at a loss.
But he couldn't answer no, because this was his own son.
Just when Zhang Jing was hesitating how to answer, Lin Luyin, who was snickering on the side, raised her head and gave Zhang Jing a positive look, and Zhang Jing, who received the signal, felt a lot more at ease.
"If it's fake, I'm your father." Zhang Jing pretended to answer easily.
"So where have you been all these years, how come I have never seen you."
Sure enough, it was his son, and the question he asked coincided with his guess.
"Well, that's a long story." Zhang Jing was a little anxious.
"Let's make a long story short." The child is a little reluctant.
Zhang Jing was completely out of words, and she really didn't know how to answer the child's questions.
Seeing Zhang Jing's embarrassment, Lin Luyin finally couldn't hold back, and laughed directly out of the pig cry, laughing tears flowed across her eyes, and there was happiness and sadness between laughter and tears.
The two men, one big and one small, both stared at the woman who couldn't stop laughing, and their expressions showed helplessness in sync.
However, the woman's laughter can be regarded as resolving Zhang Jing's embarrassment at this time, and it also gives the two fathers and sons a preliminary contact and understanding.
Later, Lin Luyin told Zhang Jing that on the night the two reunited, she told her son the truth.
She didn't want to hide it, and there was no need to hide it, as for the so-called words about hiding the truth for whose good, she didn't think about it at all.
Almost a month has passed since I met Lin Luyin again.
During this time, the relationship between the two quickly warmed up, and the father-son relationship between Zhang Jing and the child gradually became acquainted.
Zhang Jing plans to propose to Lin Luyin after a while and form a family of three.
It's another weekend, Zhang Jing is going to take the ring she chose in advance to pick up Lin Luyin to dinner, and then choose the right opportunity to propose, a sweet and beautiful plan.
I got up, washed, changed, went out to start the car, and fell straight into the pit.
Yes, Zhang Jing fell into the pit.
I don't know which one gave birth to a child without **, and stole the sewer manhole cover next to it.
There was a loud bang, and the right front wheel of the car fell straight down.
Although the speed of the car was not fast, Zhang Jing was also wearing a seat belt, and the accident was not serious.
But the inertia of the car still took Zhang Jing to the right front, and the body tilted, Zhang Jing's chest and abdomen were impacted.
This shock caused the entire internal organs to churn, especially the stomach, and the pain was unbearable.
Turning on the double flash, I wanted to place a warning sign at the back of the car, but unfortunately after taking a few steps, I was panting like a cow, and I couldn't move my steps anymore, and there were even blood stains spilling from the corners of my mouth.
Sitting on the curb of the road, he slowed down, took out the phone and dialed out.
Afraid that Lin Luyin would be in a hurry, Zhang Jing told her that the company had some urgent business to deal with, and he hung up the phone after saying this.
Then the police were called and an ambulance was called.
After doing this, Zhang Jing completely lost his strength, and sat there with a depressed expression until the ambulance came and took him to the hospital.
After emergency treatment by doctors, Zhang Jing's condition finally stabilized.
From the time he was in a traffic accident to the present, he didn't understand how a car accident that wasn't serious could make his body in such a bad situation.
When the doctor came to the ward with the test results and asked Zhang Jing if he could notify his family to come to the hospital, he vaguely felt that his condition was more serious than he imagined.
Repeatedly stressed to the doctor that he could tolerate any outcome.
After that, the doctor gave him a "death notice" like a judge.
Stomach cancer, advanced. It is estimated that there is still about half a year to live, which is still under the premise of actively cooperating with metallurgical treatment.
The ups and downs of life have all been encountered by Zhang Jing recently.
Reunited with his beloved, he was able to regain his happiness immediately, and he was suddenly sentenced to "death".
Fear, loss, unwillingness. Zhang Jing, who was lying on the hospital bed, his mind was blank, he never thought that his life would be so short.
And the timing of this matter to the surface is so coincidental.
Just when his life was taking a step forward on the road to happiness, he suddenly found that all this would come to naught, and he completely became the laughing stock of fate.
Zhang Jing didn't want to make herself a ghost in order to prolong that short life.
After his condition stabilized, he refused the doctor's persuasion and asked the doctor to prescribe medicine, and he was discharged home alone.
During his days in the hospital, he did not inform anyone, including his parents and Lin Luyin.
sent several messages to Lin Luyin one after another, telling her that she needed to travel for a few days before she could come back.
After being discharged from the hospital, he stuffed himself in the house for more than half a month and did not go out.
He needs to calm down and think, since his life is coming to an end, he must make arrangements in advance for the future life of his relatives and lovers.
Even if you die suddenly, the people around you can live well under your own arrangement.
This may also be what many people who are about to pass away think in their hearts.
After thinking about it over and over again, there was finally a result, and Zhang Jing slowly sat up from the bed.
Now the pain is getting worse and more frequent, and his movement is somewhat restricted.
The doctor told him that if he had another stomach bleed, he would probably hang up quickly.
called Lin Luyin and told her that she had returned.
Then, he called his parents again.
Earlier, after he had money, he wanted to take his parents to live with him.
But the second elder came to live for a while, so he had to go back to his hometown, saying that living in the city was not free, and it was not as good as his hometown.
In fact, Zhang Jing himself felt the same, so he did not force his parents to move into the city to live with him.
After the house in my hometown was renovated and renovated, I sent the two old people back.
Parents don't ask for much, there's only so much he can do for them.
Over the years, her parents have not complained about her.
It's just that in urging him to get married and have children as soon as possible, his parents have some complaints about him.
Because he kept shirking and saying that he was busy and didn't have time to look for it, the second elder naturally had a relatively large opinion of him.
But now that they have a son, if they let the second elder know, they will definitely be very happy.
Thinking of his son, Zhang Jing had a smile on his face, this was the first time he had smiled so happily after learning that he would die soon.