It's her last resort.

Mo Xitian didn't expect that he had waited at home for so long, and He Shenyan didn't come back, just watched it like this, kept watching the direction of the clock, and felt the pain of the passage of time, as if it was an infatuation in people's hearts.

The sound of the "click" door lock being twisted made Mo Xitian's whole person suddenly happy.

Her happiness every day now is to listen to the sound of the door lock, and then see He Shen's handsome figure appear in front of her, which is enough, better than anything else.

"I'll call you in the morning." What Mo Xitian has become accustomed to doing every day is to explain the itinerary, what she has done on this day, as if the habits of this old couple, which makes people feel very interesting.

"What's wrong with you? Am I strange to look at me like that? Glancing at his gaze, Mo Xitian felt a little upset.

"Tiantian, you said that if I do something sorry for people, she can still forgive me, she is a good person, right?" He Shenyan asked with some uncertainty.

"Of course, people who can forgive others for their mistakes are naturally very good people." Her smile is bright, like the sun in the wax moon, which can warm people's hearts. Let her rest assured that there is nothing wrong with the persistence in her heart.

It's over, it's over, his good is in his heart, and his bad is for him to throw it away.

If you think too much about a lot of things, you may deviate from your original meaning, which will make people collapse, and this is the most terrible thing that happens.

"Have you gone to see Mu Xue?" A woman's sixth sense is terrifying, and she knows everything just by thinking about it so slightly.

But she still had to ask, no matter what, she was supportive of his decision, and having her in his heart was more important than anything else. He Shenhui's sparkling eyes stared into her eyes, and affection flowed from them.

"Yes, exactly. I went to see her, she was able to talk and eat normally, she came back to life. He Shenli said from the bottom of his heart is terrible. 、

"Han Yan, don't be too sad, it's good to be alive, don't blame yourself, okay? Her choice has nothing to do with you, you should pay it back, don't you take everything on yourself, okay? ”

Mo Xitian had never seen him so lost, he was as pitiful as a child, and people didn't know where to persuade him, but he felt that he was too nervous.

"I know, but it still hurts here." Knocking on his heart, He Shenyu always felt that all of this could not be separated from him.

"It's good if the pain is over, He Shenlian, you are a man, you have to be strong, if you can't think about it because Mu Xue committed suicide, what about me? What would you do if I also committed suicide? ”

shook his body vigorously, hoping that his sanity would come back soon, he had fallen deeper and deeper and only felt that everything was caused by him, was there no Mu Xue's own choice and responsibility for all this?

"No, you definitely can't!" Holding her shoulders and pinching her fiercely, as if he was going to crush her bones, He Shenyan was nervous to death. How can this kind of joke be made casually!

"I just want to tell you, you are not wrong about things, if you say wrong, she is also responsible, you don't always think that the fault is on you, you are a man, you are wrong, what kind of society is He Shenbin, don't be macho, since she can make decisions, she is also half of the fault!"

Mo Xitian's words were almost shouted, and the sound was so loud that people's eardrums were in pain.

He Shenyu made her speechless, right! He's wrong, and that's true, but what about her? Isn't there anything wrong with that?

Because suicide can escape what you have done before? Isn't that ridiculous?

Hugging her fiercely, He Shen breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Sure enough, it's a bystander, Tiantian, you're really smart!"

He Shenhui fell into too deep self-blame, so he couldn't forget the original concealment of his identity and broke up.

He kept struggling here, making his heart throb, but he forgot that Mu Xue was not a marionette, she had the right to be sane and have a choice.

With a smile, he felt that the burden of a thousand catties in the depths of his soul was lightening little by little.

Mu Xue didn't expect that Mo Xitian could be smart at this time, and everything she arranged made her invisible.

Mo Xitian and He Shenhui were worried about their lives in China, but Shen Qingxin spent a moment of relaxation that she had never had before.

The child, the basic living conditions, everything she feels like she has, but she doesn't have a heart that will love others.

But that's not the most important thing, the important thing is that people can live, live well, and that's enough.

Today's Shen Qingxin is quite leisurely, because the company has nothing she needs to do, and her main job now is to take good care of her baby.

She was in the garden, playing with the children, making them laugh, and she felt full of happiness.

Then, Zhan Ning came over, with a smile like a spring breeze on his face.

Shen Qingxin was a little puzzled, "Today is not the weekend, don't you have to go to work?" ”

Zhan Ning looked at her and smiled, then reached out and touched the baby's head, and said with a smile: "Today is indeed not the weekend, but I don't have to go to work, because there is a case, I will go tomorrow, and I have to rest well today." ”

"What case? Is the location far away? I'll help too! ”

Shen Qingxin said gently, she also wanted Zhanning to be busy, because she felt in her heart that she had too much Zhanning and had to pay it off quickly.

Zhan Ning looked at her with a hint of worry in his eyes, "Are you sure?" This time, the location is China. ”

Speaking of the word China, Shen Qingxin froze, the smile froze straight on her face, and then she lowered her eyes and smiled in disguise, "China, ah......"

And then there was no talking.

Zhan Ning looked at her and knew that she didn't want to go, so he touched her head.

As soon as Shen Qingxin was knocked down by him, he subconsciously dodged it, and then Zhan Ning's entire hand froze in place, and the air seemed to be no longer flowing.

Shen Qingxin's eyes had a touch of apology, Zhan Ning's eyes had a touch of embarrassment, a touch of sadness, and his hand was withdrawn for a long time.

"If you don't want to go, forget it, you take good care of the children at home!"

Zhan Ning said this, his tone still mild.

Shen Qingxin was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "Well......"

Zhan Ning looked at Shen Qingxin, his eyes were full of sadness, but fortunately, Shen Qingxin was now with his head down, and he didn't see the warmth and pity in Zhan Ning's eyes.

Zhan Ning sighed, as if she had forgotten everything just now, and was just concentrating on teasing the baby, but Shen Qingxin couldn't forget it, she kept thinking about what happened just now, China!

These two words jumped into her ears for the first time in so long, she was really running away, if it wasn't for Zhan Ning's sudden mention today, then she would probably have forgotten about China now.

She is now escaping, evading and evading, gradually forgetting herself, she is sad, and she is also blaming herself, obviously saying that she wants to help Zhanning and repay his favor.

But now when she heard the word China, she subconsciously retreated, really, it was more and more like her.

After sitting in the garden for a long time, Shen Qingxin took the child to the room to rest, and Zhan Ning was also pushed back to the room by Shen Qingxin, on the grounds that Zhan Ning was going to China tomorrow, so let him rest well today.

It's just that this night, Shen Qingxin was drunk.

Zhan Ning didn't fall asleep. Shen Qingxin was drunk, and he also knew it, because he smelled the wine.

He traced the smell of wine to the garden, and in the place where they were sitting today, he saw Shen Qingxin, holding a wine bottle, pouring spirits of different colors into her mouth.

As if sensing Zhan Ning's arrival, she raised her head, hooked her lips, her cheeks were rosy red, looked at Zhan Ning, narrowed her eyes, and grinned.

"Zhanning, come over and drink with me." She beckoned to him, without her usual appearance, now she was like a drunkard, and the smell of alcohol on her body was extraordinarily strong.

Zhan Ning didn't dislike it, walked over, and looked at her worriedly: "Qingxin, are you okay?" ”

Shen Qing laughed in his heart: "How can something happen?" Do you think I look like someone in trouble? ”

She said this, but her eyes were dizzy, she wanted to faint or not, and she couldn't fall down, Zhan Ningzhi frowned when she saw it, and held her body to prevent her from falling.

Holding her wine bottle in the other hand, she said softly, "Qingxin, don't drink anymore." ”

Shen Qingxin didn't want to, he glared at him with a pout, and then snatched the wine bottle alone, raised his head and continued to pour wine, Zhan Ning saw it in his eyes, frowning, and his eyes were worried.

The Shen Qingxin in front of her is not the appearance of the social elite in the daytime, and now she is just a little girl who has been hurt by love.

He knew that Shen Qingxin was sad, and he wanted to relieve her, but now she probably couldn't even listen to his words.

Zhan Ning could only be helpless, he could only be embarrassed, but Shen Qingxin suddenly laughed, and then said stupidly: "Zhan Ning, let me ask you a question, what kind of person do you think, what kind of person am I?" ”

Zhan Ning looked at her and said quietly: "You are a very good, very good person. ”

Shen Qingxin laughed at himself: "Hehe, you will think I am good." ”

She smiled, stroked the hair on her forehead, and slumped on the trunk of a nearby tree.

"Zhanning, you know what? I'm really sad because of China, just because of the word China, I'm really sad, I don't know what the hell I'm going to do, I don't want to go back, but why am I still thinking about them?

I tried to escape, but today, my disguise was taken off again, and I felt like I was very embarrassed...... Particularly embarrassed.

It's not like me, I don't want to...... Look at the way I am now, I hate myself now...... Really, really hated ......."

She was babbling gibberish, probably because her head was not very clear, and she spat out muddled words.

Zhan Ning was puzzled when he heard it, this is a sentence that can't be connected at all, what is the main point?

He sighed and hugged Shen Qingxin.

Shen Qingxin was stunned for a moment, and then softened, he patted her on the back gently: "Qingxin, I know you are very sad, you can do whatever you want now, whatever you want, it's okay." ”

He said this, the voice was full of warmth, full of pity, Shen Qingxin finally cried, tears fell from her eyes, she raised her head to look at Zhan Ning, at that moment, Zhan Ning felt that she was awake.

Zhan Ning was puzzled, but Shen Qingxin smiled, the smile was so bright, so bright, tears were like dewdrops, shining under the illumination of the light, but they just fell.

Zhan Ning ...... Do you know? My alcohol consumption is actually very good. She got up from Zhan Ning's arms, took the wine bottle and lowered her eyes, tears falling big drops.

The corners of her mouth cracked into a smile, her cheeks were rosy, her hair was messy, her clothes had long since changed, and she was in a state of madness.

But her face was extremely normal, so normal that it was almost abnormal, like the moon in the sky, dyed with blood.