Chapter 270: Don't dare to look at it directly
It was so poignant, so poignant that people didn't dare to look at it directly, the light shone on the side of her face, and her face was wrapped in extra heat and softness, but it made her whole person feel unreachable.
"But I really don't know what to do other than get drunk?" She slumped down on the tree next to her, leaning there, her eyes down, and sobbing quietly.
Zhan Ning looked at it and began to talk to her a lot, a lot.
"Pure heart, everyone has such a moment, everyone will escape, everyone will be sad, but we have to get through everything, don't we? Ever heard a phrase?
There was a particularly popular sentence on the Internet for a while: 'The road you choose must be completed on your knees'.
Pure heart, since we have already chosen, then don't run away anymore, it doesn't matter if you escape for a while, it doesn't matter if you escape for a moment.
But it's not right to run away for a lifetime, we walk slowly, look forward, believe me, follow me, there will always be light ahead.
Even if it gets darker and darker, please follow me, and the place ahead will be bright. After he finished speaking, there was no sound around, and Zhan Ning stopped talking, just looked at Shen Qingxin quietly and with pity.
Hearing his words, Shen Qingxin was directly stunned, and then she looked around silently, and then looked up at the sky, there was not a single star in the sky, but a crescent moon.
This moon is particularly beautiful, under the bright moonlight, Shen Qingxin, who was looking at the moon, smiled, she laughed very stupidly, stupidly, which made Zhan Ning feel distressed, subconsciously covered her heart, and then couldn't help but shed tears.
Shen Qingxin began to get drunk, there were many small bottles on the grass, some were opened, some were drunk, and some were only a little drunk, she picked up the wine bottle, raised her head and poured wine, and the wine filled her mouth.
A little trickle ran down her lips, bit by bit, wisps, sliding down her jaw, neck, to her collarbone, and then slid into the placket, cooling her body, but in exchange for her smile.
"Zhanning, don't stop me today, let me get drunk, if I'm drunk, everything will be fine."
Zhan Ning sighed, sadness flashed in his eyes, but he could only let her.
This time, who is drunk in the cold night? Drunk in drunken dreams and death, or drunk in her smile, it is really untraceable.
China.....
Zhan Ning has been very busy lately, his business is getting bigger and bigger, and now it involves the UK, and he needs to do a lot of things.
He needs to find many, many people to pave the way for him and help him move up, so during this period of time, his whole person will be haggard, and what he thinks about every day is Shen Qingxin, documents, location, motivation, seal, signature, cooperation, relationship, and so on.
However, this kind of work state that looks like self-harm in the eyes of others is a way of life that makes him particularly happy, and he thinks it is the best.
Because only in this way will he stop being sad and no longer spend a lot of time thinking about Shen Qingxin, he and Shen Qingxin are actually the same in essence.
Although it looks extraordinarily strong, once it is lost, once it is regretted, then it will become embarrassed, and the fragile blow will die.
On the other side was Shen Qingxin, she woke up in a daze, the scorching sun was already shining, and the sun shone on her face along the window that she had not closed.
The blinding light made her eyes a little unable to open, and she sat up slowly, her embarrassed appearance making her herself pull out a wry smile.
His lips were so dry that they were about to crack, his eyes were half-squinted, his head was confused, his long hair was messy, and even the buttons of his clothes were wrongly buttoned.
She was wearing slippers, but before she reached the bathroom, the slippers were taken off for some reason, and she walked into the bathroom barefoot.
I turned on the shower all of a sudden, and then I didn't take off my clothes, and the water went directly down her head, and when it came to the ground, she was so careless that she didn't even close the bathroom door.
At this moment, the surrounding space is quiet, as if no one is there, only the sound of running water in the bathroom, in fact, she is just feeling, feeling the coolness and excitement of this moment.
Then, I don't know how long she was drenched, her face turned pale, her eyes became a little puffy, and her head was a little trance-like.
Then, the phone rang, and in a trance, the phone lit up next to her bed, and she blinked, and then walked slowly over again, not in a hurry to answer.
The person who called was also very patient, she didn't answer, she kept calling, Shen Qingxin leaned on the phone for a long time, and then smiled, and directly connected the phone without even looking at the area.
In fact, she was extraordinarily confident at first, she was confident that no one could find her, but she was wrong.
Shen Qingxin said the first word, and there was an excited voice over there.
"Pure heart!"
Shen Qing was shocked, she recognized who this voice belonged to, so she subconsciously wanted to hang up the phone, but Shen Yulan over there seemed to notice it, and hurriedly said: "Don't hang up yet, listen to me say a few words, I really miss you." β
The rain smashed into Shen Qingxin's heart, and after she hesitated, she didn't hang up the phone after all, but listened quietly here, but she was already in tears in a trance.
Shen Yulan over there asked several questions, nothing more than how are you doing lately? Where the hell are you? How is your body. Has the child been born? And so on and so forth.
Shen Qingxin was rarely very patient to answer them one by one, after all, it was her relatives, and then Shen Yulan over there asked Shen Qingxin to say a few words.
Because almost all of this phone call was Shen Yulan talking alone, Shen Qingxin didn't say much at all, and if he wanted to say it, it was a few words.
Shen Qingxin smiled bitterly, and said slowly in a hoarse voice: "What do you want me to say?" I don't know what I'm supposed to say. β
As soon as she said such a sentence, Shen Yulan over there couldn't cry anymore, "Pure heart... We really miss you......"
Shen Qingxin was silent for a long time, and sighed: "Don't tell him about this matter, okay?" Don't tell...... Bo Yan ......"
When the word Bo Yan came out, Shen Qingxin's heart was full of heart-wrenching pain, "Don't tell him, please, aunt." β
ββ¦β¦ Why? He misses you too. β
"Huh!" Shen Qingxin sneered, did he miss her? Would she rather he didn't want her?
"Auntie, why did you tell him? Anyway, my son and I are fine, I don't need him to care, he will always be just an enemy......"
Shen Yulan over there heard Shen Qingxin speak like this, and she already had eyebrows in her heart, so she said anxiously: "Qingxin, you misunderstood, you listen to me say a few words, about your father's death......"
When she said this, your father's death, these words, Shen Qingxin was immediately stunned, and then turned off the mobile phone suddenly, and the mobile phone smashed down with his hand, making a piercing sound.
She thought, she knew what Shen Yulan would say next, she would say, Qingxin, your father's affairs have nothing to do with Bo Yan.
It doesn't matter!
How is that possible?
She lowered her eyes and grinned stiffly on her lips, as if this was the expression she was most accustomed to.
Shen Yulan over there saw her hang up suddenly, blamed herself, patted her head with a palm, and secretly said how could she be so stupid? Why can't you speak? Letting her hang up so quickly, it didn't make anything clear!
She wants to call again, but it says that the phone you dialed is turned off, please call again later......
And Mo Xitian's side ......
Mo Xitian was wearing a haute couture dress, looking at the Xu family in front of him, a little anxious and uneasy.
Today is the Xu family's family banquet, and as He Shenbin's fiancΓ©e, of course she wants to attend.
It's just that, in fact, she hasn't figured out how she should behave, because she really wants the Xu family to accept her, even if not for herself, but also for the peace after she marries into the Xu family.
So, she carefully took He Shenbin's hand, walked over, and after seeing Xu's father and Shen's mother, she bent down very politely, and then said softly: "Uncle and aunt, everyone, hello." β
Father Xu nodded lightly and said yes.
Mother Shen glanced at her and stopped looking at her.
The Xu family's family banquet, as long as it is the close relatives of the Xu family, most of them will come, so there are still many people who have never seen Mo Xitian at all.
After asking the people next to him, I found out that Mo Xitian turned out to be the person who wanted to marry them, the eldest young master of the Xu family, He Shenlian.
Mo Xitian also heard them discussing in a whisper, not very good or something.
She pursed her lower lip and didn't speak.
In fact, being so cold and so disdainful was not surprising to be sweet.
After all, the people of the big family have their own money, and she doesn't know that if the Xu family suddenly has a special enthusiasm for her.
Then she felt incredible, He Shenhui frowned, looking at the Xu family, drowning in an unstoppable domineering spirit, which shocked the Xu family.
He looked at Mo Xitian softly and softly, then patted her hand comfortingly and pulled her into a seat.
In the next few hours, Mo Xitian sat like pins and needles, she felt that such an atmosphere was not suitable for her, if it wasn't for He Shenyan next to her, it was estimated that she wouldn't be able to hold on.
Father Xu is okay, he has always been indifferent, he didn't show how much he liked her, nor did he show disgust or disdain for her, but Shen's mother was ......
Mother Shen has always been too lazy to look at her, as if she feels that looking at her is a waste of her eyesight, but at least she has not ignored Mo Xitian's existence.
It's just that this was not ignored, which made Mo Xitian feel very bad, because she felt that Mother Shen looked at her like a servant.
Maybe Mo Xitian is willing, when Shen's mother eats vegetables, if her hands are not long enough to reach the dishes she wants, Mo Xitian's eyes are sharp, she stands up and puts the dishes in Shen's mother's bowl.
Mother Shen watched her movements with satisfaction, and she had a good impression of her in her heart, at least she felt that Mo Xitian was still obedient and able to control it.
Moreover, Mo Xitian's mind is also quite fine, she has just been discharged from the hospital, and her physical illness makes her have more taboos in diet, Mo Xitian knows that she will not randomly clip when choosing dishes for her, which can be regarded as a comparison of Shen's mother's heart.
She has been diligently pouring drinks, tea, wine, vegetables, and chatting with Xu Xu's family, although she doesn't understand some of the topics they talk about.
And there are some people in the Xu family who don't have a good impression of her at all, and they will only have problems to embarrass her.
Deliberately discuss with her those finance, fashion, design, etc., etc., which she doesn't understand at all, the kind of tricks of high society people.
Mo Xitian really didn't know this, so in order to avoid embarrassment, she kept laughing and not saying anything.
When she encountered a topic that she still understood, she only got involved, otherwise she would have only said a word or two about the others, and in these ways, she has always been so trembling and careful to please them.
She has no malice in doing this, but Shen's mother thinks that she is very good at pretending.
For a while, she had an inadvertent mockery of Mo Xitian.