Chapter Eighty-Four: Death Together
"Cheng Jia, come here!"
Gao Zhan sat in his office and called himself.
Cheng Jia was very happy, "Gao Zhan, hello!" Great, I just had a dream that I dreamed that you died! This dream is terrible! β
She walked quickly towards Gao Zhan and threw herself into his arms.
Gao Zhan's embrace was so warm, it made her feel so relieved.
"Gao Zhan, you're too good......"
Cheng Jia raised his head and was stunned to find that Gao Zhan had changed.
Gao Zhan's cheekbones protruded, there was not much hair left, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he stretched out his hand as he stepped back.
He muttered: "Cheng Jia, live well!" β
"Gao Zhan! Where are you going? Gao Zhan! β
Cheng Jia cried loudly.
She opened her eyes and looked around - she was lying in the hospital, this was not Gao Zhan's ward, Li Ye fell asleep on her bed.
Cheng Jia looked up, and the liquid in the infusion tube dripped down drop by drop, and she ripped it off.
Cheng Jia got out of bed and walked out of the ward like a ghost, and there was a circle of people in front of the nurse station, who didn't know what they were talking about. Cheng Jia pushed a person away, looked straight ahead with his eyes, and muttered, "What floor is this?" Gao Zhan is still there! He's waiting for me! β
Cheng Jia couldn't wait for the elevator, she was barefoot, and her wide trouser legs were under her feet.
She found the stairs and walked to the 19th floor.
"Gao Zhan is on the 19th floor! He's waiting for me! β
Cheng Jia read the words and trembled in a hurry.
She came to Gao Zhan's hospital room, opened the door, and the bed was empty.
Cheng Jia was scared, and she immediately turned around to confirm that it was Gao Zhan's ward.
"Where did Gao Zhan go? I'm going to pack his clothes and go find him! β
Cheng Jia opened the cabinet: the cabinet was empty.
Cheng Jia cried and trembled, she hugged her head: "Where did Gao Zhan go?" β
She remembered that a group of people pushed him out, and Cheng Jia shuddered and laughed: "I know!" You're in that ward! β
Cheng Jia hurriedly ran to the rescue room, which was empty......
Cheng Jia stepped back in disbelief and retreated to the wall.
She couldn't believe it: it was obviously a dream, how could Gao Zhan die? He never left himself, they never separated! Gao Zhan said that he would take her with him wherever he went, and he also said that he would put her in his pocket.
Cheng Jia shook his head, Gao Zhan's eyes were closed tightly in his mind, and there was a tear stain in the corner of his eyes......
- Gao Zhan is dead! That's not a dream!
Cheng Jiaru was hit by five thunderbolts, and a seventy-seven-eighty-eight voice came from his head:
"Go and say goodbye to him! Now he can hear you talking! β
"Cheng Jia, Gao Zhan is gone! Cheng Jia, don't ...... like this"
Cheng Jia gasped for breath.
"Where did Gao Zhan go? He's dead! β
Tears rolled down her cheeks:
Her Gao Zhan is really dead! Gao Zhan, who was sitting at his desk and smiling softly at himself, is dead! That Gao Zhan, who was cooking for himself in an apron, is dead! That Gao Zhan, who always likes to carry himself on his back, is dead!
A voice came from his ear: "Cheng Jia, don't cry, I can't stand you crying!" β
Cheng Jia smiled and said, "Okay! β
She wiped away her tears with a vigorous handful.
"Gao Zhan, you wait for me! I said, I will go wherever you go, and if you dare to die, I will jump from the upper floors without eating or drinking, and rot with you! You wait for me, I don't want you to go alone! I'm going to follow you! You don't want to throw me away! β
Cheng Jia smiled and walked towards the stairs......
Cheng Jia was in a coma for a day and a night, Li Ye has been guarding her, in fact, since Gao Zhan was unconscious, Li Ye has been guarding the door of the ward, and he has hardly closed his eyes for several days.
Li Ye looked at the sleeping Cheng Jia, and felt very distressed. Gao Zhan asked him to help Cheng Jia, but he was afraid that she would not be able to survive. Li Ye was mentally prepared, he knew that Gao Zhan had taken good care of Cheng Jia over the years, and they had a deep relationship. But Cheng Jia's reaction was completely unexpected - she had gone crazy! She screamed frantically in front of Gao Zhan's body, calling Gao Zhan hoarsely, every sound was full of hysterical despair, and she couldn't hear any other sound at all, if it wasn't for the doctor giving her injections, maybe she would have been exhausted at that time.
Li Ye finally understood what Cheng Jia had told him - let him be good! At this moment, even without Gao Zhan's entrustment, he hopes that Cheng Jia will do well.
Cheng Jia slept peacefully, her long eyelashes covered her pale face, and her face was a little puffy.
He gently covered the quilt and fell asleep unconsciously.
"You're running out of medicine, aren't you?"
The nurse walked in.
Li Ye raised his head and looked at the medicine in the infusion bottle. Softly, he said, "It's a little bit!" β
"Where did the patient go?" The nurse exclaimed.
Li Ye gasped, looking at the empty bed, his brain went blank.
He shouted: "Cheng Jia! β
There is no bathroom and no ...... in the hallway.
Li Ye had never been so flustered, and even the last time Cheng Jia disappeared, he was not so afraid.
"Cheng Jia!" Li Ye roared.
The whole ward looked at him, and the people in the ward came out to see what was going on.
Li Ye grabbed the nurse: "Who saw that Cheng Jia in ward 21, tall and big-eyed?" β
The nurse shook her head: "I'll help you broadcast it, she'll come back when she hears it, doesn't she bring her mobile phone?" β
Li Ye instantly went limp: "Cheng Jia won't come back, she will definitely die!" β
"Just now a woman muttered over there, saying who was waiting for her! and almost pushed me down," shouted a man poking his head out of the room.
Li Ye's brain thought quickly: "She went to find Gao Zhan!" β
Li Ye couldn't wait for the elevator, and climbed upstairs from the stairs, and he saw blood stains on the handrails.
"It must be Cheng Jia's! She had just ripped off the needle herself. β
He picked up the phone and called Xiao Li, asking Xiao Li to quickly contact the hospital to adjust the monitoring - adjust the monitoring near the ward where Gao Zhan lived.
He ran to the ward and saw the cabinet door open, proving that Cheng Jia had been here just now.
Li Ye ran out and looked at the corridor in all directions for a moment - panicked.
"Where will Cheng Jia go?"
Xiao Li called and shouted, "Go to the stairs!" Go to the stairs! She's climbing to the top floor! β
Li Ye shuddered, his legs weakened slightly, and he ran towards the stairs like crazy.
Cheng Jia walked up the stairs and came to the end, she saw the steel ladder on her head, moved the chair next to her, and stepped on it.
"I'll jump out of the window without eating or drinking, and rot with you! Wherever you go, I'll go! β
She smiled and couldn't wait to climb up.
The chair fell into disrepair, and she stepped on it and fell, her hand scraping the skin.
Cheng Jia muttered: "It's really careless, Gao Zhan will feel distressed when he sees it!" β
She couldn't wait to climb up again, and struggled to grasp the ladder on the wall.
Cheng Jia smiled happily.
"Gao Zhan, you must not have gone far, so I didn't listen to you? It's too lonely to live alone! How can I live without you? I'm so miserable on your business trip, you said you were going to take me, you don't count! β
Li Ye caught up and saw Cheng Jia climbing up, he even stopped breathing, for fear that if Cheng Jia was startled, she would fall directly.
He tiptoed to his feet.
Cheng Jia finally climbed up, and the wind above it was very windy and cool. She saw buildings in the distance, and cars on the road.
A voice came to mind: "Jump!" Jump off and you'll be together! β
Cheng Jia smiled: "Gao Zhan, you can't get rid of me." β
She sped forward, a happy smile on her face, and she even felt the breeze caressing her long hair, just as Gao Zhan once gently caressed herself.
Cheng Jia didn't hesitate at all, she grabbed the fence and jumped.
Li Ye also ran after her, he stretched out his hand and hugged Cheng Jia at the last moment when he was about to turn over.
Cheng Jia's smile was still fixed on her face, she looked at Li Ye and said in disbelief, "What are you doing?" β
Li Ye trembled all over and hugged Cheng Jia tightly.
"You can't die! You still have children! β
Cheng Jia shouted angrily: "I won't care about his children, I'll go wherever he goes!" Why are you stopping me? Why are you stopping me? Who are you, and who are you to care about my life or death? β
She began to struggle frantically: "I heard Gao Zhan calling me, he was waiting for me, you let go of me!" You let go of me! β
Cheng Jia's strength was surprisingly great, she broke free from Li Ye and ran forward, Li Ye grabbed her feet and refused to let go.
Cheng Jia struggled frantically, couldn't break free, and bit Li Ye's hand.
Li Ye couldn't hold back and didn't let go, and just when he could barely hold on, Xiao Li and a few security guards came up, and they grabbed Cheng Jia.
Cheng Jia jumped and jumped, roaring loudly.
In desperation, Li Ye asked the doctor to give her an injection.
They sent Cheng Jia back to the ward, and Li Ye was afraid that he would sleep again, so he hired two guards at the door.
Cheng Jia soon sobered up, she didn't cry or make trouble, and looked at Li Ye blankly.
Li Ye also looked at her.
Cheng Jia spoke: "If you hadn't killed our children at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be like this today!" β
Li Ye's heart ached.
"I won't be grateful to you!"
Cheng Jia looked at his bloody hand that had been bitten by himself, and a tear flowed down.
"What are you pulling me for? Do you know? Death is a relief for me, it's more painful to live than to die, you shouldn't pull me! β
Li Ye cried: "I can't watch you die, Gao Zhan told me, let me help you live well, he said you still have children!" β
Cheng Jia choked: "Child? Gao Zhan loves children! He just thought that the child didn't want me! I won't care about his children! How can a child be like him? β
Cheng Jia closed her eyes in pain.
The child won't coax her to sleep, Gao Zhan's singing is really hard to hear, the sound is like a door clamped, but she likes it!
The child would not feed her, Gao Zhan often fed himself, and sometimes when her rice was stained on his face, he would eat it directly.
She didn't want Gao Zhan to take this breath, she kept breathing with him, he stopped, and it was too lonely to breathe alone.
The world is so big, but her world is very small, so small that only Gao Zhan.
There was no him here, and she was going to look for him, no matter where it was.
What does it mean for a person to die? Is there really a soul? Is there an afterlife? Cheng Jia hopes to have.
Otherwise, where can her Gao Zhan go? Is it really just gone? Never to come back? Will she never see her?
Cheng Jia was in tears, she couldn't stand being alone.
Li Ye took special care of Cheng Jia, she didn't eat or drink, at first she just gave her intravenous nutrition, and later Li Ye carried out nasogastric feeding under the advice of the doctor.
Cheng Jia hit him: "Li Ye, we have been divorced a long time ago!" Why do you care about me? β
Li Ye let her beat and scold......
The doctor suggested finding her parents for psychological counseling, but Cheng Jia's father was sick these days, and her mother was also sick, and they were still taking care of the two children......
On this day, Li Ye saw that Cheng Jia's face had improved and he had calmed down a lot, so he went home to change his clothes.
He hurried home, changed his clothes and rushed back to the hospital.
Two security guards were guarding the door, saying that Cheng Jia didn't go out, and the caretaker Li Ye asked said that Cheng Jia was fine, and he fell asleep as soon as he left.
He saw the bed bulging at the door, sighed, and went out to smoke a cigarette.
They have been divorced for a long time, and they have hardly spoken well since the divorce. Li Ye didn't know, why couldn't he let her go? In the end, he didn't sell the house, and transferred the house to the secretary and later transferred it back. He doesn't live there, but occasionally goes back to smoke.
"Cheng Jia should be waking up soon!" Li Ye snuffed out the cigarette butt.
He opened the door lightly and found that the quilt was just an empty cylinder, and the bathroom light was on.
"Cheng Jia! Are you in there? β
Cheng Jia often didn't speak, and Li Ye waited for a while.
He took away all the metal in the ward, not even the spoon, and she didn't have a chance to do anything stupid again.
But after waiting for a long time and there was no sound, Li Ye couldn't open the door, and the inside was locked.
"Cheng Jia, are you in there? What's wrong with you? You answer me! β
It's quiet inside.
Li Ye panicked, he slammed the door hard, but did not open it.
"Cheng Jia, speak quickly!"
He kicked the door lock hard.
The door opened, Cheng Jia's wrist was blurred with blood, and she was holding a broken toothbrush in her other hand, and the sharp cut was full of blood.
The blood of the whole worldβthe blood of the bright red......
Li Ye felt that the blood in his whole body had been drained.
"Cheng Jia!"
His terrified cries echoed through the hallway.