The surroundings were white, Cheng Jia didn't know where she was at all, she stretched out her hand and groped forward with difficulty.

Her face was full of tears.

"Gao Zhan! Where are you? Cheng Jia cried.

The dense fog around her was rolling around her, and Cheng Jia was terrified. She trembled and said:

"Gao Zhan, where are you? Don't you care about me? How could I not find you! ”

Cheng Jia curled up in a ball and squatted on the ground.

"Mom! Mom! ”

It was Cheng Cheng's voice, and the fish, Cheng Jia raised his head.

"Mom! Mommy ......"

Suddenly, she heard the children's voices.

Cheng Jia stood up, she hadn't seen her child for a long time, and her child was calling her. The two children are so young, they will definitely not be afraid to see their father and mother!

She ran quickly into the depths of the fog......

On the hospital bed, Cheng Jia was in a bloodless coma, she lost a lot of blood, but fortunately, she was rescued in time and saved her life.

Li Ye was extremely decadent, he sat by the wall, looking at his feet weakly. He didn't dare to look at Cheng Jia, his heart was shocked at a glance, and the appearance of her lying in a pool of blood made him still have palpitations.

Li Ye's two hands clasped tightly together:

How can Cheng Jia rebuild her confidence? He didn't expect her to be so resolute. He knew that Gao Zhan was good to Cheng Jia, and he thought that she would be sad, but he didn't think that she was so fragile.

In Li Ye's impression, Cheng Jia was capable, smart, cheerful and understanding, and he never thought that she would also have such a weak, stubborn and extreme side.

As the saying goes: you can't save a man who is determined to die. He saved her once or twice, but if Cheng Jia just wanted to escape, he couldn't save her. Li Ye thought of what Gao Zhan said to him - "She still has children!" ”

He immediately asked Xiao Li to take the two children over, and Gao Cheng took his sister to the hospital and held his sister's hand all the time.

Li Ye explained to Gao Cheng about his mother and father, thinking that the child would not understand, who knew that Gao Cheng was just choking on tears, and then told him with a resolute face:

"Uncle Li, I know what to do!"

Seeing his mother lying on the hospital bed still unconscious, Gao Cheng said to his sister:

"Dad went far away, and we probably won't see him for a long time. Mom is angry, she wants to go to him, Yu'er wants to let Mom know that we can't bear her, we need her! ”

"Brother, I also want to find my father, so why don't we go with my mother to find it?"

"No, Dad's place is too far away, and Mom will be exhausted if she goes."

Gao Miao's eyes widened in horror, "I don't want my mother to die, it will stink if she dies." When my little fish died, it didn't move, and then it stinked! ”

After saying that, she opened her big mouth and cried, Gao Cheng hurriedly said: "Yu'er, don't cry, we have to coax our mother for a while, coax her like Dad, she is happy, and she won't leave!" ”

Gao Miao's big eyes were sparkling with tears, and she nodded quickly.

Li Ye looked at Gao Miao, she was simply another Cheng Jia, especially those big eyes, like a puddle of water, just like his eyes when he first met Cheng Jia.

He squatted down and said to Gao Miao, "Your name is Yu'er?" ”

Gao Miao still had tears on her face, and she nodded:

"Dad said I was sleeping in my mother's belly when a fish flew over and woke me up, so I was named Fish!"

Li Ye helped her wipe away her tears: "What a good name!" Fish never cry, and you never will! ”

Gao Miao tilted her head: "Aren't the fish sad?" ”

"Have you ever seen it sad? If you have something sad, don't be sad if you think about something happy! You have to remember the words of your uncle! ”

Gao Miao immediately grinned, like a small trumpet flower in full bloom.

Li Ye was stung by her smile, he always hoped that Cheng Jia would give him a daughter who was exactly the same as her, the little girl in front of him was really the same as Cheng Jia, her smile was so innocent and innocent......

He felt that Gao Miao was his child, and Cheng Jia got his lost child back.

He smiled.

Gao Cheng grabbed his mother's hand and called out one by one: "Mom! Mom! ”

Cheng Jia was running around in the thick fog, and she was completely disoriented.

She suddenly saw Gao Zhan, Gao Zhan looked at her expressionlessly, and didn't say a word.

"Gao Zhan, Gao Zhan!" Cheng Jia shouted in surprise.

"Are you coming to pick me up? You take me away! ”

Gao Zhan shook his head.

Cheng Jia grabbed Gao Zhan's hand, his hand was cold.

"I don't care! I'm going to follow you! ”

Gao Zhan took Cheng Jia by the hand, didn't say a word, and walked forward.

"Mom! Mom! Elevation was still calling her.

Cheng Jia was very anxious, she said loudly to Gao Zhan: "Cheng Cheng has been calling me, he must be scared, let's go find my son!" ”

Gao Zhan looked at her and smiled, smiling warmly. He put Cheng Jia's hand to his mouth, kissed it affectionately, and then pushed forward silently.

Cheng Jia was taken aback, she shouted: "Gao Zhan! ”

Then I saw a pair of eyes that were exactly the same as Gao Zhan in front of me, shining with crystal light and looking at her with surprise.

"Mom! Are you awake? Mom, you're finally awake! ”

Elevation cried out.

Cheng Jia rarely saw him crying, and she couldn't help wiping her son's tears.

When Gao Miao heard that her mother was awake, she immediately ran over, opened her mouth and cried:

"My brother said, Mom wants to leave us alone to find Dad, Mom, don't you want me? Don't you want me and my brother? We obediently listen to my aunt every day, why is my mother still angry? Mommy ......"

She cried very sadly.

Cheng Jia's heart was about to break when she heard her daughter's cry, especially her daughter's mother, as if she wanted to hollow out her heart.

The two children were in tears in front of her, Cheng Cheng was only nine years old and Gao Miao was only four years old, and she looked at them - who to leave them with?

Cheng Jia's parents came over, and his father was in tears, his head was shaking because of the excitement and sequelae.

"Cheng Jia, we raised you so big, just one child, how can you bear to leave us like this, we are old, and we want to watch you ...... like this"

Dad choked up and couldn't speak.

Cheng Jia trembled and burst into tears.

Mother stroked her hair: "It's easy for people to die, it's just a matter of closing your eyes, but why are so many people still struggling to live?" Let's just talk about Gao Zhan, didn't he also struggle to the last moment? Cheng Jia, why do you say? Because there are still many people who need you, and there are many people who care about you. Gao Zhan definitely doesn't want you to be like this, he has been working hard to make you happy, how can you live up to his hard work so much, and also rip out your mother's heart alive, do you let us watch you die? Or do you want us to accompany you too? ”

Cheng Jia had nothing to say, she cried silently.

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia's mother: "Mom...... No! Aunt! You've been here for a long time, go back and rest! Cheng Jia just woke up and let her rest, I'm here! ”

Cheng Jia's mother was a little hesitant, looked at her father whose head was shaking and Gao Miao who was crying, and nodded.

Gao Cheng held his mother's hand: "Mom, Gao Miao and I are only left with our mother, we can't live without our mother, I'll wait for you at home!" In the future, I will do what my father does for him, and I will accompany my mother! ”

Gao Miao also said loudly: "And me, Mom!" I'm not naughty anymore, I'll eat well, you don't want to lose us! I want Mom! ”

Cheng Jia burst into tears, her heart was pinched together, and the tearful eyes of the two children were like two belts, tearing and tying her heart, making it knot together heavily, pressing her tingling, dry pain.

She opened her mouth and couldn't say a word.

The nurse walked in: "The patient has just woken up, you don't want so many people to surround her, she has lost too much blood and needs to recuperate, we are going to do a check-up now, let's all go out!" ”

Cheng Jia's father and mother are going out with their two children.

Gao Cheng held his mother's face and kissed him gently: "Mom, you have to be strong!" I love my mother! ”

Cheng Jia looked at her son and felt very guilty. She shook her hands and wiped the tears from his face.

Hoarse said, "Mommy loves you too!" ”

The two children left, and Cheng Jia's father walked last.

With every step he took, his body trembled, and the three fingers of his left hand stretched straight and forced, as if every step had exhausted all his strength, and his mother supported him—full of gray hair.

Cheng Jia remembered that her mother's hair was not so white.

She closed her eyes, and her heart was like two knives turning, all colic:

It's easy to die, it's just a matter of closing your eyes, but does she really have nothing to worry about except Gao Zhan?

The doctor gave Cheng Jia a series of examinations, and said while recording:

"You have so much courage to die, why don't you have the courage to live? You see how many people are fighting in this hospital, which one is easier? How many people have no money in order to live a few more days, scraping together, smashing pots and selling iron, you have children and daughters, old and young, you will die if you say death, you can do it! Is the world really so nostalgic for you? You leave your children behind, how do you let them live? You are so young, don't let down the hard work of our group, and don't let down the blood that was transfused to you, which is all for people in society to help those in need, not for waste! ”

Finally, he took off his mask and looked at Cheng Jia: "It's not easy to die, and it's not so difficult to live!" You have to think about it, I can heal your body, but I can't save your heart, you have to die with all your heart, no one can stop you, but I will look down on you! You're sorry for everyone, and you're sorry for yourself! Do we live once just to die? ”

He turned and left.

Cheng Jia blinked weakly, her heart was empty, she was panting hard, and her head was soft.

Li Ye sat by the wall far away from her, looking at her with some despair.

His hair was messy, his eyes were hollow, his face was full of stubble, and his whole person was decadent and haggard.

"Why save me?" Cheng Jia's voice was very weak.

Li Ye shed tears.

"If it were you, would you save me? Will you watch me die? ”

Cheng Jia closed her eyes.

Li Ye walked over: "Cheng Jia, I'm scared of you now, I'm scared when I see you." I found out I really don't know you!

I know you love him so much, you guys have been so ...... The friendship is deep, even if you don't care that there are still people who care about you, you don't even care about your children and parents? You can be so selfish! Everyone has pain, and they will face life and death, can they just give up all of them? He's gone, but he hasn't taken away his love for you, and he's begging me to help you at the last minute! How can I help you? What should I do? What should I do if you ask me to take you?

You left me at the beginning, you left resolutely, there was no room left for me at all, I can convince myself that Gao Zhan is more suitable for you than me, you went to his side! Now that you're so determined, do you really think you're going to be able to find him? He won't see you because you're so sorry for him! You're so sorry for me! I'll feel like I've wasted all my hard work!

How easy it is to die! If I don't save you, you'll die! It is said that there is an afterlife! But tell me, where is it? Where is it? I only see people dead, and they can't come back! You're going to die, and you'll never come back! Your children will be displaced, your parents will be old and helpless, Gao Zhan's life's work will fall apart, and I will hate you!

Cheng Jia, I don't want anything else, I just want you to be well, just like you once hoped for me! ”

Cheng Jia's heart was sour.

"Asking what the love of the world is, it makes life and death promise to people. There are double flyers in the south and the north, and the old wings have been cold and hot several times. Happy and fun, parting bitter, there are even more crazy children. You should have words, thousands of miles of stratus clouds, thousands of mountains and twilight snow, only the shadow to whom. ”

- Gao Zhan, you broke your promise! And I broke my promise, I can't follow you!

Although there will be endless loneliness in the days to come, I will always face the fact that you are gone, but I will never have the courage to die again!

The world is big, people come and go, and I don't have you anymore......