Chapter 454: Second Virgin

(15) The second virgin

Whenever I hear the news of the death of someone I know, I go to Chongwen Gate Hall to worship, I hope that death is a sign that the labor has been exhausted, that the deceased can meet with relatives and friends on the other side of heaven, that "joy is like a river rolling up", and that I can see with my own eyes the saving mercy of the Father, which is the eternal glory of the deceased.

I'm not a Christian, I don't want to be bound by any rules, I don't like to use my flesh and blood against nature, wind, rain, sun, snow and ice, I don't want to go out to worship or anything like that.

I have my own law in my soul, and that is that I, as a woman, should bring peace and happiness to my family and my clan. The so-called "an" means that a woman stays quietly at home, and the so-called "ning" means that there are men in the family who carry on the lineage. As long as a woman is quiet enough to stay at home and raise a son, she can make the family peaceful and socially harmonious. This is a woman's duty, and it would be the icing on the cake if a woman could also work from home to bring income to the family.

If a house is always empty, floods, fires, or even thieves visit, it is a housewife's dereliction of duty. If the windows and doors of the home are not opened regularly for ventilation, but are open all day long and the doors are full of guests, it will not be long before the family's wealth will leak out, and even the thin and weak people in the family will fall ill due to the erosion of external evils.

A family is often run by outsiders such as nannies, or the elderly in the family over 60 years old go out to work to earn money to support the family, that is the shame of the housewife.

I don't know how these "laws" got into my head, and when I listened to the pastor's sermons at Chongwen Sect, I often wandered my mind, sometimes even fell asleep, and dreamed of dead people. (The building of that church is more than 100 years old and still intact, perhaps because people in both white and red circles and black people fear God.) ）

I dreamed not of the dead I knew, but of historical figures from hundreds of years ago. So in this Internet age, my concept is ridiculous and generous.

However, there seems to be a person who has always been very supportive and never laughs, he has many accounts, and when he sends messages, he will be concatenated with semicolons, and most of them are in the early hours of the morning:

――――I'm XXX, I'm not scared away!

――――I'm really a virgin, the only time I'm in love is because my girlfriend is missing, I'm so depressed that I get sick, and no one wants it.

I really don't like the guy who has always flaunted himself as handsome and stupid, and I wrote my nickname on my blog, and others thought that the nickname was my husband's pseudonym. The more I read the comments, the more I felt like it, and even my son said, "It's Dad, otherwise how could Mom have such stupid fans?"

My husband said: I finally know what it means to be "only villains and women are difficult to raise"! It means that my son and wife are so stupid......

Since then, our family has completely changed, as if there is an invisible person, and that nickname is more comfortable in the mouths of my husband and son than my name.

Later, I didn't see each other for a few months, and I thought I really went abroad. I didn't expect to use another number to speak now.,It seems that I've already seen my new work?

What I didn't expect was that he also claimed to be a virgin, what does it mean?