Chapter 453: Wrong Life is Good Death

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Some people say: If Cao Xueqin had been supported by the state back then, it would not be Gao E's turn to write in the next forty times. Someone immediately retorted: If Cao Xueqin had been supported by the state back then, she would not have been able to write the first eighty times!

My friends also said that if I did achieve what I wanted and could write freely, I might not be able to write anything.

Perhaps, all I write now is the nagging of a resentful woman, and if I become a free man, then what nagging do I have to write?

But who doesn't yearn for freedom? Isn't there a famous saying that it is better to die than to be free, and there is also a saying that life and love can be abandoned for the sake of freedom?

As long as I didn't get free, I was always indignant, I complained every day, I nagged every month, and every year I published a new book, and the days passed like this.

I remember Almusa calling me and saying that the tumor at the root of my mother's ear had to be operated on, and I didn't expect it to more than double in size in just one year. When my mother said that she would have to think about it again, the weather was hot, and I said that it was okay to stay in an air-conditioned room after surgery and adjust the temperature appropriately, but I didn't rush it.

One day, I suddenly felt very uneasy, and told my mother that it was best to come a month or two in advance for the National Day. In the past, it was cold in early August. Mom agreed, but said that she would help her brother look after the store. The children of both younger brothers are just over a year old. I think if I had come for surgery in advance, I would have been able to leave my baggage and go shopping on National Day.

I remember that it was eight years after I was injured that I went back, and when I saw the bag under my mother's ear, I blamed my younger siblings for not reporting me in time and not taking good care of me and actively treating them. But they said that my mother went to see me for treatment, and the soybeans grew into eggs in a few months. My mother said that she had listened to the statement of her relatives and went to the recommended clinic to see it, and she was fooled.

This is called medical care, and I have decided that I will never be polite to any door-to-door sales in the future, and that they will be pests that must be eliminated!

In the middle of September, my mother really said that I couldn't leave! I had to get angry and say: Isn't my grandson a grandson?

However, I was really afraid to trick the two old people into Beijing, first, when they knew that they couldn't go to the ** square, how should they explain? Second, my mother's appearance was completely changed because of the tumor, although she was in good spirits, but it was also more than 40 hours of bumps!

But, no matter what, I had to take my mother to visit the oncologists in Beijing, because Almusa, who reminded me of the operation that convinced my mother, had died in a car accident. His car crashed into a tree after leaving the capital.

As the saying goes: wrong life is better than death. It means that the day of everyone's birth can be advanced or postponed, but the time of death is predetermined, and there is no way to avoid it. In any case, this statement can at least alleviate our regrets. The footage in the CCTV video "The Land of Abundance Mongolian Roots" is the last image of Almusa left in the world, he did not see the effect when it was broadcast on CCTV and did not see the results of his years of hard work.

The journey of life will be clouded at any time, and we all have to go back to heaven......