Chapter 583: Ann

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I crave tender kisses and warm hugs, and I don't like to be enslaved and enslaved, even though one writer once said: a love affair is a phenomenon of servitude.

Regarding **, it is said that most people will think that it is perverted, most people do not understand what it is, and most people may like it after trying it. It is said that it is a kind of help**, like playing a role-playing game. Last year, that guy asked me to marry him in a game of Dragon Babu and scared me half to death. I don't want to play anyone, I want someone to love me personally. Instead of asking me to play a role he liked.

It's enough to have a perverted husband, and finally there is a netizen who seems to care about me very much, and in the end, he is also the kind of person who needs to be satisfied in role-playing, how terrible the world is!

I miss him, the guy who supposedly uses his real name online, just because it feels like he's a normal person. He won't ask anything of me because he doesn't like me.

Maybe it's not just that I don't like it, but I hate it. He said he had completely deleted the email I sent.

My chat history, email, and text folder all have separate passwords, although I don't have any secrets, but I won't divulge other people's secrets.

I was sure that he was not interested in me, and at first he was just trying to enlighten me, and then he learned that I was too old to regret that I had wasted my time, and that he would not have anything to talk about to my pedantic aunt, who would not have cared about my messages, nor would he have seen them, and he might have forgotten what he had typed. So I can give my heart to him without any scruples, all I want is the feeling that my heart belongs, and I don't need to see him or care about him.

And my husband finally knows what role he has to play to make me happy.

He can get a deep sleep without relying on wine, and have those spring and autumn dreams of galloping on the field. When he woke up, he said, "Wife, I think I can live to be 60 years old."

I said, "Okay, so no one will talk about me."

I will still give him complete freedom to toss and make his dreams come true, as long as he feels happy. He didn't do anything, and we had enough money to live the second half of our lives, and I was originally ready to raise two children before I got married.

I no longer need to rely on wealth to prove the value of my savings, I no longer need to rely on the growth of market value to stimulate my nerves, my heart has a place to rest, really like what I wrote in "Kingfisher" published in 1993:

"I just quietly watched him as a husband and father, without worry or complaint.

"Because I know that there is a beauty that cannot be seen, a beauty that cannot be possessed, and a longing that cannot be touched. ”

Because of peace of mind, I am happy. I feel like my soul has a place to rest and will never be tempted again.

So when someone told me very sincerely, "When I was in school, I was hurt once. Very strict zhòng. Later, I changed myself. The sexual aspect is definitely not so one-dimensional. I'm not afraid that you'll say me, it's true. Later, I thought about it a lot, reflected a lot, and reflected on a wide range of aspects. I made adjustments to myself. But don't get me wrong, I'm not that messy. ”

I said, "It seems difficult for a man to be single, and it is shameless to say that others hurt him if he can't get it." To tell you the truth, even if I am divorced, it is impossible for me to accept a second man. ”

It turns out that only when you feel that you have really loved it, you will be calm and satisfied. There is no need to hear a voice or to meet.