Chapter 841: Pitching (66)

Blue Mandala: Pitch (Varu Araan)

（66）

This is not a time when you can live on love. Monogamy is a pity for men, and perhaps for women too.

Out of line, cross-border, transgressive, derailed...... There is no specific gender. Maybe people are fantasizing about another profession, calculating the possibilities and odds of living with another person, seeking another way out of life?

I can think this way, of course, because I use my work to visit teachers and elders. Nowadays, I don't need to go to Paris with my roommate from more than a decade ago to study romance...... The sensibility of the left bank of the Seine and the rationality of the right bank present a different kind of beauty in time and space, which can be seen without leaving home, whether it is a tea at the Café de Flora or a walk on the Champs-Élysées, whether it is a banker or a professor, we will all want to age gracefully like that, regardless of whether it is love or something else.

I didn't dare to offend him, I didn't know what this feeling was, and I didn't want to know. All I know is that from now on, I will not be afraid of offending anyone, and I will not have to go away in order to escape the so-called responsibilities and obligations, nor will I dare to pick those blue mandalas, the flowers of evil, and I will be sad and sad at the slightest thought.

It's like going back to being a radio host, talking to countless people, but not seeing a single listener, and having to force a smile and entertain yourself when you're in a bad mood. For I dare not offend him, whether he is listening or not, for it is I who is upset when I say the wrong thing.

Looking back, I found that people who perform easy-going, humble, and fraternity in reality also love to complain and complain in private. The hymn says, "Prepare yourselves, purify yourselves, and present yourselves fully when the Lord returns," which I understand means perfecting yourselves and being ready to seize the opportunities in life. The premise, of course, is to abandon complaining and whining.

Qing'er once asked me: What is the strongest feeling in the moment of dizziness?

I said: only one thought, let time stand still and catch him.

She said: This is what love feels like.

I don't know if it's or not, but I understand the fundamental difference between men and women: women will give up their freedom for love, and men will give up love for freedom.

A woman is fit to live on the left bank of the Seine, with the ultimate goal of becoming a professor, and the best students are her own children. I understood why my mother kept beating me because I was her best student and she wanted to maintain her pride.

Men fit to live on the right bank of the Seine, with the ultimate goal of becoming a banker, with high-end leather shoes on their feet and a large amount of money in their hands......

I understand that the golden marriage of growing old together is not that a man has not cheated, but that a woman has cheated, because a woman does not cheat, she will never forgive a man's cheating, if you don't divorce, you will be injured, and it is the one with weaker vitality who dies. It is rare in the world to survive a silver wedding like Aunt Lu's family.

Give men freedom, there is a woman in the world who does what she says, and all the men who have left her before will one day envy her husband.

(Blue Mandala: Sales, May 6-6, 2010, A Lan in Beijing.) ）