Chapter 840: Pitch (65)

Blue Mandala: Pitch (Varu Araan)

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Aunt Lu is the protagonist of the essay "Cheating, Do You Have to Get a Divorce?", which I wrote on June 30, 2008, and is currently in chapter 164 of this book, and it will definitely be revised in the future.

I have revised the layout three times, the first time is in chronological order of publication, almost no one pays attention to it, and the second time it is edited into a volume, with "The Metaphor of the Novel", "The Hidden Worry of Marriage", "The Hidden Danger of Reality", "The Hidden Pain of Online Love", "The Woman's **", "The Hidden Sorrow of Memories", "The Hidden Affection" and so on as the title of the volume, and then it has been marked as "Editor's Recommendation" The third time was in the middle of last month (May 16) when it was changed to the current version, in order to change it to 60,000 words per book and can be published continuously according to the request of an editor who wants to sign the copyright of traditional Chinese. It took me an all-nighter, but I immediately canceled the editor's recommendation and typed it with "brush points, edit warn once".

I later asked Aunt Lu: "I heard from the leader of our state bureau that my fairy tale drama was originally going to be sent to participate in the national selection, but I was sent another one, but I didn't get any awards, saying that if it was sent to me, it would definitely be ranked." Did you score high or low back then?"

Aunt Lu said, "The lowest score." If it weren't for me playing too low, yours would have gone to the national competition. ”

Why? I was surprised.

It turned out that she was afraid that I would become someone else's prey because of this. is like the girl who went to his husband's bed back then, and later died without getting married, and died a miserable death.

His husband was less than 32 years old at the time, and they were also married with a seven-year difference. Because she didn't make a noise, her husband's career has been smooth. I just retired at the age of 60, and I watched a ball game on TV, and my head tilted and passed.

The girl later died in the black clinic where the abortion was done. When they arrived, the blood had been drained, and their skin was as white as ice.

Although the fetus is not his husband's (because there is a set at home), things must have started because of him, and it was a very talented girl, if she wasn't trapped by love, she would never give up on herself.

Aunt Lu said: At that time, I saw that you were very weak, but I didn't expect you to have such an idea, and even the range of a man's birthday was set, I really underestimated you.

Of course, I think, people will think that I have it at my fingertips, but in fact, I don't love anyone in my life, including my parents. Because I don't want to be killed. The person you love will hurt you, because with love, you have no ability to resist. This is the reason for my past life, including the fact that I was beaten by my husband four times last year.

Later, I chose to continue to love the ethereal lover of my dreams, and my nails became sharp weapons. One day, when my husband found out that my finger was only painful before, but now the skin is broken, he knows that he will suffer if he is rough again, and he will not dare to be presumptuous anymore.

My husband always thinks that I must have someone else in my heart, which is why I am so vicious. I don't think it's vicious, it's powerful. Love is actually a very weak emotion, and any other emotion can hurt it.

Anyone or anything that becomes the focus of a person will become the idol of that person, bringing trouble until the person is killed. Therefore, I have to avoid making real people my focus in order to have the strength to resist any kind of harm.

More and more people choose to trust Christ, Buddha, and Allah, and because I am afraid of trouble, I avoid regular and tedious worship and prayer, so I choose a dream lover to keep myself away from harm and live happily for his joy.