Chapter 424: Confusion (16)

Depression Spring: Confusion (Varu #8226; Ah Lan)

(16) The indulgence that best suits me

Calamus, mugwort leaves, purple-skinned garlic boiled eggs, realgar wine, and all the plants that go out in the morning are put together to boil a pot of soup for bathing, so that it will be invulnerable to all poisons, and there is no fear of any plague of the year.

When I was a child, I believed in this statement very much, and I took it seriously every year. Moreover, it is true that I have not had any diseases that require hospital treatment.

They all said that my children were easy to raise, and they came to ask our sisters to wear old clothes for their sick children.

He also said that if such a child who does not get sick gets sick, it must be a fatal illness.

Now I feel really sick, maybe the early menopause caused by the earthquake, I have a problem with nagging. When I called my little sister, she said that you are becoming more and more like your mother.

When the younger sister remembers, her mother happened to be menopause. I'm just typing the nagging words into words.

Accept the most text messages for the Dragon Boat Festival: peach red, apricot yellow, the fifth day of the fifth month of May is Duanyang;

A person is confused because his intellect is not mature enough, and perhaps what we need to do is to exercise the intellect, to find courage and a real outlet through such exercises.

The confusion and confusion of growing up so profoundly affect our judgment of the future, and when we can't find an outlet, I think we should remember: never sympathize with ourselves, sympathy for ourselves is a coward's work.

Although this view is also overly emotional, it is only in this way that the sense of failure caused by confusion can be alleviated in a certain way.

In this way, it is possible for us to seek and strive on a higher level: to stick to the ways we seek and to the causes for which we believe we will fight, and which, however universal and small the chosen causes, will benefit us immensely.

The blog is a collection of all my thoughts and feelings over the past few years, and in the end they all become strong determination and deliberate indifference, and become a more complete version of myself.

Some smiles have fled to other lands to blossom, and in a few years they will form another answer.

Now, this answer is too early, and I have to wait for another higher angle.

I'm tired of this entangled emotion in me, tired of this sense of play because of the loneliness and anguish of my heart, and I long for me to really choose what I want and do my best to do it well.

I can't care more about how sour my words are, and I think I want to prove that I can do more than that.

Life is not just about completing exams and obtaining some kind of qualification or medal that is not of much use, and it is so careless to say it, but since it is a choice, it must not be left unpredictable, but categorical.

In a poem it was said that I had true friends and a whole host of enemies, whom I respected, because some of them were qualified to be my enemies, and they helped me to see my heart and shine on my life in another way.

Finally, I will never forget the phrase jì: the person who travels along the way is more important than the goal to be reached.

I have no purpose anymore, I choose to live a leisurely life without purpose and without being disturbed.

I am over the age of confusion, and I do not need to be abused and blamed.

Every season, I have to go to Tong Ren Tang to buy a lot of medicines and send them out, and they all say that the medicines I send work, but in fact, they don't cost money just because the medicines I send don't cost money.

The shopping guide said: The children are so old that they should supplement themselves with some nutrients, such as soy isoflavones... It is said that if you don't replenish it in time, your body will be weak.

I said, "My body hasn't been used since I gave birth, and I won't be weak if I don't use it?"

Then I bought the most expensive sanitary napkins, and if I calculated carefully, how many menstrual periods do I have left in my life?

Even 100 yuan a pad is not too much, is it? This is the best indulgence I can think of.