Chapter 423: Confusion (15)

(15) The said goodbye

I promise you that you will never disturb your life again, I promise you that you will never drink an extra glass of wine for you, I promise you that we will be good friends from now on, what do you say I should do? Is this enough?

You can't see my hands trembling in pain, you can't hear my heartbreak and I dare not touch it, you can't think of how many words I have to say in silence, love can't be had, tears can't flow, how do you tell me to live this kind of life?

I can't bear you, that's why I lie to you, and I lie to myself, in fact, I also know that it's just that I don't have the courage to face the problem.

I can't bear you, although I also know that you don't cherish my love, and no one can say the reason for some things, but I just don't want to give up.

I cried the moment I decided to give up on you, and my tears proved that I really love you.

What is courage? Is it crying for you to love me, or crying for you to leave.

A woman's pride comes from a man's admiration for her, and a man's self-confidence comes from a woman's adoration of him.

Why don't we always know how to cherish the people in front of us?

In the unpredictable future, we think that we will always meet, we will always meet again, and we always think that we have the opportunity to say sorry, but we never think that every time we wave goodbye, it may be a farewell, and every sigh may be the last sigh in the world.

How many times have I told you goodbye?

When I visited the World Capital Department Store, I smelled no less than 20 perfumes in front of the perfume counter.

Finally smelled one that we both loved.

It was produced in Dubai on 12/18, 158 yuan.

Later, I never had the opportunity to see the perfume again, and I never had the opportunity to choose the perfume together, because I was reluctant, and occasionally opened the cap but did not spray a drop, until the perfume evaporated and the afterfragrance was finished, and he did not come back.

During this period, I watched him buy perfume and give it to customers, all of which were hundreds or thousands of yuan, and I originally thought that the company should reimburse the customers, but later found that the invoices had been sandwiched in the work log.

I always thought that giving him freedom was the best thing I did.

I have always thought that remembering the birthdays of friends, relatives and lovers and giving a delicate perfume is a way to express inner politeness.

Someday, look for a Blue Angel to give you, a perfume made from 13 poisonous flowers from the UAE.

Zhang Fengqin went to the UAE in 1994, right?

When I was about to go to her house, I had already gotten off the subway and was paged up again.

In this way, I have never seen Fengqin look like after graduating from high school.

I wonder how she's doing?

I don't know why I rushed so much at that time, what did I rush to?

Without your city, it is panicked and deserted.

In this summer of internal and external troubles, I was trying to exhaust my will to the fullest, and my feelings seemed to fall into a trough that I had never experienced before.

Memories of this time are almost blank, except for fragments of fragments recorded on this photograph.

There was a period of pickiness and autism, very strange and alienated.

Now I feel that it is naturally a thing of the past, and it is a good thing to get used to tolerance and forbearance, so that you can move from youth to maturity.

We've all changed, and we don't have any connection with what we used to be,

is like a cactus that grows on the desert, only vigorous ambition, no wind and moon mood.

Maybe I haven't changed, but they have changed, or maybe everyone hasn't changed, but the environment has changed. Maybe it's all and it's neither.

The slenderness of the fingers seems to have something to do with musical instruments, and I have the talent to pluck them, but I prefer silent fingers, which represent a slightly quiet state, as if I know the pure and dirty nature of life.

When I meet someone, I like to look at his hand first.

Having not seen your hands, I don't know how to answer your question. Isn't it stupid?