Chapter 603: Experience

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I have never wondered if there is a little uneasiness behind the splendor of their traitorous friends.

Sometimes I also think that I deliberately isolated myself from my life before the age of 20 and rarely returned to my hometown, as if I was also to accompany Lao Liang for fear that he would touch the scene. I don't think he's as strong as he seems, because every year at the beginning of the Spring Festival, he calls me to play a song, I don't know what it is, only one line is very clear: Let me love you / And then abandon me / I just set off / Don't want a purpose......

I didn't call this year, maybe he sensed from my text that I understood the song:

Let me love you, and then abandon me - I know that even netizens don't have to do it if I say it, but I still say it, and it can't be undone. However, is it really just a matter of departure, not of purpose?

I know that my understanding is very narrow, in the hearts of Lao Liang and other men, it refers to the kind of great love that they think is a sacred mission, which is a superficial confession on the surface, but actually a manifestation of male brilliance - not extravagant to the colorful rainbow and fireworks in the sky, as long as you have paid and your blood has boiled, you can forget the past suffering.

They do not admit that they are being taken advantage of, nor are they willing to be abandoned, preferring to believe that this is a kind of self-denial, and they ridicule state cadres like me, who know the affairs of the times and finally lie on the merits of their old age, which has never set out, never been enthusiastic.

I remember hearing a classmate surnamed Wei say that their purpose was very clear, and he didn't shy away from anything. I went to give back photos to male classmates, and I was surprised to see that several other people in the dormitory were looking at each other. What is even more surprising is that it is said that he is now the director of the education bureau, and I wonder if he can be justified in rebellion within his jurisdiction? It seems that gathering a crowd to make trouble is also a manifestation of leadership ability.

Yu'er said: I think you still live honestly, don't look for any love and dream lovers, especially on the Internet. Maybe if you say that you are a virgin, you will retire as soon as you are an old man. Why don't you try to give a kiss to 1,000 yuan, and reward 10,000 yuan for one night, maybe there will be an old man who comes on a date with three wheels......

I really wanted to ask her if she tried, but I didn't say it, and although she was younger than me, I wasn't married when she divorced. A woman's experience should be calculated based on her marriage age, and I dare not underestimate it.

And the reason why I was scolded was that my understanding of human nature was very superficial, or the "naivety" that Lao Liang had been ridiculing all the time, was because I didn't have a lover and didn't take responsibility, right?

It's the weekend, and my sister-in-law came from Tongzhou to party with my eldest brother. My husband asked my brother to pick him up, and my brother said that it would be a few steps away from the car, do I still need to pick it up?

The husband said: If a woman is not afraid of the dark, what should she do with her husband?

I didn't dare to leave the house alone after dark. Looking at the ** night view, I only went after opening a marriage introduction letter. My husband and I sat on the Jinshui Bridge, looking at the occasional car passing by, and he asked, "If you don't get married, will you never see the midnight **?"

"I don't dare to go out in the dark when I'm married," I said, "and the night is the time for ghosts." ”