Chapter 413: Confusion (5)

Depression Spring: Confusion (Varu Alan)

(5) Gone with the wind

Nostalgia for the past is an escape from reality, I don't want to escape anything, but I keep missing.

From the age of eighteen, I miss the age of seventeen, and the age of nineteen misses the age of eighteen...... I've been nostalgic......

So, I found myself farther and farther away from reality, watching

The darkness came like a tidal wave, and I felt fear spreading. I thought, it's time to give up.

Break with the past in order to live a new self, say to yourself: don't be sad, resolutely say "goodbye" to the past. But

Children are a big problem. Didn't he say that he wasn't afraid of allergies at the age of thirteen, would you be okay if you left at the age of thirteen?

Now say: Is it okay to wait for me to go to college?

I used to complain that my mother was too selfish and did not allow my mother-in-law to remarry, leaving my mother-in-law lonely for the rest of her life.

Dad went to send his mother-in-law to the end, saying that the last thing his mother-in-law said was: Zong Qiong is in the 29th year of the Republic of China.

It wasn't until 1994 that I realized that 1940 and 1943 were two numbers that could determine whether my mother was born to my mother-in-law.

My mother-in-law is widowed for a child who is not her own, and she has to help her take care of the child, what kind of life is this?

What's more, the man who married her as a concubine brought her only disaster, and there was no man and half woman, or glory and wealth!

Children are selfish. Me too.

People think it's selfish for me not to go home to see my parents, but I was born to be my parents, and the farther away from them, the safer they are. It's a pity that they don't understand, no one understands.

The children are all mothers, and the higher they fly, the more glorious and worried their mothers are.

In real life, love alone is not enough

This bleak life will wear out the essence of love

Don't say lightly who you love for a lifetime

That's not realistic

I still hope that you can persevere, and try to love when you love

The world is so big, it's not easy to fall in love

A woman's loneliness is such a vulnerability. If a man reaches out to her, if his fingers are hot. It didn't really matter to her who he was.

Maybe love is just because of loneliness and needs to find someone to love, even if there is no ending.

The wound is the shame given by others, the illusion of one's own persistence.

I found myself only able to love someone for a moment, and gradually became selfish.

A lot of people don't need to say goodbye because they're just passing by. Forgetting is the best memory we give each other.

I don't know how many decades in a person's life can be given to another person. I hope he doesn't say anything like giving his life to someone else, even if it's to his mother, I don't think she will accept it, and if he gives it to someone who has a negative heart, isn't it sad?

Love can be a momentary thing or a lifetime thing. A lot of the time it's just a feeling. Everyone can fall in love with different people at different times. It's not who can't live without it, forgetting makes us strong.

A creature like a human, if you look closely, it turns out to be scarred. Whether to be loved or not, everyone has different feelings. The price of rediscovering old dreams is often something we can't afford. Happiness in the world will always make people look better. Because of my smile, I understand love.

In the past, a qiē seemed inadvertent, but I worked hard to manage it, hoping that he would be happy.

Love comes at the right time, it's just that we don't have the right mood to meet it.

So, stop chasing its ins and outs and let it go with the wind!