Chapter 491: Red Apricot Declaration (1)

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- I told her, and she was like that. I was going to go home and find the man's phone and call him directly

-- They've slept too, haven't they?

- Yes

――If you were the second, I don't know what would happen to her

――I don't know. I think it would be nice to keep it simple

I don't have a second man, not yet. If I accept the second one, I must break off the first

- She said she would cut it off, but the man would send her a text message

――――I can sleep with a few men, my heart is darker. I don't understand young people these days. Anyway, we don't sleep with men before marriage, and we won't sleep with other men after marriage, if we really like the other, we will definitely be together again after divorce

- Don't talk about it, eldest sister, the feelings are too complicated, I don't want to

It's already very good that this kid didn't say that I was an antique, if it was in the post-90s writers' group, I would definitely be ridiculed if I said this, maybe they wouldn't call me "Sister Pig" but "Mother Pig".

In fact, if I had slept with someone earlier, I would have gotten married earlier, and my mother would not have felt ashamed and cried.

I didn't know until I was 27 that it was going to be something that could be done in my sleep, not in my sleep. Once, a man got into the mosquito net I slept under in the middle of the night because of a mosquito bite. Even though I slept in kimono outside of my home, I woke up and saw the same person sleeping in kimono at the other end of my foot, and I still had a big fight. Later, I told my mother that if I slept with a man, I would get pregnant, and I was 22 years old at that time. It wasn't until I had to give birth to a grandchild for my mother that I realized that if I didn't take the initiative, no man would bully me, and that kind of aggression could not be carried out casually. It's also strange why someone would get raped.

When you go home before dark, don't be alone with people you don't know, and avoid being alone with any man. These are all the earnest teachings of my mother since she was a child, and she dare not disobey if she is not to give her grandchildren.

The post-90s generation said that youth should not leave any regrets, for me, such pure youth is the pride of my life, and it is also the beauty that I can always show off. Men who hold hands or kiss and immediately apologize or flee will smile and sincerely bless them whenever they meet again. It's not that they're not good enough or that I'm not attractive myself, it's just that I'm not ready to marry myself off because the time hasn't come.

Some people say: The so-called red apricot out of the wall refers to an extramarital affair, which must be in marriage, and after the divorce, it will not be called out of the wall with others. But when I say red apricot out of the wall, I mean walking out of the wall of my marriage. For example, a cheating man like my husband, it doesn't mean that he got back on track without getting divorced, it can never be erased. In the same way, if I get divorced and don't accept another person, I don't count out the wall.

What I'm saying is: anyone who has a second sexual partner is cheating. Looking at the world, a sea of red apricots. It has nothing to do with whether you get a license or not, and whether you get married or not.

So in order to keep up with the times, I declare that I'm ready to go out of the wall!O(∩_∩)O