Chapter 48: Dreams (6)

(6) About gossip

Every few months, one of my favorite Korean stars will fall, and most of them will die and gossip, which makes me sigh.

According to reports, the reasons for Han Xing's suicide are: first, economic problems, such as Ahn Jae-hwan (suicide time: September 8, 2008, age: 36 years old), second, rumor pressure, representative: Choi Zhenzhen (suicide time: October 2, 2008, age: 39 years old), third, family disgust, such as Lee Eun-joo (suicide time: February 22, 2005, age: 25 years old), and fourth, negative feelings, such as Zheng Dabin (suicide time: February 10, 2007, age: 27 years old), I think in the final analysis, most of them died of depression caused by gossip。

In fact, if you are not a celebrity, how can anyone be interested in spreading rumors?

Since I was a child, I have been dedicated, concentrated, and single-minded, and I never greet people and do homely things, so there are also people who say irresponsible things, so that my mother always tears and counts: If you call someone, will your uncle and aunt give up a piece of meat?

Actually, I was thinking about my own business, and I didn't know who walked by me. And it seems to me that there is nothing to stop people from saying hello, and it is not that other people's faces are full of signs of impending disaster.

Sometimes classmates are strange and say: Why don't you know if others say bad things about you and spit on you?

Actually, I really don't know, I can't hear or see. It's just spit on me, and I don't know. Even if I saw it, I didn't think it was specifically aimed at me. Once, a person started scolding me for some reason, and I saw that her mouth kept moving, and her heart was still reciting ancient texts. I saw her put her finger to my nose, gasping for air, unable to speak. And he said, "Is it over?"

Then, just go. My classmate said, "You can stand such a vicious thing, tell your parents!" I said, I really didn't hear her scolding, it seems that she is very angry, does she know me? But I don't know who she is.

Even if my parents beat me and scolded me, I never knew why, not to mention that outsiders didn't have any impression at all, it was like meeting for the first time.

After listening to my classmates, my mother took me to reason with others and asked me who scolded me? I looked at them one by one, not sure who it was, but I remembered what I was reciting when she scolded me.

Maybe I'm really a particularly hated person, I've only been writing a blog for three months, and someone has left a message like "Wash your whole family in blood", which is very yellow and violent, and it is displayed in a string.

However, it didn't work for me, the permutations and combinations of words were my forte, and there were no vicious phrases that could break my heart. Only when you see someone you like write "I love you", there will be a second of heartbeat, just a second.

It's too easy to like on the Internet, love on the Internet is too ethereal, and the love on the Internet is a kind of dream love, and most of the time you will see the light die;