【Commentary 145】Chapter 5 My Sister

When the sun rose in the east, a new grave was piled up under the northern slope of Siguniang Mountain.

In front of the grave, a wooden tablet is erected, which is engraved: "The tomb of the beloved wife Qin", the font is dry red,

The mountain is dark and snowy, just like the faces of the three people in front of the grave,

According to Tang Gen's confession, the three of them had searched for the child's body according to the direction, and finally found a scratch on the middle and lower slope of the mountain, which stretched far away, and disappeared on a slightly warped snow slope near the foot of the mountain.

After observing the hoof prints, the trio concluded: it was a wolf,

Tang Gen was very frightened, but Chang Sihao didn't say anything,

The search did not continue,

And when they returned to the grave, they stood like this,

After a cup of tea, Qin Juexiang decided to leave, seeing that Chang Sihao did not move, he did not persuade, [Xianmo: Juexiang has always been like this, when the eldest sister was sick, it was also this attitude, and it was not the case with Xiao Changyuan, but at this time, he was guilty and hateful, so he couldn't face the eldest brother, so he had to withdraw, so it was not ruthless to leave at this time,]

Looking at Chang Sihao's expressionless face facing the wooden tablet, Tang Gen quietly retreated a few steps and chased after Qin Juexiang [Xianmo: Afraid of being beaten,],

In front of the mountain, the original picturesque valley is a mess, Qin Menghuan, Chen Shengyi, Gu tastes new, Mo Ruzhi [Xianmo: Look at the arrangement of the surnames of the four people, the homonym is the love of the valley Mo, and the inversion is the Mogu Shenqing, the author wrote this paragraph in the valley, which is for this reason, although the implication is good, only a slight chisel mark,] and the corpses of others are buried under the snow, and I am afraid that they will not be revealed until next spring, [Xianmo: Menghuan has gone, from now on, no one in the world sings this "empty and clear eternal blue " Make a long song to send Menghuan: "Men's Zhi, in the clouds, the red face is silent, the cold eyes are quiet, the dragon is excited, the tiger's hooves are turned, seeing that the sword light and sword shadow are old, love my people, I don't love, what is it, don't ask, don't think and don't worry, hang your eyelashes and smile, smile sweetly,." 】

Chang Sihao stood straight like this, as if he was waiting for this cold and snow to dry himself,

Three days later, his skin was covered with corpses, and in a gust of wind, he fell gently,

After a while, a wolf came running from afar, sniffed at him, as if trying to lower his mouth, but could not find anything soft, and at that moment a ball of snow was thrown in the distance, and struck it.

The wolf turned around and saw the man, this person was very strange, not tall, only half of an ordinary person, but he was very fierce, as fierce as a mad tiger,

The snow keeps coming,

The wolf looked at Chang Sihao very resentfully, and seemed to feel that there was no pity, flicked his tail, and walked away.

I don't know how long it took, Chang Sihao seemed to hear some kind of call, this call was very light, as if from a distant place, his eyes narrowed, the sky seemed to move, and the woods came over......

When I realized it again, I was a little sloppy under my body, but it was not as cold as the snow, and there were a few dead branches standing up around me, and they were blown by the wind.

After that, every time I regained some consciousness, I could feel that the dead branches were becoming denser and growing, so that the tips were intertwined, and yellow leaves grew between the cracks, and occasionally one or two fell off like dirty snow......

Gradually, the earth pressed on the outside, the sky was gone, the wind was gone,

Using that faint bit of consciousness, he thought, "This is my grave." "Sleep peacefully,

The sun rose as always, the sunlight passed through the clouds, through the trees, through the entrance of the tomb, shining on his face, Chang Sihao felt a little itchy on his face, opened his eyes, was stabbed by the sun, and suddenly felt a little annoyed: "How is this grave piled up, it actually transmits light, and teaches people how to rest in peace." "A thought is alive, and I think this thought is too strange, the dead are all dead, and what grave do you choose,

A happy voice suddenly sounded next to him: "Wake up, wake up, you're finally awake." ”

Chang Sihao felt that this voice was so familiar, and looked sideways, there was a dirty zombie sitting beside him, his hair was messily draped, there were many broken leaves stuck to it, and his clothes were not shabby but covered with mud, as if he had just crawled out of the grave because of dissatisfaction.

He wanted to sit up and take a closer look, but his body was weak and a little stiff.

Probably after death,

The zombie said, "Don't move, I'll go get you water." As he spoke, he turned his shoulders and twisted his body, reached the two square wooden blocks placed next to him, leaned on the ground, propped his body up slightly, turned to the right, and the ground rubbed out of the "sand" sound, Chang Sihao's eyes fell, only to find that the zombie's legs had been broken at the knees, and the two thighs were bound to a soft cushion with rags, and the two square pieces of wood in his hand were his shoes.

The zombie moved and rubbed, burrowed out of the entrance of the "grave", and his body fell into the light.

Chang Sihao observed his grave, feeling that it was more like a half-closed mussel shell, and when his hand went down, he found himself lying on a wood bed made of wooden branches, only a slap above the ground.

After a while, the zombie came back and moved closer with his body propped up, and he didn't see what kind of water bowl he was holding in his hand.

The zombie arrives at the wood bed, buries its head in it,

The long dirty hair hung down, and took the lead on Chang Sihao's face, the light in the tomb was insufficient, and the zombie's face was even darker and dirtier in the backlight, Chang Sihao's eyes widened, his lips were tight, and his body couldn't move like a ghost pressing the bed, the zombie "Hmm, hmm." He snorted twice, rubbed his lips with his lips, and motioned him to open, Chang Sihao felt that the other party's lips were soft, and in a trance, his lips were rubbed out of a small slit, and a stream of water fed in,

The flow of water is warm,

Chang Sihao understood in an instant: he was not dead, nor was he buried, but was frozen by this...... Man saved,

"Zombie" raised his head, saw tears in the corners of his eyes, hurriedly reached out to wipe it for him, and asked softly: "Are you thirsty, do you still want it?" ”

This voice was soft and familiar, which made Chang Sihao fall into confusion, warm water penetrated in his viscera, melting his mind, and suddenly, he found the root of this familiarity, and exclaimed: "Ah Yao, you are Ah Yao." His eyes fell, and he said in disbelief: "Your legs ......"

Ah Yao smiled slightly: "It's okay, it's already grown." ”

On that day, Ah Yao was kicked by Cao Xiangfei and cut off her legs, and was thrown into the forest by Fang Zhunuo, she fainted for a while between the corpses, slowly woke up, and crawled out, halfway to find that the lights on the forest road were flickering, and a few people came to throw the corpses, she immediately lay down in the corpses and did not move, fortunately, among those few people, one fell and hated the smell of blood, so she stopped coming far away, and told her subordinates to dig a pit on the side of the road and bury it, [Xianmo: When Cheng Lian'an led people to deal with An Siti,]

As soon as these people left, Ah Yao began to crawl again, she didn't dare to climb on the river beach, only along the woods, until dawn, when the sun came out, she stopped to take a breath, checked her legs, the broken place was scorched, and she understood in her heart: This is Fang Zhennuo saved himself, at that time, the people from Dongchang were there, he didn't dare to blatantly rescue, dragging himself in the charcoal fire, it seemed to be an additional punishment, but it was actually to stop the bleeding, [ Xianmo: Xiao Fang didn't save people, he was afraid of exposure, this is how he made his own choice in human nature and career, Ah Yao is just a servant girl, in his heart, it is enough to save this little heart, and it is not worth it if he goes deeper, the difference between Xia and ordinary people is also in this little point, and then Xiao Fang went to the edge of the woods, obviously with some kind of will, but finally pretended to be a little and turned back, Cheng Lianan felt that it was unreasonable, in Xiao Fang's view, it was reasonable, he was a person who took care of the overall situation, for Ji Yeping, Xiao Chang, Liang Bolong's generation will not be like this,]

Ah Yao didn't dare to climb on the road, so once she was discovered, she didn't care, she was afraid that she would affect Fang Zhennuo, so she was in the woods, ditches, Crawling around in the grass, rubbing some dogtail grass grains or wild berries to satisfy hunger, the blood on the clothes after two days turned black, and the body was dirty, enough to avoid people's eyes, so he crawled to a village, looked for a medicine shop and asked for some burn medicine, put it on himself, and heard the villagers say that Guo Shu Ronghua's team had left, and he had no idea in his heart, one was worried about the eldest brother's illness, and the other was afraid to chase after him, for fear of letting Fang Zhennuo leak the bottom, and turned around the riverside, thinking that he had to heal the injury first and then think about something else, so he picked up two pieces of wood as shoes, and asked the kind-hearted village woman for a broken mat to tie on her legs, and propped herself up to Jiujiang City to ask for food, but he didn't expect a beggar to come behind, but it was Himenopira, [Xianmo: It's after Brother Ping buried the gun, Ah Yao moved slowly by hand, and he had to take care of his leg injury, so the day was right,]

The two complained to each other by the temple, and when they learned that the eldest brother was fine, she was overjoyed, and she was ready to take a boat by the river to find Chang Sihao, at this time Ji Yeping said behind his back: "What are you doing with him now." "Straighten her up, and her back is fixed there,

Himeno Ping leaned over and touched the ground on one knee, squatted behind her, looked at her shoulder and said, " Miss A Yao, I have long seen that you are not an ordinary brother and sister to you, the eldest brother, you don't eat or drink in Junshan, looking at the sky every day, not thinking about your young lady at all, but thinking about him, but you are like this, after all, there is no result, I tell you, before Xiaofang asked me to chat with you, it turned out to be their strategy, I want to talk to you through me, I found out that I didn't want to bother you, but I found that I wanted to go, now, I don't have anything now, but this heart is still there, if you want, please let me take care of you, I will take good pity on you, I will not always be so down, I want to reorganize Juhao, I will be up。 ”

Ah Yao was silent for a moment, then turned around, with a smile on his face: "You are wrong, I only think that Brother Chang is my own brother, and he only treats me as my own sister, Brother Chang is the kind of good person you can't imagine, I have no news, my eldest brother must be worried about me, no matter what I become, I must go to him and let him confirm with his own eyes that I am alive and live well, so that he can feel at ease." After that, she moved forward with her support on the ground, [Xianmo: What is it to believe, that's all, Jue Xiang to Xiao Chang, is the lack of such belief,]

Himenopaira looked at her back for a long time, caught up, and said, "I'll send you." [Xianmo: A good man, affectionate and righteous, now as soon as a man can't pursue or break up, he starts to spread rumors about other girls, not to mention men, not even people,]

In this way, the two of them took a boat, found Hanyang all the way, and inquired about chasing to Meishan and Jiuli Feihua Village, Li Shuangji saw A Yao, very happy, and said that Hou Ye and his wife went to pick up people, and it is estimated that they will be able to come back soon, the Tang family knew that this was Chang Sihao's sister-in-law, and they were busy Zhang Luo bathed her and changed her clothes [Xianmo: The body is clean, so it becomes like a zombie later, it is not what it was before,] , Ji Yeping sent the Buddha to the west, ready to leave, at this time Qin Juexiang and Tang Gen came back, their faces were very bad, saying that everyone unfortunately encountered an avalanche, the fourth aunt, the eldest sister, the child, Manager Chen, Gu Mo and others were unfortunately killed, and the eldest brother was over there to show the grave of the eldest sister, and he didn't want to disturb people, so they came back,

Feng Eryuan almost cried to death [Xianmo: Good girl, don't write about Tangmen's relatives, first write Eryuan's reaction, you will know what the author is thinking, how the relatives only look at the place, how can it be in the blood,], Li Shuangji remembered Chang Sihao, but since he "didn't want people to disturb", it was inconvenient to come over for the time being, Qin Juexiang seemed to be in a bad mood, packed up his things, and left on the same day [Xianmo: It doesn't matter if the cliff said that he threw Tang Gen and fell to his death, Tang Gen must not feel comfortable in his heart, and the two of them have no way to deal with it,] , Himeno Ping saw that Ah Yao couldn't rest assured, so he secretly took her to ride a fast horse to find it, and carried her up the mountain on his back, and didn't see where the grave was, and entered the temple, there was no one, and went to a high place, the road was blocked by snow, and when he came back, he found that there was a road behind the temple, and he went up the cliff to look, but fortunately, it was daytime, and he saw that there was a black spot on the edge of the snow slope under the mountain, like a tomb bag, and there was a person standing behind, so he carried Ah Yao down the mountain on his back.

When Ah Yao recounted, he only said that Himenoda met him, and then kindly sent himself over, and the conversation between the two did not mention a word, and finally heard that Himinoping came down with her on his back, Chang Sihao hurriedly asked: "So he is also there, where did he go." ”

Ah Yao said: "We are still some distance away from you, and when he saw you standing in front of the grave, he put me down and left." ”

Chang Sihao thought to himself: "From Jiujiang to here, how can there be more than 2,000 miles, it is rare that Himeno Ping is so caring, maybe because he stabbed me before, he wants to apologize, but he doesn't want to see me." [Xianmo: No, there is a misunderstanding in everything, and there is no time for people to really understand it thoroughly, sigh,]

Ah Yao smiled and said: "I hold on, walk slowly, there is still a small half mile away from you [Xianmo: half a mile is five hundred meters, a small half a mile, about three or four hundred meters, ordinary people run for dozens of seconds, but it is not easy for A Yao to come], look at you actually fell, I hurriedly stepped forward, I didn't want a wolf to come out of the woods, but I was frightened, so eager that I couldn't get close, so I gathered a snowball to hit it, fortunately, this animal is afraid of people after all, otherwise, you will have to live in a fur coffin, [ Xianmo: In the past, most of the dead people who took a roll of mats and threw them into the mass grave were bitten by wolves and dogs, and ate into the belly of animals, for the sake of "fur coffins".

Chang Sihao lowered his gaze: "Look at you, you can still laugh like this." ”

Ah Yao pressed his leg and smiled, "It's good to be able to survive, isn't it." ”

Chang Sihao's gaze went straight away: "Alive...... Oh, what can you do if you are alive. [Xianmo: Because I am going to be eaten by wolves, I can't help but think of Xiao Changshou, although he is not biological, he also has feelings,]

Ah Yao knew that he was in a bad mood, so he didn't persuade him, he just took away his smile and bowed his head to accompany him silently.

Although exposure to the wind and snow for three consecutive days caused severe frostbite, Chang Sihao's body has a foundation after all, and after two days, he can already go to the ground, and crawl out when Ah Yao went out to look for food, it turns out that this "grave" is built in a small grass ditch on the edge of the woods, and it is built with dead branches to build a shelf, and then spread thin branches, pile dead leaves, and cover the top with a layer of soil,

Looking at the curved arched flat round roof, he thought: "The grave is sharper and higher than this, it is better to call it a mussel house, it is called a mussel house, what am I, could it be a black pearl, oh, I am not even a stone." ”

Thinking in his heart, Fushu stood up, vaguely saw Ah Yao in the forest, and walked in this direction, only to see Ah Yao carefully uncovering a stone, reaching into his hand to dig it, on the snow next to him, there are also some flat stones, two in a group, one stands obliquely, the other is erect, obliquely standing, all supported by a small branch, and there are some grass seeds underneath,

Chang Sihao understands this mechanism: when the bird walks by and eats grass seeds, when it touches a small branch, the stone will fall, and the bird will reflexively fly to the opposite side, but it will hit another stone, and it can't fly over, but at this moment, it can be squeezed, [Xianmo: This is all the bad trick of the wild child in the past, what is it doing when you write it, now it's easy for sparrows to fly in the city, this mechanism is too easy to get, what should a group of idle children do if they go out to pick up birds after reading it,]

He sighed and thought: This stone is a life, maybe it is because there are too many killings and killings, God will take Yin'er and Shou'er away from him, Ah Yao just took out a bird from under the stone slab, looked back at him, and said busily: "You are not good, why did you come out, go back and lie down." ”

Chang Sihao muttered: "Killing lives is not shallow......

Ah Yao said with a smile: "I'll kill the living, I'll do the evil, there's no sin in eating ready-made, go back quickly." ”

Chang Sihao said: "Heh, there are also evils that can be replaced, let people create evils for me, how much sin do I have, [Xianmo: It's easy for brothers and sisters to reunite after the catastrophe, but they only know that they are fighting, Xiao Changyuan is not such a person, Yin'er's death has a big impact on him, and the restlessness in his heart has not passed]" sighed, and asked again: "I'm a little thirsty, I don't seem to see a stream around, where is the place where you get water." Ah Yao smiled: "Look, isn't this everywhere." Chang Sihao saw the snow all over the ground, and then he reacted and said, "I'm really stupid." Leaning over and picking a piece and putting it in his mouth, Ah Yao hurriedly said: "That snow is cold, you wait for me to ......" suddenly couldn't continue,

Chang Sihao didn't want to embarrass her, so he turned his head and said, "It's okay, just eat this piece and moisten your throat." Before returning to the clam house, I had a thought in my heart, leaned down with the tree, dug up a large piece of snow and put it in my mouth, the snow was cold, and my tongue was painful, but after melting, I felt that it was just a little water, so I didn't swallow this little water, and dug another piece and put it in my mouth, and then dug another piece...... Even after digging several pieces, they all melted away, and only then did they gather a full mouthful, and after a while, the water gradually warmed up again.

His heart was sour [Xianmo: You can know how difficult it is for Ah Yao to feed him a sip of water, just ask Xiao Chang, the taste of this water, compared to the milk taste in the buried snow cave, the temperature of the milk, than the temperature of this snow water, who is cooler and who is warmer,], looked at the "mussel house" sideways, and knew that Ah Yao dragged himself here to avoid the wind and snow, and then picked up branches everywhere to cover it [Xianmo: Try to ask Xiao Chang, how is this snow shelter mussel house warmer than the original brocade tent,] , The weather in this place is so cold, she will not dare to delay the time, she has been working day and night, not to mention those dead branches, it is the layers of leaves on this, layers of soil, she has to dig up on this frozen soil, how many backs and forths to climb, thinking of this, he sprayed all the water, slammed his head on the tree, his eyes were closed, tears were dripping down, and he blamed himself in his heart: "Chang Sihao, she made herself like a zombie for you, what about you, what are you?" ”

The ** of survival was strong, and his people were also much more energetic, and after two days, he almost completely recovered his physical strength, looking at Ah Yao's thin appearance, he secretly decided: "It's time to do evil." ”

As soon as he decided to do evil, the surrounding animals began to suffer, and they suddenly found that there were monsters in the world after living peacefully for many generations in the primeval forest, this monster was quieter than a tiger, more fierce than a wolf, smarter than a fox, faster than a leopard, and had two horns, one long and one short, extremely sharp, and could be pulled out and put away, they found that since the monster came, their relatives and natural enemies disappeared one after another, and the life of the monster and the mother monster improved in a straight line, and the daily food changed from picking nuts and burning birds to roasting pheasants and roasting bear paws. Roast antelope, roast deer steak...... [Xian Mo: The eldest grandson and his wife live in seclusion, the author close-ups stewed rabbit meat to show his sin (approved before, in ancient times, rabbit soup was eaten by criminals, so it is a sinner), Xiaochang brothers and sisters live in seclusion, chickens, bears, sheep and deer eat all over again, but there are no rabbits, why, the innocent have a sin, a husband and wife write sin, a pair of brothers and sisters write sin, life is in the world, sin is inescapable,]

After eating for a few days, Ah Yao's complexion has obviously improved, his complexion is ruddy, his cheeks are slightly meaty, and there is still a lot of meat saved, Chang Sihao wants to change Ah Yao's mouth, and he is ready to fight something different, Ah Yao smiled and stopped: "Big brother, this is still there, why go out and fight, we will inevitably kill and kill when we live, and even if we walk, we will trample an ant to death, but you can eat it according to your appetite, and don't deliberately step on it when you see ants when you walk, it is the blessing of our next life." [Xianmo: This is the real look, it's not right to be too careful, as long as you live with peace of mind, kill, sneeze to know how many bacteria are sprayed to death, don't think about that, it's useless,]

When Chang Sihao heard this, he was silent, and stayed to help her handle the fur, cut the meat and dry it, and thought, "The next life...... Do people really have the next life, Yin'er, Shou'er, and my little flower girl, where will their next life be? ”

After working for more than half an hour, I only heard the sound of shouting in the distant mountains and wilderness, and came out to look at the edge of the forest, only to see a big man standing in front of Qin Ziyin's grave at the foot of the four girls, with his hands together and shouting, it was Li Shuangji,

Chang Sihao hurriedly waved to him in response, Li Shuangji ran over on his feet, looked at him, and had some surprise on his face: "Hey, the lady and the children are all dead, I thought you were sad, you lived quite energetically, [Xianmo: A word to scold Xiao Chang to death, and unjustly kill Xiao Chang,] Chang Sihao smiled bitterly: "Live well, even if it is a consolation to the deceased, why did you come." Li Shuangji saw Ah Yao coming out from behind, and said with a smile: "People can come, why can't I come, tell you, something is wrong." ”