【Commentary 146】Chapter 6: My Hero

Chang Sihao asked: ."

Li Shuangji said with a smile: "The people of the Qin family's senators came to the door, saying that they had spread the word in the martial arts, saying that Qin Juexiang had bloodied the Hundred Swords Alliance, ** the head of Hengshan [Xianmo: True love also becomes adultery in people's mouths, and adultery in people's mouths becomes vigorous love, reversing black and white, which is the norm in the world,], so that the heroes of the three mountains and five mountains have broken off diplomatic relations with the Qin family. Xianmo: There are a few people who are originally worthy of associating with the Qin family, and now they are pretending to be high, and some people in Juhao have fallen into the well, and they have to kill them, the Qin family can get a good reputation as long as they draw a clear line, and they don't have to pay the price of blood, of course, they are even more gathered to be the spokesperson of justice, and most of the people in Shanxi are gone, and before leaving, they robbed this and that, and the valuable things were stolen, and the days couldn't last, so they sent someone to discuss countermeasures with the young master. Xianmo: Everyone else is gone, the senators who are overhead will not leave, Jue Xiang is not blind in this eye, what is it,], I said that people left early, it is estimated that they are going to take a fork in the road [Xianmo: Jue Xiang must go back to Beijing directly, the senators will find the river and chase to Tangmen, just walk into a triangle again,], did not meet. ”

Chang Sihao knew that after the matter was revealed, this was inevitable, sighed, and did not speak, [Xianmo: There will be a big revelation in the big concealment, and I have already thought of it faintly in my heart, otherwise out of conscience, sooner or later Xiao Chang will also collapse this matter, now there is no need for him to say to himself, he will still breathe a sigh of relief in his heart, after all, it is Xiao Chang who does not want to expose and destroy him,]

Li Shuangji blinked his eyes: "Master Hou, you are real, the matter of the Hundred Swords Alliance, you did it, [Xianmo: It can be seen that I suspect that Xiao Chang is not true in the past, what did Shuangji say,] Chang Sihao said: "It can't be counted, but, I am responsible." Li Shuangji said: "I know that there is no business with you [Xianmo: It's true, don't ask more, you can be honest in one sentence, Shuangji's temperament really didn't say,], what should I do, your lady didn't say anything, just this brother-in-law is not a thing, during the New Year, he scattered silver to everyone in the Hundred Swords League, saying that it was brought from Shanxi, but in fact, it was drawn from Dubaolou and various industries in the alliance [Xianmo: The old things are leaked again, and the bottom is all leaked], which is equivalent to putting everyone's money to everyone, and I want people to buy his good, I don't have to say it, [ Xianmo: Even Shuangji knows, how can others not know, the sound is coaxing, in fact, everyone is also coaxing, this is the rivers and lakes, when you have power, follow you, we only implement the benefits,]"

Chang Sihao was silent, as soon as he entered Beijing, Zheng Mengzhu reminded himself that he should help more and not let him go too far, but he couldn't do it in the end, and he fell to today's result, what else to say, seeing that Li Shuangji was still wearing the "chopping waves" on his waist, he reached out to come over and said: "This is Yin'er's birthday gift, stay with her." ”

He walked to Qin Ziyin's grave, the handwriting on the wooden tablet had dried up and fallen off a lot, he pulled out a knife and cut his fingers, and re-smeared the words "The Tomb of His Beloved Wife Qin" [Xianmo: One and more words are there, I know that it was also cut and painted with blood,], put the knife lightly in front of the tablet, condensed for a while, and said:" Shuangji, I'm not going back to Beijing, I want to stay here in the future, guard the tomb for Yin'er, you take Ah Yao, take Eryuan, go back to Shanxi, find An Ziteng, let him arrange my sister-in-law, if you want to go back to Beijing, go back to Beijing, if you are willing to be in Shanxi, take the old lady out, marry Eryuan, and live a good life as a family. ”

Li Shuangji's face changed and said: "Master Hou, is this what you said, don't you look down on this passer-by the most, what did you say at the beginning that the eldest grandson smiled late, and now I have learned from him, you accept this as soon as possible, don't let me look down on you." ”

Chang Sihao felt awkward when he heard this, chasing dreams in the rivers and lakes is a road, and retreating is also a road, the road seems to be right and wrong, but people's mood is changing, the right and wrong in their eyes will change, and the road will change, maybe many people will eventually have to embark on the road that they originally did not agree with, as if the world is a circle [Xianmo: Mingdian, the story is a circle, and Wenxin is also a circle, because of its reciprocity, so infinite, is martial arts dead, this can be the answer,], going around and around, only helplessly admitting his failure and incompetence [ Xianmo: If you don't pass by, you always want to do something and change something, this is what you haven't done before, thinking of this, he was very frustrated, and he was extremely tired in his heart, so he turned his face and waved his hand: "Don't say it, you can go." ”

Li Shuangji flipped over: "I won't leave." The body was inserted and blocked in front of him, Chang Sihao stretched out his hand to push, but he didn't push, a little under his feet, his body bounced off sideways, but Li Shuangji followed him like a shadow, and stuck to him again, and turned around a few times quickly, he couldn't help but wonder: "When did you learn Tianji Step." ”

Li Shuangji: "What kind of chicken, don't interrupt." ”

Chang Sihao suddenly remembered that when he was poisoned and injured in the Tang Gate, and when he went to Meishan with Xiaolin Zongqing and others, he had asked Li Shuangji to carry himself, and he pointed out his footwork on his back. Xian Mo: In this book, the martial arts are wonderful in not need to practice, they are all changed to the habits of the body, strengthen the habits, and become martial arts, remember where to see, said that someone traveled to Mongolia, saw the old man throwing stones, and Xiao Li Feidao, thought it was a martial arts master, a question, it turned out that the old man herded sheep since he was a child, and he took a stone to hit the sheep's horns all day long, and the left horn sheep hid to the right, hit the right, and the sheep came to the left.

Thinking of the wonder of this opportunity, he smiled: "Shuangji, congratulations, your kung fu has been completed." ”

Li Shuangji said: "This is also called martial arts, then I don't need to practice to be invincible in the world, to be serious, you really want to stay on this barren hillside to see the grave, you can't be a hero anymore." [Xianmo: Wonderful, this question is not only a question about Xiaochang, but also a text outside the real text,]

Chang Sihao said with a smile: "Shuangji, when you followed me, you just thought I was a hero, in fact, you yourself are also a dignified man, why should you attach yourself to me, with your temperament, you dare to go to the rivers and lakes, it may not be a career, why bother to make me a waste here." [Xianmo: Rough people are muddy, now they are wasted, their hearts are cold, everything is cold, the hero is sad to pass the beauty, and the beauty can't get over when she dies, then it's not lustful, it's really emotional,]

Li Shuangji glared at him with bull's eyes: "I thought your wife was sad when you died, but you can't do without your heart and lungs, you don't have your heart and lungs, and you don't even have your liver and gallbladder left, that's weird, who doesn't die in this world, and you don't do anything when your wife dies." Chang Sihao said: "Shuangji, what will happen to you if Eryuan dies." Li Shuangji said: "What will happen, the avalanche will come down, I will hold her and protect her, I will die if she dies, [Xianmo: You will bury her when she dies, and you will never follow,] ...... Hey, no, you ask me, what about you, look at you, Mrs. died in the snow [Xianmo: Jue Xiang and Tang Gen's nonsense, Shuangji doesn't know the truth, know, you must go to the two children to settle accounts], you should stand here, what a good life is to comfort the dead,, eat your mouth is oily [Xianmo: Eat barbecue every day, misunderstanding is all right, unjustly die and laugh to death], what kind of love do you pretend. [Xianmo: Scold well, the truth is in the person,]

Ah Yao held the wooden block and moved slowly, just before he arrived at this time, when he heard this, he hurriedly explained for Chang Sihao,

Li Shuangji said: "Don't explain, explain what explanation, I just understood him, you were also fooled, go, brother is carrying you, let's stay away from him, he just wants to hide for two days Qingjing'er, I don't believe that he can stay here for a lifetime." ”

Seeing that he was coming by himself, Ah Yao stretched out his two big hands and bent his waist, and hurriedly hid back in a posture of catching chickens, and said, "I won't go with you, I want to stay with my eldest brother." She threw wooden blocks and beat them, crawled around, and grabbed snow to beat Li Shuangji.

Li Shuangji was hit by a wooden block, with a pocket of snow around his neck, and he was so angry that he said, "You girl doesn't know the hearts of good people, so I'm really too lazy to pay attention to you." Looking back at Chang Sihao, he glared and said, "What are you laughing at." "[Xianmo: It can be seen that Xiao Chang has been laughing just now, not writing directly, it is interesting to look at it in the eyes of Shuangji,] went to the monument and picked up the "cutting waves" knife, inserted it in his left waist, and turned back to Chang Sihao and stretched out his big hand: "Give it to me." Chang Sihao said: "What do you want?" Li Shuangji came over and grabbed the "Ten Miles of Time" on his waist, pulled off the sheath, inserted it into his right waist, and said: "The sword and sword are for heroes to kill the enemy on the battlefield, not for the bear to see the grave and cut the grass, [Xianmo: Strong Shuangji, good man, think about it is really stronger than Brother Ping, Himenopai is reckless, Shuangji is honest,] "He snorted in his nostrils, turned around and left,

Chang Sihao smiled and said: "Shuangji, you haven't learned the blade, you stand down, I'll teach you a few swordsmanship, so as not to suffer losses outside, [Xianmo: pretend]"

As soon as Li Shuangji turned around, his chin pursed into the sky, and he pulled out his sword with a "chok", "Wu, Wu" slashed twice into the air, and said loudly: "Isn't it just a little longer than an arm, use you to teach, what ** heroic sword [Xianmo: absolutely falling,], they are all fucking**fake girls [Xianmo: scolding the dead, laughing], tomorrow I will have this shit bag on the rivers and lakes, I want to call myself Li Lao Swordsman [Xianmo: Wonderful], I will be angry with you." After speaking, he inserted it back into the sheath with a "bang", and strode away with a snort.

Chang Sihao smiled astringently, thinking that in the suburbs of Yibin, although Shuangji said that he lived his own life and had his own life, in fact, in his heart, there was still a hero complex [ Xian Mo: Who doesn't have a hero complex, the author writes a martial arts book, is a hero complex, I read martial arts books, but also yearn for the life of heroes, in fact, to put it bluntly, there is a heart that is not willing to be mediocre, the past martial arts, mostly painted a dream, this book is a dust dream, the dream will always wake up, wake up more to complain about life, wake up in the dust dream, find that the dream is reality, but can be less resentful, you can calmly, even with a smile to face life, obscenity, after reading the hot for a while, and then the bones are cold, because just in the escape, reading this book, you can give birth to a tenacious heart to face life, I don't know how many people feel the same way, When he looked back, he saw Ah Yao crooked in the snow and was shocked, knowing that she would not go, and he also dispelled the idea of persuasion, picked up the two pieces of wood, patted the snow off her body for her, and carried her back to Bengju.

Lonely in the mountains, except for hunting, there is nothing to do, and in the following days, Chang Sihao carried the wedge around to cut down trees [Xianmo: The knife is in his arms, if he is not touched like a sword on his belt,], he set up a wooden house by the side of the Bengju, there are no nails, and the wedge fits [Xianmo: When he was in the coffin lid to sink the river, the coffin was nailed, and the officialdom did not fit him, and he built a house here, with a wedge, which was written that he was very compatible with this kind of life, and it was a comparison text,] , or tied with soft rattan, Ah Yao watched the house get higher day by day, getting happier and happier, Chang Sihao watched Ah Yao get fat day by day, and became more and more happy, [Xianmo: It's no longer Chai Heniu, who is losing weight, and now who is getting fat,]

His hands are fast, less than a month's work, the wooden house has been built, the interior is marked with a concave floor, a hearth is built in the gap, facing the door and the entrance, the back is a partition, divided into two rooms, the two moved in, made a bed with sika deer skin and black bear skin, Chang Sihao lives on the left, A Yao lives on the right [Xianmo: male left female right,], and began to make furniture, making wooden chopsticks, Digging wooden bowls, in order to make it easy for A Yao to use, the tables made are kang tables, and other supplies are also made relatively low, although it looks like a child's house, the application is gradually complete, this night, Chang Sihao fell asleep, felt that there was movement on Ah Yao's side, quietly went out of the house, and came back, even the wooden block was not on the hand, as if he didn't want to alarm himself,

This has been the case for two or three days in a row, and Chang Sihao secretly wondered: "Ah Yao, what's wrong." When I threw out the garbage the next day, I found some pale red water marks on the edge of a corner of the bushes, and there were traces of hand scratches on the snow next to it. Suddenly he reacted: "I'm such a bastard." ”

At that moment he immediately threw away the other work, and went out and cut down another tree, and cut it into wood chips, and clanged into a shallow little wooden basin. A water scoop, and made two small benches slightly higher than the edge of the basin, he put the wooden basin on the ground, two small benches on both sides of the basin, covered half of the basin, put his legs flat and sat on the ground, learn from Ah Yao to support the way he moved, moved the two buttocks to the two small benches and sat down, stretched his hand down, just from the gap between the two benches, he could easily touch the bottom of the basin, he shook his body and felt very stable, did two actions to tease the water, felt very satisfied, put these aside, and made a bucket with wooden boards, carried it back to the side of the wooden house, mixed the mud to build a stove, separated the bucket through the mud, deeply sealed inside, put in some snow, and ignited the test underneath, The wet mud in the stove and at the bottom of the barrel gradually dried, the heat came up, the snow slowly melted, but the barrel did not burn, obviously it was a success, he continued the snow little by little, probed with his hands, felt the water slowly warmed up, and his heart was indescribably happy,

Ah Yao was sewing a leather leg guard in the wooden house, listening to him tinkling outside and didn't know what he was doing, most of the day's work, I saw Chang Sihao holding a bundle of firewood rushing in, adding several more to the hearth, Ah Yao smiled: "Big brother, you are afraid that I will be cold, this room is warm enough, what are you doing with firewood." Chang Sihao smiled: "You'll know later." Turning around, he went out, brought in the small bench and the small shallow basin, and put them by the hearth, Ah Yao saw the small basin, put down the work, and said with a smile: "Look at you, I did this just now, what can I do with such a shallow basin." Chang Sihao didn't answer, and turned around and went out again, making Ah Yao laugh again: "Big brother, what are you doing this trip?" I saw the door open again, Chang Sihao walked in with a big wooden scoop, smiled and poured into the shallow basin, it was steaming water, he went out and scooped some back, filled the basin, put the small stool separately according to the way he thought to use it, and said: "I'll go out for a trip, and it will take a while to come back." [Xianmo: Don't say anything, good man,]

Chang Sihao cut wood outside for a long time, and moved back to the house with a hug, thinking: "The wood is almost enough, tomorrow I will start to build a bathroom, and then make a big bathtub, not only can I take a bath, but I can also wash my clothes." "Coming into the house, there is a small kang table by the hearth, Ah Yao has already roasted the deer leg and is waiting, the small bench and the small shallow basin do not know where to receive it, Chang Sihao does not ask, and eats with a smile,

In the evening, the two of them said good night and went to bed separately, the wind whistled outside the wooden house, the fire in the hearth was suppressed, and occasionally there were one or two charcoal explosions, and people could hear it warmly.

"Big brother. On the side of the partition, Ah Yao called softly,

"Hmm. Chang Sihao lay on his side and did not move,

Behind him, Ah Yao's voice was comforting: "...... If you are lucky that day, don't take it to heart. ”

Chang Sihao: "Hmm. ”

After a while, Ah Yao said: "No matter what others think of you or say about you, in my heart, you are a hero." [Xianmo: Topic,]

Chang Sihao smiled silently: "It's not bad to be a hero alone." Curled up: "Sleep." [Xianmo: Jiang Wan originally said that he "despised the world for a maid", in fact, he didn't even pay attention to a person, and what was the difference between being a hero of the world, and being a hero of the world, ]

A few days later, the bathroom was also built, in order to keep warm, the bathroom and the wooden house were built together, in order to facilitate walking, a door was opened on the inside of the wooden house, so that it could be directly connected to the bathroom from the house, and Chang Sihao deliberately placed the wooden barrel position low, the barrel edge was only about a palm higher than the floor in the house, so that the obstacle was not big, and it was easy for Ah Yao to enter and exit, and the hearth had also been transformed, and a wooden barrel was sitting, so that there was no need to go outside to scoop water,

In the evening of this day, the floor was polished, the bathroom was ready to be officially opened, Chang Sihao filled the big wooden barrel with snow, Ah Yao filled the stove with firewood, the snow fell bucket by bucket, slowly melted, it felt almost the same, the rustle sounded, Ah Yao moved over with the wooden block, sat at his feet, looked at the water vapor curling in the bucket, his face was red and laughed out of two wine vortices, Chang Sihao smiled: "When the water is hot, you wash it first." ”

Ah Yao smiled: "It's better for you to wash first." ”

Chang Sihao smiled: "I'm afraid that if you fall asleep after washing comfortably, you will have to take off your clothes again and jump into the bucket to shout indecent assault." ”

Ah Yao's face turned red, remembering that in the Qin Mansion, he and Ah Xiang were ordered by Qin Jue to make things bad.

Seeing her like this, Chang Si Howden felt that his joke was ridiculous, and interrupted: "Ah, I don't know how Ah Xiang is now." Ah Yao smiled: "Ah Xiang is the most well-fed and sleepy, you don't have to worry about her." His face darkened again: "It's just pity that Sister Chun Tao ......"

Chang Sihao muttered: "Chun Tao is also a good girl, but I feel that at that time, she always seemed to be a little strict with you." ”

Ah Yao remembered that she and Chang Sihao were a little close, and what Chun Tao said to herself while boiling water by the stove, the word "duty" pressed on her heart, making her eyes droop, and said softly: "It's not strict,...... She just cares about me. [Xianmo: Chun Tao's heart is not wrong, but it's enough to take care of yourself, and it's a bit too much to take care of others, Ah Yao has shrunk, this sentence makes her almost shrink, isn't this bullying, Chun Tao is a bit of a dog, it's annoying to think about it, the girls in the whole book are very good, the little pendant is a second goods, Ah Xiang has no heart and no lungs, Ah Yao is honest, Shen Chu is talented, Luo Aohan has a bad temper but is not bad in nature, Jiang Zi'an has a deep unrequited love, Yu Xue Bing is quiet, Chu Dongjin is kind, can persuade to fight, Haimo is innocent, Langhua Village is cute, Xiaoyan is clear, Er Yuan is shy, An Bixun's little knife is straightforward, Tang Xiaonan can joke, basically very good, is the spring peach is the most finished,]

"Do you care......"

Chang Sihao looked at the steaming water vapor in the big wooden barrel, and suddenly the situation on the cliff that night suddenly appeared in front of him, and thought: " Yin'er was determined to die at that time, she didn't want to be missed after death, so she told Jue Xiang what was in her heart, and said that she had never loved me, she did this, in fact, it was also a kind of care in disguise, hoping that we could live well without her, in fact, she herself should know that people can't be resurrected after death, Qin Mo's death can't be completely blamed on her, Jue Xiang can still forgive her after all, and I don't care about the past, but she can't tolerate her happiness and can't muster up the courage to do this...... Xianmo: Xiao Chang still doesn't understand, he doesn't know the truth if he doesn't see the story, but if he misunderstands it like this, he won't be so sad.

Seeing his sad eyes, Ah Yao asked, "Big brother, what's wrong with you." ”

Chang Sihao said: "I'm thinking, sometimes people's hearts are too heavy, not necessarily a good thing, there are a lot of sufferings in life, when happiness is in front of you, often cowardly, feel that you can't be happy, can't be happy, so backwards, it's really far from happiness, in fact, in this life, people are open the bow and don't look back, be loyal to yourself [Xianmo: It's difficult,], be selfish, it's not bad." [Xianmo: The words are good words, but Qin Ziyin is really no way back, but what can I do, I didn't even understand the sound at the time, but if I think about it carefully, carefully analyze one or two, it is estimated that I can find out roughly, and I will vomit blood at that time, the author cuts a truth into three paragraphs and shows it to different characters, but these characters can only see different sides, there is no chance combination, it is never possible to understand the truth, people always live in mutual misunderstanding and unknown truth, the whole thing can only be seen clearly by the reader, and the material can be spelled out by organizing it, but he can't tell the people in the story, he can only sigh for them, 】

When Ah Yao heard this, his body shook slightly, and he slowly lowered his head, and there was no sound, [Xianmo: It's a little more faithful to yourself, this word is in your heart, you don't have to think about it, just look at your own heart is the best, you just listen to what Chun Tao says, is it necessary,]

After being quiet for a while, Chang Sihao pulled out of his thoughts and said strangely: "Hey, what's wrong with you." ”

"Nothing. Ah Yao smiled: "The water is hot, why don't you go quickly." ”