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The small bathroom was steaming hot, Chang Sihao took off his clothes and put them aside, stepped into the barrel and sat down, the water rose to his chest, and the temperature was hot and comfortable

After arguing, after all, I let Ah Yao wash first

But she quickly finished washing and went out

Maybe it's the leg injury that can't be soaked in water for a long time

He thought like this The fragrance of the wooden board penetrated into his nostrils Chang Sihao looked up at the roof of the bathroom Looking at the surrounding walls Gently patting the edge of the barrel and thinking: "The eldest grandson's home is probably built like this But people build it decently Compared with him, it will become a kennel " He remembered the saying "The golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own kennels" A strange sense of accomplishment arose spontaneously In the Qin family and in the capital, the room maids were all ready-made Everything came and went suddenly It felt particularly unreal The city was prosperous and like a dream And now this kind of intimate life is really one day at a time

"Sizzle, sizzle......" The sound moved to the wooden door of the bathroom, and it was very soft

Ah Yao's voice came through the door panel: "Big brother, I filled in some firewood."

Chang Sihao wiped his face with a smile and said, "Is it so hot?"

Outside the door, Ah Yao called weakly: "Big brother"

Chang Sihao: "Ahhh

"I have something to say to you."

Chang Sihao rubbed his neck: "What do you say?"

"Squeak"

The small wooden door of the bathroom knocked softly, and Ah Yao picked up the floor with his hand and moved in

She was wearing only a pale pink undershirt, and through the mist, you could see her drooping face, her red ears, and no mats under her legs

"Squeak" door composite on

She gently held her lower lip and sat still, her eyes squinted at the floor, her hand rubbed the hem of her pink shirt, she was silent in Chang Sihao's stunned gaze, raised her hand, and began to gently unbutton the hem around her neck and chest one by one

With the arms open, the neckline is parted to the sides and falls gently

Her body is like a little mountain of four girls, reminiscent of last fall, of the moment when she changed clothes in the carriage

I still remember when her body was so smooth and complete and beautiful in the light

Chang Sihao suddenly realized that he shouldn't look any further, and hurriedly lowered his gaze, but saw her broken leg sitting on the edge of the barrel

The wound had healed, and the maroon scar was like a piece of fire, burning from the fracture, and above the flame was a jade-colored color, and there was still the girl's fragrant muscle

He suddenly felt like crying

Ah Yao lowered his head: "Big brother, this is me now, do you see it?"

Chang Sihao was silent, feeling that the blood vessels connected to the heart were breaking one by one, and the heart was bulging sullenly

Ah Yao: "Big brother, I want to tell you something, something hidden in my heart."

"Haruka ......"

"Don't ......"

Ah Yao suddenly bent up, stepped his broken leg over the edge of the barrel, leaned forward, "plopped" a sound of water, hugged his neck and plunged into his arms

"Big brother, don't say it......" Ah Yao crossed his neck with him and missed his head, his arms were tightly folded, and his voice trembled a little, "You listen to me...... Maybe after today, I don't have the courage to do this anymore, big brother...... I've always been thinking about you I've always remembered the scene when we took the car to Hengshan I can't help myself I think of you holding my hand and persuading me not to give up I want you to take me and Chun Tao to climb the mountain and hold my frozen feet tightly in your arms I close my eyes My heart is your eyes I put on my shoes Your chest is the earth I don't want to be your sister at all But I don't dare to tell you I feel sorry for Madame I'm sorry for you But there's no way I don't want to."

"I can only think, I can only think, just keep thinking like this, think like this forever...... I know I don't deserve it, but this moment, just this moment, I want to be true to myself for once, I want a quarter of an hour of selfishness."

Chang Sihao felt that fluid was falling from the back of his shoulder

He knew it wasn't a droplet

A Yao......

He raised his hand that was sinking in the water and hugged Ah Yao's back, feeling like he was holding a beam of light and a cloud of fog, and he felt unusually powerless in his heart

Light and fog have a real sense of turning into a child

My sister, she's my sister, it's my little flower

Her shyness, her quietness, was so endearing that it made people feel a kind of pity from the bottom of their hearts, and they were willing to give up everything, including life, to take care of her

As an older brother, I watched my sister be born, watched her learn to speak, watched her fall, watched her get up, watched her mischievous, watched her slim, watched her heart move, watched her lovesick tears, watched her put on a red cover, watched her sit in the sedan chair, watched her husband and children, watched her grow old...... As an older brother, all you have to do and can do is just look at it, watch it, watch it, see her happiness as your own happiness, take her fortune as your own experience, make her cry, make her laugh, grieve because of her sorrow, rejoice in her joy This is brother and sister, isn't it?

Chang Sihao combed her hair like a cat, feeling her fingertips passing through countless soft sorrows, into the most barren and brightest traces of life

What's wrong with her?

Isn't she the one who made her say this?

People should be true to themselves, be selfish, and that's not what you say to her

With her personality and the state of her body right now, some of the words are not easy to say

There are a lot of people in this world who are reserved and don't know that they are being hurt by reserve

What is the power that allows her to let go like this

The reason why she took off her clothes was that she wanted to make herself look "nasty," because for her, there were some things that she might not be able to say

She is her last cliff Yin'er has already jumped down And then Ah Yao

In front of her, is there a way back?

"Fool ......" Chang Sihao said in a hoarse voice, "I have never regarded you as a sister, and I have always liked you deeply."

"How could it be ......" Ah Yao's tears froze

"Fool...... Do you remember what I said to you, I said that I am not worthy of Yin'er, that's true, I encourage you not to be inferior, to live a backbone That's actually trying to persuade myself, because I see my own shadow in you, and only in front of you, can I relax, and you don't feel these when I pull you and hold you?"

If there is any lie that can save her a little decency and self-esteem, then say it

"Big Brother ......"

Ah Yao was a little overwhelmed

"Hehe, when you said that you wanted to marry me as a brother and sister, I was still very disappointed in my heart" Chang Sihao's voice had a ridiculous lightness, and his words became fluent, and he was even a little surprised by himself like this, Is this due to the immersion in officialdom Now in his body, how much is the original self

The water sounded softly, and Ah Yao moved his body back, put his hands on the back of his head, and looked into his eyes

Chang Sihaotan's gaze at her did not show a trace of stiffness and far-fetchedness, "Don't you believe it, in fact, my heart for you was Yin Er had sensed it before that, otherwise I wouldn't have specially hidden you when the Qin Mansion was robbed," he smiled calmly

The way to avoid embarrassing a confessing girl is to tell her that you are more emotional than her

Ah Yao's gaze softened

In the face of her joyful shyness, Chang Sihao felt a watery tenderness welling up from the bottom of his heart, as if everything he just said was extremely true

Could it be that lies can also achieve love, and can feelings also be cultivated through falsehood...... Or was I just deceiving myself, and deep down, I was deeply liking her?

What can I do not hurt her Is it pure and true to love like Brother Chen Is it ethereal and dreamy to love like Qin Menghuan No That kind of love is too painful It's a little simpler like Xiao Gongzi Isn't it

Don't think about it anymore, just let the lies turn into promises, try to love her, and when the lies come true, they will shine warmly

Maybe that's what adult love can be happy with less purity and innocence

He reached out and gently brushed away Ah Yao's tear-stained hair

What a beautiful sister

"Is it okay?" he asked

The voice was very soft, but Ah Yao felt his toughness, his ears were red, and he was a little frightened, and he was busy and hid his face behind his head, and his heart was pounding

"Hmm"

She closes her eyes and stays true to herself and makes up her mind to be happy

"I'm a beast, Yin'er," Chang Sihao said silently in his heart, "I will never forget you, but please forget me in heaven From now on, I will love another person with all my heart" The left hand held her back, and the right hand slid down her waist, as if holding a delicate blue and white porcelain vase, holding Ah Yao's buttocks and gently lowering it

The small jaw on the back of the neck was slightly hooked, and a wisp of red ink overflowed like smoke at the bottom of the barrel, and it rose enchantingly

When everything relaxed, Ah Yao leaned softly into Chang Sihao's arms, and pressed his side face against his left chest, feeling another world

"Big brother, am I in a dream, it's all like a dream......"

Her voice was as quiet as water

"Well, it's a dream."

"Ah, how could it be ......?"

"Are you afraid, afraid that this is a dream?"

“...... Well, I'm scared, I'm afraid it's a dream, and I'll wake up," she seemed to be frightened, and hugged her a little tighter

"Don't be afraid," Chang Sihao stroked her back and comforted, "Because you are dreaming, how can you wake up by dreaming?"

Ah Yao smiled innocently: "I'm a dream, so what are you?"

"Me...... It's a dreamer."

Thinking about this, Ah Yao couldn't help but think of another level Thinking that the eldest brother may not have the heart He may only think of himself at this level His face burned slightly

But a beautiful desire overshadowed the shyness, and she said softly, "If you think this dream is okay."

This is only half a sentence, because shyness prevails again

Chang Sihao smiled and said: "Good dreams, everyone wants to do it every day."

Ah Yao was so ashamed that he leaned close to him, as if he was too close, and he couldn't see himself

Chang Sihao smiled, feeling that he was not only a beast, but also an obscene beast

But the beast is happy

Happier than the bloody wind on the rivers and lakes, happier than the oppression and pouring in the officialdom, even happier than fighting for ideals, happier than running for all sentient beings

When Haruka's face leaned in, it touched the string that hung down from the side of his neck

I was so forgetful just now, I didn't even feel it

She leaned back slightly, and saw the end of the string going deep into the water, tying the bag she had sewn

Gently pulled, the bag was exposed, the skin was soaked clean, and the little dragon on it opened its teeth and claws, as if it was happier than himself

Ah Yao held it lightly in his hand: "Big brother, you have always carried it by your side"

Chang Sihao: "Well, this is my treasure, I never pick it in the bath."

Ah Yao smiled happily: "I'm afraid that the rune paper inside is soaked "I pinched it with my fingers, and it felt very hard inside, and then I realized that its sinking was not because it was filled with enough water

"How do you use it to make a purse?" she pulled open and poured out the contents

What landed in the palm of his hand was not a scattered silver tael, but a wet jade pendant

"How could it be" Her eyes immediately straightened and stared at this jade pendant, and she asked, "This is my jade pendant, how can it be in your hand?"

Chang Sihao seemed to have been struck in the head by lightning, and he was stunned on the spot, and it took a long time to react and say: "What are you talking about, this is your family."

Ah Yao said: "Yes, this jade pendant is handed down from my family, and my father has always taken it with me......

Chang Sihao's heart was beating suddenly: "Your father is ......"

Ah Yao said: "My father's name is Cheng Yunfeng, yes" "Ah" Chang Sihao felt that he was about to explode: "You, you are the eldest lady of the Cheng family" Ah Yao's eyes did not leave the jade pendant, and his mind was trapped in some kind of memory, and he didn't pay much attention to his abnormal reaction, and muttered: "What eldest lady, my family can't even afford to hire a maid, what kind of young lady am I?"

Chang Sihao said: "Your father is Cheng Yunfeng, why didn't you say it earlier?"

Ah Yao wondered: "Say to whom?"

Chang Sihao said: "Say to me, don't you know that I have been ......" Suddenly, he felt that this bucket was a well in the heavenly palace, and he was stepping on the doors that were constantly opening and falling towards the infinite light Many things floated in the light, one by one, all of which were clearly presented in front of him

When I went to the Qin family, I told a few elders of the Qin family about Cheng Yunfeng at the night banquet, and the Qin family also sent someone to help find it, but there are rules in the house, and it is not easy for the maid to contact the people who do things outside, not to mention that Ah Yao's character is not a person who likes to inquire about things at all

I saved her and arranged for her to serve in Yunchun Pavilion Because she was a girl, I didn't tell her about this When the Qin Mansion fought against Ming Chengjun, she fled on horseback in the courtyard Because of the sound of the noise, she took it in her arms and lost this jade pendant After finding it, she was afraid that she would lose it again Put the jade pendant into the bag Later, Ah Yao and the others came over, and the jade pendant was under her nose But there was such a layer of treasure But she didn't see it

Later, with her all the way to Hengshan, everyone only cared about Qin Ziyin's illness, and had no time to talk until he left for Beijing, and he was far away from her until he met again

If we meet elsewhere, maybe she will want to wash her own clothes and you can find it when she washes this bag But this ice and snow The bag has been hidden in it Sleeping is also sleeping and lying down with clothes How can there be this opportunity Until the hut is built You can boil water Because there is nothing to change and wash Every day is just a simple wash of the face No matter how you can open the bag to see

Thinking of this, he couldn't wait to pinch himself a few times, and asked again: "How did you enter the Qin Mansion?"

Ah Yao was a little strange why he asked this and said, "I was dragged to the market to sell, and it was the young master who bought me and brought it into the house."

Young master

Chang Sihao's face turned green

Gu Weixin, they went out every day to look for it, and they searched all the brothels, how could they think that this person was in their own house, and it was absolutely loud, this child was like that at that time, and if you buy a handmaid, can you still go to inform his grandfather to find a beating

By the way, I still remember that as soon as I and Xiaoyu entered the Qin Mansion, I saw Qin Juexiang riding two naked ** maids fighting, one of them was Ah Yao, at that time, she should have been bought by Qin Juexiang not long ago, and she was "being trained".

Miss Cheng has always been in front of her eyes, but she doesn't know anything about it, isn't this blind

Which is blind Not only blind but also deaf When she thought she was sad She once casually quoted the poems of Liu Zongyuan and Lu You to persuade herself, and when she wanted to be in Hengshan, the two of them hugged each other to see the snow She sighed and said, "Snow dances, Yinhua, the galaxy is dark, and the gale tears the clouds and wrath for nine days" Why didn't she think that a servant girl from a poor background could be so eloquent

Her quiet manners, her sad eyes, seemed to be depressed with a worried expression...... Why didn't I notice it?

But that's not right, he hurriedly asked, "Why don't you bind your feet?"

Ah Yao was a little misunderstood: "Why, big brother, it turns out that you ...... I don't like my feet, but I don't even ...... my feet now" Chang Sihao hurriedly said: "No, I'm just weird, Yin'er is like this, belongs to a martial arts family, it's normal not to bind your feet, ordinary women don't bind their feet when they do rough work, you are a lady, even if your family is not rich, how can you ......?"

Ah Yao said: "My grandmother also wanted me to wrap it, my father looked at the pain, wrapped it for two days, and let it go, saying that it was our general's family, and there was no need to practice yourself like this, how did you remember to ask this, and you quickly tell me how this jade pendant got into your hands."

Chang Sihao was stunned for a long time, and told her how the city was broken and how she was entrusted by her father to Taiyuan

Ah Yao also straightened his fingers to his lips, as if he was choking in one breath, and after a long time, he muttered: "How could it be, how could it be?"

Chang Sihao sighed: "I don't think I think it will be so that you are by my side But I never knew that the jade pendant is in the bag It is dangling in front of your eyes every day You just can't see it This thing is too bizarre It's too impossible It's more like a dream It's as funny as Shuangji changing from a stupid second to an old swordsman Li But it really happened After a while, he muttered again: "Ah Yao, Ah Yao...... It turns out that you are Miss Cheng, and I suddenly feel as if I don't know you anymore."

Ah Yao said: "What Miss I am still that Ah Yao is your good ......" Is it a good girl or something She was suddenly a little unsure, but obviously felt that Chang Sihao's eyes were a little far away This feeling makes people worry If he knew that he was Miss Cheng before, most of them would be respectful Would he touch a finger of himself

Her eyes drooped

The water is a little cold

The fog disappeared, as if I had woken up from a dream, and everything was real

The so-called truth is: Chang Sihao's wife has just died, and he is disabled, can he really stay here and live with him for the rest of his life?

Facing Chang Sihao's expression, she felt a dull pain in her heart, silently stuffed the jade pendant back into the bag, put it down gently, lowered her head, turned around, and picked the edge of the barrel with her hands, and wanted to climb out

The barrel was deep, and it was not easy to climb up, so she wrenched it twice, and then "fluttered" and fell back into the water

But she didn't feel bad, she didn't cry, and she continued to crawl along the edge of the barrel

"Plop"

"Plop"

Water splashed and the floor outside the bucket was wet

She felt that she had no strength, turned her back to Chang Sihao, and said quietly: "Master Hou, can you help the slave maid?"