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The change of title made Chang Sihao feel like he had been slapped in the mouth

He realized that his distraction had made Ah Yao misunderstood, and he hurriedly hugged her on his back

"Haruka ......"

He kept repeating the name, but what should he say to her? Master Cheng entrusted the jade pendant to himself and let him give it to his family, and as a result, not only did he not protect his family, but he ......

The front chest is against the back, and the jade pendant is in the middle, which is hard and stiff

That night, the two of them slept on opposite sides of the partition, back to back

The sound of charcoal in the furnace

The wind of the night

Before going to bed the next day, Chang Sihao put the jade pendant on Ah Yao's pillow, and Ah Yao put it away silently

When he went out hunting, he wore an empty bag, skin-to-skin, but weightless

Chang Sihao felt that his heart was empty

Ah Yao acted as if nothing had happened Cooking quietly every day, sewing leather goods, tidying up and cleaning the wooden house, her smile was the same as before

Chang Sihao gradually dispelled his sense of guilt towards Master Cheng Realized his responsibility and wanted to talk about Ah Yao, but every time he mentioned this topic, Ah Yao would always avoid Chang Sihao understood that this girl had suffered too much and suffered too many grievances Once her heart is opened, it is all Once it is closed, it may be eternal

Be true to yourself Simple five words But it's hard to do I don't allow her to call Hou Ye anymore She won't call her anymore Talk to her She will listen to her and laugh at her She will laugh and smile But this smile is always like something through her heart Can't see

Chang Sihao tried all kinds of ways to make her reopen her heart, but it was ineffective

Time passed day by day

This day he had an idea

In the evening, Ah Yao came out of the bathroom and found Chang Sihao lying on her bed, she looked at it, turned her head, propped herself up, moved to the other side of the partition, and lay down on Chang Sihao's bed

After a moment of silence, Chang Sihao came over and lay down beside her

Ah Yao moved in to make way for him Chang Sihao: "I want to dream" Ah Yao looked at him for a while and said, "How do you dream with your eyes open?"

Chang Sihao closed his eyes

The dream is light and beautiful

After the dream, Ah Yao climbed down, propped himself up, moved back to his bed, and lay down softly

After being quiet for a while, Chang Sihao climbed to the side of the partition and lifted the deerskin to be drilled in, Ah Yao lay on his side, his face flushed and did not go away, and asked softly: "What are you doing?" Chang Sihao supported his elbows and looked at her: "The dream just now is very beautiful, and I am a little unfinished Ah Yao said timidly: "That...... So what do you want to do" Chang Sihao: "Go ahead"

This dream is a bit long, it looks like a winter night

Unfortunately, it's winter

So the night is long and the dreams are many......

Later, Chang Sihao felt that Ah Yao was starting to hurt a little, but he didn't stop, he wanted to force her to resist, force her to be true to her feelings, and even force her to scold herself for being a brute and push herself away, at least that was her real emotions, real mentality, real thoughts

Truth is precious, pretense is pathetic, and if she keeps objectifying herself like this, she will inevitably become a soulless person

But she endured it

I don't know which ancient people set the norms of three obedience and four virtues for women, which can be basically reduced to four words: patience and obedience, and many women live by this standard

Especially the ladies of the world

At this moment, Chang Sihao suddenly felt that this ancient man should be dragged out and thrown into the street and beaten to death with a stick

While eating breakfast, Chang Sihao looked at Ah Yao: "Did you sleep well last night?" and thought: This is pure nonsense Can you sleep well after a night of dreaming

"Good"

Ah Yao nodded his lips with his chopsticks and sandwiched a chestnut kernel in the bowl, his eyes not even raised, let alone swept over his face

Chang Sihao's expression darkened, and he knew in his heart that he had completely failed

He knows that there are such couples in the world: the man works at sunrise and returns at sunset, the woman stays at home, her face is expressionless every day, two people may have had days of loving each other, I don't know which day, something makes a person's heart a little cold, and it gradually cools down, and it doesn't warm up again, and the other party may not adapt at first, and wants to save something, but gradually, this effort also fails, and there is some imbalance, so it is the same as each other, and it gradually gets colder, and then there are no words, and even the reason why it used to be cold has been forgotten Every day, two people sit on opposite sides of the same table Silently eating the same dish but not seeing, because even the eyes are staggered, like this, ten or twenty years, occasionally the eyes inadvertently touch each other's faces, and feel as strange as the other party looks at themselves, until the other half dies, as if something is suddenly missing in life, but if there is no life, there is no life, and life is like this

Thinking about this, a chill seeped from behind him

Everybody may have moments when they feel different and never think that one day someone else's life will become their own

If the daily life is just repeated like this, then instead of being happy, it becomes the greatest torture

If the family doesn't have love and warmth, then what is the family going to do?

Thinking that he would never be able to escape this fate, and that he would eventually grow old like this, the sorrow in his heart suddenly turned into anger, he wanted to smash the world, he wanted to accuse the world, he wanted to escape from all this, he wanted to destroy all this, his fire arched, grabbed the corner of the table, and slammed it up

The kang table flipped up and flew up, snapped against the wall, and the wooden plates and bowls fell to the floor, and the bones rolled over

He stood up: "What do you want?"

When the table was turned up, Ah Yao subconsciously lowered her head, her body shrank a little, and after the table fell to the ground, she slowly stretched it out like a ball of paper that had been pinched heavily, she sat up straight again, turned her head sideways to look at the wolves around her, put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, twisted her body and moved to the side, reached out to pick up the plates and bowls, and raked the fallen dishes

Looking at her silently cleaning up, Chang Sihao suddenly felt distressed, threw himself over and hugged her, his face leaned over her right shoulder, rubbing her face, her ears, and her hair: "Ah Yao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Ah Yao let go of his fingers, and the bowl he picked up fell on the floor again, "Brother......" She sat softly, her body was like Siguniang Mountain melting, her eyelids drooped, and her lower eyelashes flickered, her eyes stared at the ground empty, and her voice trembled and fluttered: "Let's be brothers and sisters again, okay......"

"Fool" Chang Sihao hugged tightly "How can we go back How many times have I said it It's okay It's okay It's all okay I don't feel like I owe anything to your dad Those are all in the past I want to take good care of you and live with you for the rest of my life I love you, I love you."

A Yao had a weak smile on his face, raised his right hand, and gently rubbed his side face: "Brother, it turns out that I really love you...... But when I came over, I found ...... I'm just obsessed with myself, but I'm actually casting the shadow of my imagination on you......."

"No, you're lying, you're lying to me, no"

Chang Sihao hugged her tighter and tighter, but he felt that he was losing her more and more

Ah Yao tilted his head, leaned lightly against his face, and said softly: "Brother, what I said is the truth, you are a good man who can afford to take it and put it down, you must be able to ......."

Chang Sihao couldn't stop shaking his head: "No, this is not your idea, this is not your idea, you have clearly poured your heart out to me that day, and now you regret it, you are afraid of burdening me, you are afraid of happiness, you are afraid of loneliness, you are afraid of what dreams and careers I will chase again, and the result is still that you have no home, I won't, I won't, I will guard you, I will guard you forever."

Ah Yao listened silently, as if he didn't want to answer, and seemed to be unable to answer, and the two of them stuck together like this, and they didn't move for a long time

From this day on, Chang Sihao shortened the hunting time and tried to hunt as much as possible at a time, and he vaguely felt that if he left home for a long time, Ah Yao would be afraid, or he would run away, or even commit suicide

In the mountains, I don't know that the years are over, and in the blink of an eye, the ice melts and the snow melts, and there is spring on the earth

These days, Chang Sihao has always regarded Ah Yao as his wife in his heart, but he still sleeps in separate beds with her as when he was a brother and sister before, keeping a slight distance, and regards this as a kind of respect for her

Life is a day by day, go through it, and one day, she will change

I'm here for the rest of my life, so why be in such a hurry

On this day, when I returned from hunting, there was a little fox in the harvest with bright fur It should be good to make a scarf He shouted to Ah Yao from a long distance from the door to see There was no answer in the house He felt that something was wrong Rushed in to take a look Ah Yao was lying on the bed One hand was raised and his forearm was on his forehead He hurriedly rushed to the front and squatted down and asked, "Ah Yao, what's wrong with you?"

Ah Yao waved his hand, as if he wanted to answer, but he didn't dare to answer

Chang Sihao probed her forehead, she didn't have a fever, and wanted to help her sit up, holding her back hand and pushing it up, Ah Yao tilted to the side, covered her mouth, and spit out in a wow Chang Sihao hurriedly slapped her back: "What's the matter?" Ah Yao calmed down and frowned: "Big brother, it seems that our brother and sister can't do it......"

"What are you talking about stupid......

Chang Sihao suddenly understood what she meant, and said in disbelief: "Ah Yao, you have it."

Ah Yao gently supported his lower abdomen and rested his head on his shoulder: "Big brother, I'm sorry for the future...... It's really going to drag you down for the rest of your life......"

"Fool Fool"

Chang Sihao was ecstatic, kissed and sucked away the tears on her face, and hugged her tightly

The next day, the two came to Qin Ziyin's grave to pay respects, and explained to her that they had officially united with each other

Ah Yao stopped him, then propped himself up and moved forward, bowed to the stele, straightened up and said, "Madam, I stopped him, not because he is now my husband, but because I know that you are under Jiuquan, and you must not like him to cut yourself like this."

The two of them cultivated the soil for the grave and cleaned it up, Chang Sihao picked up Ah Yao and went home, and said as he walked: "Ah Yao, you still think about it Before, I only thought about myself, I felt that if I wrote this blood, I would be a little better if I was sad, but I never thought about the mood of the deceased."

Ah Yao said: "Actually, what is the mood of the deceased, it's just that feelings are things in the heart, and some things are really unnecessary to do, and I feel sorry for you."

Chang Sihao smiled: "Okay, I think your last sentence is the master, and the others are all accompanied" Ah Yao also smiled: "So what, I've been tossing so much these days that you can see your blood Just keep your blood After a few days, the child will be born and cry day and night, and some of them will work hard for you to boil it" Chang Sihao said: "Wow, aren't everyone very reserved, why are you so coquettish, I think it must be a fake" A Yao smiled: "It's true, it's fake, anyway, I'm going to rely on Mrs. Chang to do it, and now you can't beat me away."

Chang Sihao suddenly felt satisfied, laughed heartily, and said: "Ah, by the way, everyone's girlfriend, I haven't asked your name, what is your name, is it Cheng Ayao?"

Ah Yao heard that "everyone's girlfriend" was all sarcastic, gently slapped him, put his head on his shoulder and said: "You also said that you want to take care of me, you don't even know my name, and you can't remember to ask, it can be seen that it was all fake before."

Chang Sihao said: "Yes, yes, I am a famous wanderer in the rivers and lakes, known as the black-faced flower butterfly, when I meet a big girl and a little daughter-in-law, as long as I have a little look, I will not let it go...... As for the lack of grace, given my own conditions, I will not let go of ordinary forbearance......"

Ah Yao smiled and said, "I know how to talk nonsense, so I'll tell you, my name is Cheng Jinyao."

"Near and far" Chang Sihao said: "This name is very strange, then is it close or far away, alas, look at the two of us to recognize each other, I really don't know if you and I are close or far away."

Ah Yao said: "It's not far and near, it's Jin in Jincheng Originally, my father named me Jian Yao Grandma said that the girl's family had a sword It's not good to hear Because when my mother gave birth to me, I went to the south with my father Pingwei It's far away from my hometown in Shanxi According to what my grandmother said, it was changed to 'Jin Yao' Actually, I like the name Jian Yao more" Speaking of this, her voice suddenly weakened: "Pity our family There is no damage in the south Pingwu entered Beijing and offended people and was degraded, and finally ended up with a raid Dad sacrificed his life for the country and finally died well." Poor mother and brother also ......"

Before Chang Sihao told her what happened, he only talked about Cheng Daren's entrustment and didn't mention Cheng Lian'an's matter Ah Yao's heart was still sent to Dongchang as his younger brother and was sentenced to death Chang Sihao thought to himself: "Cheng Lian'an has now become a eunuch But he is still alive in the world Should I say this to Ah Yao after all I'm afraid that she will hear the truth It's more sad than thinking that her brother is dead Now Ah Yao is my wife Cheng Lian'an has become my brother-in-law Think about it carefully How did my family get together Absolutely loud like that Cheng Lian'an is like this again...... He recognized Feng Bao as his godfather, then wouldn't I be Feng Bao's godson Feng Bao and my father-in-law are sworn brothers, then I am my father-in-law's nephew, wouldn't Ah Yao become my cousin?"

Just as he was settling the accounts, he heard the sound of hooves in the distance to the east, and when he looked sideways, four or five fast horses came around the foot of Siguniang Mountain, galloping towards him