The change of title made Chang Sihao feel that he had been slapped in the mouth,

He realized that his distraction had misunderstood Ah Yao, and he hurriedly hugged her on his back.

"Haruka ......"

He kept repeating the name, but what should he say to her, Master Cheng entrusted the jade pendant to himself and let him give it to his family, but instead of protecting his family, he ......

The front chest is attached to the back, the jade pendant is in the middle, hard and stubborn, [Xianmo: The wonder is in the heart, but it becomes a wall of estrangement, the world is difficult to say, and it is also the wonder of fate,]

That night, the two of them still slept separately on both sides of the partition, back to back,

The sound of charcoal in the furnace,

The sound of the wind all night, [Xianmo: The sound of the wind is in my ears all night, but I know that I haven't slept well]

Before going to bed the next day, Chang Sihao put the jade pendant on Ah Yao's pillow, and Ah Yao silently put it away.

When he went out hunting, he wore an empty bag, which was skinned to flesh, but had no weight.

Chang Sihao felt that his heart was empty,

Ah Yao is like nothing has happened, she cooks quietly, sews leather goods, tidies and cleans the wooden house every day, her smile is the same as before,

Chang Sihao gradually dispelled the guilt of Lord Cheng, realized his responsibility, and wanted to say that Ah Yao, but every time this topic was mentioned, Ah Yao would always avoid it, Chang Sihao understood that this girl had suffered too much and suffered too many grievances, once her heart was opened, it was all, and once it was closed, it might be eternal.

Be true to yourself, a simple five words, but it is difficult to do, she is not allowed to call Hou Ye again, she will not call, talk to her, she will listen, laugh at her, she will laugh with her, but this smile is always like something apart, her heart, can't see,

Chang Sihao tried all kinds of ways to make her reopen her heart, but to no avail,

Time passes day by day,

On this day, he had an idea,

In the evening, Ah Yao came out of the bathroom and found Chang Sihao lying on her bed, she looked at it, turned her head, supported herself, moved to the other side of the partition, and lay down on Chang Sihao's bed.

After a moment of silence, Chang Sihao came over and lay down beside her,

Ah Yao moved in and made way for him, Chang Sihao: "I want to dream, [Xianmo: This kid has learned badly,]" Ah Yao looked at him for a while, and said, "Open your eyes,."

Chang Sihao closed his eyes,

The dream is coming, light and beautiful, [Xianmo: Willing to give, it is self-deprecating, the maid was taken back to the room, the owner has to give it whenever he wants, so obedient is the disease to be cured, Gu Liang,]

After the dream, Ah Yao climbed down, propped himself up and moved back to his bed, and lay down softly.

After being quiet for a while, Chang Sihao climbed to the side of the partition, lifted the deerskin and got in, Ah Yao lay on his side, his face was flushed, and asked softly, "What are you doing?" Chang Sihao supported his elbows and looked at her: "The dream just now is very beautiful, and some of it is still unfinished." Ah Yao said timidly: "That...... So what do you want. Chang Sihao: "Go on." ”

This dream is a little long, it looks like a winter night,

Unfortunately, it's winter.

So, the night is long and dreamy......

Later, Chang Sihao felt that Ah Yao began to hurt a little, but he didn't stop, he wanted to force her to resist, force her to be true to her feelings, and even force her to scold herself for being a beast and push herself away, at least, that was her true emotions, true mentality, real thoughts, [Xianmo: I can't see through your thoughts, what a terrible idea, how to love is a punishment, how to choose is a heartache, torture her or ravage her......]

Truth is precious, pretense is pathetic, if she keeps objectifying herself like this, she will inevitably become a soulless person,

But she endured it,

I don't know which ancients set the norms of three obedience and four virtues for women, which can be simplified into four words: patience and obedience, and many women live with this as a criterion.

Especially the ladies of all,

At this moment, Chang Sihao suddenly felt that this ancient man should be dragged out and thrown into the street, beaten to death with a stick, [Xianmo: Yellow liquid slowly flowed out between the legs of the Ercheng statue...... (Museum administrator: It's okay, it's a hot day when the air is condensed, tourists and friends don't be afraid, everyone continue to visit, in front of the Mencius Palace...... Hey, Mencius, how can you ...... ）】

While eating breakfast, Chang Sihao looked at Ah Yao: "Did you sleep well last night?" "I thought: this is pure nonsense, I dreamed all night, can I sleep well,

"Good. ”

Ah Yao nodded his lips with his chopsticks to look at the food, sandwiched a chestnut kernel in the bowl, and his eyes didn't even lift, let alone sweep over his face,

Chang Sihao's expression darkened, and he knew in his heart that he had completely failed,

He knows that there are such couples in the world: the man works at sunrise and returns at sunset, the woman stays at home, expressionless every day, two people may have loved each other every day, I don't know which day, something happens, so that a person's heart is a little cold, it gradually goes cold, and it does not warm up again, the other party may not adapt at first, and wants to save something, but, gradually, this effort also fails, there is some imbalance, so like the other party, it gradually gets colder, and later, there are no words, and even the reason why it will be cold before has been forgotten, every day two people sit on both sides of the same table, silently eating the same dish, but they don't seem to see each other, Because even the eyes are staggered, just like this for ten or twenty years, occasionally the eyes inadvertently touch each other's faces, and they feel as strange as the other party looks at themselves, until the other half is dead, as if something is suddenly missing in life, but if there is no more, there is no life, and life is like this,

Thinking of this, a chill seeped up from his back,

Everyone may have a time when they feel different, and never thought that one day, the life of others will become their own life.

If the daily life is only repeated in this way, then instead of happiness, it becomes the greatest torture.

If the family does not have love and warmth, then what do you need to do at home?

Thinking that he would not be able to escape this fate, and that he would eventually grow old like this, the sourness in his heart suddenly turned into anger, he wanted to smash the world, he wanted to accuse the world, he wanted to escape from all this, and he wanted to destroy all this, his fire arched, grabbed the corner of the table and slammed it up,

The kang table flipped up one by one, "snapped", buckled on the wall, and the wooden plate and bowl fell to the floor, and the bones rolled over.

He stood up: "What do you want?" ”

When the table was turned up, Ah Yao subconsciously lowered her head, her body shrank, and after the table fell to the ground, she slowly stretched it out, like a ball of paper that had been pinched hard, she sat up straight again, turned her head sideways to look at the surrounding wolves, put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, twisted her body and moved to the side, reached out to pick up the plates and bowls, and raked the fallen dishes,

Seeing her silently tidying up, Chang Sihao suddenly felt distressed, rushed over and hugged her, his face leaned over her right shoulder, rubbing her face, her ears, and her hair: "Ah Yao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Ah Yao's fingers were released, and the bowl she picked up fell on the floor again, "Brother......" She sat softly, her body was like Siguniang Mountain melting, her eyelids drooped swaying, her lower eyelashes flickered, her eyes looked at the ground empty, and her voice trembled and fluttered: "We, let's be brothers and sisters again, okay......"

"Fool. Chang Sihao wrapped his arms tightly, "How can we go back, how many times have I said it, it's okay, everything doesn't matter, I don't think I owe anything to your father, those are all in the past, I want to take good care of you, live with you for the rest of my life, I love you, I love you." ”

With a weak smile on his face, Ah Yao raised his right hand and gently rubbed his side face: "Brother, it turns out that I thought I really loved you...... But when I walked over, I found ,...... My love is just for myself, but in fact, I cast the shadow of my imagination on you......"

"No, you're lying, you're lying to me, no. ”

Chang Sihao hugged her tighter and tighter, but he felt that he was losing her more and more, [Xianmo: I look at you quietly, look at you I love, I don't want your indifference, this really annoys me......]

Ah Yao tilted his head, gently leaned against his face, and said softly: "Brother, what I said is the truth, you are a good man who can afford to take it and put it down, you will definitely be able to......"

Chang Sihao couldn't help but shake his head: "No, this is not your idea, this is not your idea, you have clearly poured your heart out to me that day, and now, you regret it, you are afraid of burdening me, you are afraid of happiness, you are afraid of loneliness, you are afraid of what dreams and careers I will chase, and the result is still that you have no home, I won't, I won't, I will guard you, I will guard you forever." ”

Ah Yao listened silently, as if he didn't want to answer, and as if he couldn't answer, the two of them stuck together like this, and they didn't move for a long time.

From this day on, Chang Sihao shortened the time of hunting, and tried to hunt as much as possible at a time, he vaguely felt that he was afraid that if he left home for a long time, Ah Yao would be afraid, or he would run away, or even commit suicide.

I don't know the end of the years in the mountains, the ice melts and the snow melts in a blink of an eye, and on the earth, there is spring reviving.

These days, Chang Sihao has always regarded Ah Yao as his wife in his heart, but he still sleeps in separate beds with her as when he was a brother and sister in the past, keeping a slight distance, taking this as a kind of respect for her, [Xianmo: I faintly, disguise my hesitation, in silence, there seems to be a wall between us......]

Life is one day at a time, go over, one day, she will change,

The rest of your life is here, why be in such a hurry,

On this day, when he returned from hunting, there was a little fox in the harvest with bright fur, it should be good to make a scarf, he shouted Ah Yao far away from the door, there was no answer in the house, he felt that something was wrong, rushed in to take a look, Ah Yao was lying on the bed, one hand was raised, his forearm was on his forehead, he hurriedly rushed to the front and squatted down, and asked, "Ah Yao, what's wrong with you." ”

Ah Yao waved his hand, as if he wanted to answer, but he didn't dare to answer,

Chang Sihao probed her forehead, there was no fever, and wanted to help her sit up, holding her back hand up, Ah Yao tilted to the side suddenly, couldn't cover her mouth, and spit out, Chang Sihao hurriedly patted her back: "What's wrong." Ah Yao calmed down, frowned and smiled: "Big brother, it seems that our brother and sister can't do it......"

"What are you talking about stupid......

Chang Sihao suddenly understood what she meant, and said in disbelief: "Ah Yao, you have it." [Xianmo: (tears streaming down her face) That's it, like this, you are recruited, take it, drink the poison you have hidden...... My mood is firm, my belly is bulging ......]

Ah Yao gently supported his lower abdomen and leaned his head on his shoulder: "Big brother, I'm sorry, I will ...... in the future It's really going to drag you down for a lifetime......" [Xianmo: I'm afraid of dragging you down, Fang is sincere]

"Fool, fool. ”

Chang Sihao was ecstatic, kissed and sucked away the tears on her face, and hugged her tightly,

The next day, the two came to Qin Ziyin's grave to pay respects, and explained to her that they had officially united with each other.

Ah Yao stopped him, then propped himself up and moved forward, bowed to the stele, straightened up and said, "Madam, I stopped him, not because he is now my husband, but because I know that you are under Jiuquan, and you must not like him to cut yourself like this." "[Xianmo: You have the smell of her perfume, which is the sin of my nose, although I smell her beauty,........................ But I'm your good sister now,]

The two of them cultivated the soil for the grave, cleaned it up, Chang Sihao picked up Ah Yao and went home, and said as he walked: "Ah Yao, you still think about it thoroughly, I used to only think about myself, I felt that if I wrote this blood, I would be a little better when I was sad, but I never thought about the mood of the deceased." ”

Ah Yao said: "Actually, what is the mood of the deceased [Xianmo: Honest child,], it's just that feelings are a matter of the heart, and some things are really unnecessary to do, and I feel sorry for you." ”

Chang Sihao smiled: "Okay, I think your last sentence is the master, and the rest is accompanied." Ah Yao also smiled: "So what, I can toss you enough these days, just keep your blood, after a few days, the child will be born, crying day and night, and some of them will want you to boil it." Chang Sihao said: "Wow, aren't everyone very reserved, why are you so coquettish, I think you must be pretending." Ah Yao smiled: "It's true or fake, anyway, I want to rely on Mrs. Chang to do it, and now you can't beat me away." ”

Chang Sihao suddenly felt satisfied, laughed heartily, and said: "Ah, by the way, everyone's girlfriend, I haven't asked your name, what is your name at the bottom, is it Cheng Ayao." ”

Ah Yao heard that "everyone's girlfriend" was all sarcastic, gently slapped him, put his head on his shoulder and said: "He also said that he wanted to take care of me, he didn't even know my name, and he couldn't remember to ask, so it can be seen that it was all fake before." ”

Chang Sihao said: "Yes, yes, I am a famous wanderer in the rivers and lakes, known as the black-faced flower butterfly, when I meet the big girl and the little daughter-in-law, as long as I have a little look, I will not let go...... As for the lack of beauty, in view of my own conditions, general forbearance will not let go...... [Xianmo: Yin'er is the first knot in Xiaochang's heart, and I used to have scruples when I was talking and laughing with Xiaoyu, but at this time, I have no scruples at all, and I really let go of my heart,]

Ah Yao smiled "sneering" and said, "I know how to talk nonsense, okay, let me tell you, my name is Cheng Jinyao." ”

"Near, far away. Chang Sihao said: "This name is very strange, then it is close or far away, alas, look at the effort of the two of us to recognize each other, I really don't know if you and I are close or far away." [Xianmo: Far away in the sky, close in front of you, when Qian Showsky wrote this paragraph, he must have laughed evilly,]

Ah Yao said: "It's not far and near, it's the Jin of Jincheng, originally my father named me Jian Yao, and my grandmother said that the girl's family had a sword, which is not good, because when my mother gave birth to me, I went to the south with my father Pingwei, far away from my hometown in Shanxi, so I changed it to 'Jin Yao' according to what my grandmother said, in fact, I like the name Jian Yao more." Speaking of this, her voice suddenly weakened: "Pity our family, there is no damage in the south, but when you enter Beijing, you offend people and are degraded, and in the end you are a family raider, my father sacrificed his life for the country, and finally died well, and the poor mother and younger brother are also ......."

Chang Sihao told her what happened, only talked about Cheng Daren's entrustment, and did not mention Cheng Lian'an's matter, Ah Yao's heart, when his younger brother was sent to Dongchang, he was already sentenced to death, Chang Sihao thought: "Cheng Lian'an has now become a eunuch, but he is still alive in the world, should he say this to Ah Yao, I am afraid that she will hear the truth, and she will be more sad than thinking that her brother is dead [Xianmo: You must not say that it is best to never see each other, otherwise Ah Yao knows that she will be angry to death on the spot,] , Now Ah Yao is my wife, Cheng Lian'an has become my brother-in-law, think about it carefully, how did my family make up, it was like that, Cheng Lian'an was like this...... He recognized Feng Bao as his godfather, then wouldn't I be Feng Bao's godson, Feng Bao and my father-in-law are sworn brothers, then I am my father-in-law's nephew, wouldn't Ah Yao become my cousin, [Xianmo: Then you quickly let go of your cousin,]"

Just as he was settling the accounts, he heard the sound of hooves in the distance in the east, and when he looked sideways, there were four or five fast horses passing by the foot of the Siguniang Mountain, galloping towards this side.