The small bathroom was steaming, Chang Sihao took off his clothes and put them aside, stepped into the barrel and sat down, the water surface rose to the chest, the temperature was hot, and it was very comfortable.

After a fight, after all, I let Ah Yao wash it first,

But she quickly washed and went out,

Maybe it's the injury on the leg that can't be soaked in water for a long time,

Thinking like this, the fragrance of the wooden board penetrated into his nostrils, Chang Sihao looked up at the roof of the bathroom, looked at the surrounding board walls, gently patted the edge of the barrel, and thought: "The eldest grandson's home was probably built like this, but they are built decently, this is compared to him." He remembered the saying "the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own kennel", a sense of accomplishment with a strange sense of accomplishment spontaneously arises, in the Qin family, in the capital, the room maids are ready-made, everything comes and goes, it feels particularly unreal, the city is prosperous, floating like a dream, and now this kind of life must be profound, it is really a day and a place,

"Sizzle, sizzle......" The sound moved to the outside of the wooden door of the bathroom, very soft,

Ah Yao's voice came through the door panel: "Big brother, I filled in some firewood." ”

Chang Sihao wiped his face with a "flutter" and said with a smile: "Yes, no wonder it's so hot." ”

There was silence outside the door, and after a while, Ah Yao called weakly: "Big brother." ”

Chang Sihao: "Ah. ”

"I have something I want to say to you. ”

Chang Sihao rubbed his neck: "What are you saying, say it." ”

"Squeak. ”

The small wooden door of the bathroom knocked softly, Ah Yao picked up the floor with his hands, and moved in.

She was wearing only a pale pink undershirt, and through the mist, you could see her low-hanging face, red ears, and legs, without a mat.

"Squeak. "On the door compound,

She gently clutched her lower lip, sat still, looked at the floor with her eyes, stretched the hem of her pink shirt with her hand, and was quiet in Chang Sihao's stunned gaze, raised her hand, and began to gently untie the buttons on her neck and chest one by one, [Xianmo: (This behavior) is not Ah Yao, but it is really Ah Yao,]

With the arms opened, the neckline is parted to the sides and falls gently,

Her body, like a small four-girl mountain, reminds people of last autumn, the moment when she changed clothes in the carriage,

I still remember that time, her body was so smooth, complete and beautiful under the light,

Chang Sihao suddenly realized that he shouldn't look any further, and hurriedly lowered his gaze, but he saw her broken leg sitting on the edge of the barrel,

The wound had grown, and the maroon scar burned upwards from the fracture like a piece of fire, and above the flame was a piece of jade, where it was still the girl's fragrant muscles.

He suddenly felt like crying,

Ah Yao lowered his head: "Big brother, this is me now, do you see it." ”

Chang Sihao was silent, feeling that the blood vessels connected to the heart were breaking one by one, and his heart was bulging sullenly.

Ah Yao: "Big brother, I want to tell you something, something hidden in my heart. ”

"Haruka ......"

"Don't ......"

Ah Yao suddenly propped up his body and stepped his broken leg over the edge of the barrel, leaned forward, and with a "thump" sound, he hugged his neck and plunged into his arms, [Xianmo: Smiled and asked Xiao Chang, how is this hug compared to the original copper cylinder to force poison,]

"Big brother, don't say it......" Ah Yao's voice trembled a little, and he crossed his neck and missed his head, and hugged his arms tightly, "You listen to me,...... Maybe after today, I don't have the courage to do that anymore, big brother...... I've always thought about you, I always think of the scene when we took the car to Hengshan, I can't help myself not to, I think of you holding my hand, persuading me not to give up, I want you to take me and Chun Tao to climb the mountain, hold my frozen feet tightly in your arms, I close my eyes, my heart is your eyes, I put on shoes, your chest is the earth, I don't want to be your sister at all, but I don't dare to tell you, I feel sorry for Madame, and I'm sorry for you, but I can't help it. ”

"I can only think, I can only think, I can only think like this, I can only think about it, I can only think about it forever...... I know I don't deserve it, but this moment, just this moment, I want to be true to myself for once, I want a quarter of an hour of selfishness. ”

Chang Sihao felt that there was fluid falling from the back of his shoulder,

He knew that it was not a drop of water,

A Yao......

He lifted the hand of the anchor sunk in the water [Xian Mo: Anchor Shen...... Think about Xiao Chang's black claws, it's really an image], hugging Ah Yao's back, feeling like holding a beam of light and a fog, in my heart, I feel unusually powerless, [Xianmo: It is both the light of life and the fog of life, giving people hope and confusion]

Light and fog have a real sense, and become a child,

Sister, she's my sister, my little flower who grew up,

Her shyness, her quietness, is so endearing that it makes people feel a kind of pity from the bottom of their hearts, and they are willing to give up everything, including life, in order to take care of her.

As an elder brother, watching her sister be born, watching her learn to speak, watching her fall, watching her get up, watching her naughty mischievous, watching her slim, watching her heart move, watching her lovesick teardrops, watching her put on a red cover, watching her sit in a sedan chair, watching her husband and children, watching her grow old...... As an elder brother, all you have to do and can do is just watch, watch, watch, see her happiness as your own happiness, take her fortune as your own encounter, make her cry, make her laugh, grieve because of her sadness, rejoice because of her joy, this is brother and sister, isn't it?

Chang Sihao combed her hair like a cat, feeling that her fingertips were passing through countless soft sorrows, and walking into the most barren and brightest traces of her life, [Xianmo: The last part of Xiaohua left is the hair left in the stove pit, where there are ashes, there is fire, it is barren and bright,]

What's wrong with her?

Isn't it herself who made her say this?

People should be true to themselves, they should be selfish, isn't that what you say to her,

With her personality and the current state of her body, some words are not easy to say,

There are many people in this world who are reserved, but they don't know that they are being hurt by reserve, what power allows her to let go like this,

The reason why she took off her clothes was actually because she wanted to make her look "lewd", because as far as she was concerned, there were some things that might not be able to be said without this, [Xianmo: Ah Yao's temperament is really like this, this time, she forced herself alive, and the honest child mustered up the courage to confess, it was too difficult,]

She is her last cliff, Yin'er has already jumped down, and then Ah Yao,

In front of her, is there a way back,

"Fool ......" Chang Sihao said in a hoarse voice, "I have never regarded you as a sister, and I have always liked you deeply." "[Xianmo: Lie,]

"How could it be ......" Ah Yao's tears froze,

"Fool...... Do you remember what I said to you, I said that I am not worthy of Yin'er, that is true, I encourage you not to be inferior, to live a backbone, that is actually to persuade myself, because I see my own shadow in you, only in front of you, I can relax, these, when I pull you, hold you, you don't feel it. ”

,, if there is any lie that can preserve a little decency and self-esteem for her, then say it,

,,The way to avoid the embarrassment of a girl who takes the initiative to confess is to tell her that she is more emotional before her.

"Big Brother ......"

Ah Yao was a little overwhelmed,

"Hehe, when you said you wanted to marry me as a brother and sister, I was still disappointed. Chang Sihao's voice had a ridiculous lightness, his words became smoother, and he was even a little surprised by himself like this, is this due to the immersion in officialdom, and now in his body, how much is the original self?

The water sounded softly, Ah Yao moved his body back, put his hands on the back of his head, and looked into his eyes.

Chang Sihaotan's gaze at her did not show a trace of stiffness and far-fetchedness, "Don't you believe it, in fact, my heart for you, but Yin'er had a sense of it before that, otherwise I wouldn't have hidden you when the Qin Mansion was robbed." He smiled calmly,

Ah Yao's gaze softened,

In the face of her joyful shyness, Chang Sihao felt a watery tenderness surging up from the bottom of his heart, as if everything he just said was extremely true, [Xianmo: True is true when fake is true]

Could it be that lies can also achieve love, and can feelings also be cultivated through falsehood...... Or, I used to deceive myself at all, deep down, I also loved her deeply,

You can't think about it anymore, what can a girl's family do to do this step without hurting her, is it pure and true to love like Brother Chen, is it ethereal and dreamy like Qin Menghuan, no, that kind of love is too painful, it's as simple as Xiao Gongzi, isn't it,

Let the lies turn into promises, love her hard, and when the lies gradually come true, they will shine warmly.

Maybe this is adult love, less pure and innocent, but it can also be happy,

He stretched out his hand and gently brushed away Ah Yao's tear-stained hair on his face,

What a beautiful sister,

"Is that possible. He asked,

The voice was very soft, but Ah Yao felt his toughness, his ears were red, and he was a little afraid, and he hid his face behind his head with his neck crossed, and his heart was pounding.

"Hmm. ”

She closed her eyes, stayed true to herself, and made up her mind to be happy,

"Yin'er, I am a beast, I will never forget you, but please forget me in heaven, from now on, I will love another person with all my heart. Chang Sihao thought silently in his heart, his left hand held her back, and his right hand slid down her waist, as if holding a delicate blue and white porcelain vase, holding her hips and gently dropping.

The small jaw on the back of the neck was slightly hooked, and a wisp of red ink overflowed like smoke at the bottom of the barrel, rising enchantingly,

When everything relaxed [Xian Mo: The meat dish was abridged again......], Ah Yao leaned softly on Chang Sihao's arms, and pressed his side face against his left chest, feeling another world,

"Big brother, am I in a dream, it's all like a dream......"

Her voice is as quiet as water,

"Well, it's a dream. ”

"Ah, how could it ......"

"Are you afraid, afraid that this is a dream. ”

“...... Well, I'm so scared, I'm afraid it's a dream, and I'll wake up eventually. She seemed to feel frightened, and hugged a little tighter,

"Don't be afraid. Chang Sihao stroked her back and comforted, "Because you are a dream, how can you wake up in a dream." ”

Ah Yao smiled innocently: "I'm a dream, so what are you." ”

"Me...... It's a dreamer. ”

Thinking about this, Ah Yao couldn't help but think of another level, thinking that the eldest brother may not have a heart, maybe he thinks that this level is just himself, and his face burns slightly.

But a beautiful longing overshadowed the shyness, and she said softly, "If you think this dream is okay." ”

This is only half a sentence, because, shyness prevails again,

Chang Sihao smiled: "Good dreams, everyone wants to do it every day." [Xianmo: The disabled girl and the dark horse prince live a life without shame......]

Ah Yao knew that he understood, and he was so ashamed that he leaned close to him, as if he was too close, and he couldn't see himself.

Chang Sihao smiled, feeling that he was not only a beast, but also an obscene beast.

But the beast is happy,

Happier than the bloody rain on the rivers and lakes, happier than the oppression and pouring on the officialdom, even happier than fighting for ideals, happier than running for sentient beings, [Xianmo: The more depraved the happier, the happier the more selfish, the happier,]

When Ah Yao's face leaned over, he touched the thin rope hanging from the side of his neck,

I was very forgetful just now, but I didn't feel it, [Xianmo: Very forgetful...... Very selfless ......] [Xian Er Supplement: I think the small Chang chest muscles are very thick, so the two did not touch each other when they stuck together, well, well, very thick, must be very thick...... (Someone: Lady Wuna, do you look at the dry rope in the belly of the house,)]

She leaned back slightly, and saw the end of the string going deep into the water, tying the bag she had sewn.

Gently pulled, the bag was exposed to the water, and the epidermis had been soaked clean [Xianmo: No scrubbing, better than scrubbing ......], the little dragon on it opened its teeth and danced its claws, as if it was happier than himself,

Ah Yao held it lightly in his hand: "Big brother, you have always carried it by your side." ”

Chang Sihao: "Well, this is my treasure, I never pick it in the bath." ”

Ah Yao smiled happily: "I'm afraid that the rune paper inside is soaked." "I pinched it with my fingers, and it felt very hard inside, and then I realized that its sinking was not because it was filled with enough water.

"Why, did you use it as a wallet? She pulled open the rope and poured out the contents of the contents, [Xianmo: Beloved things, when the wallet is not a sight]

What fell in the palm of his hand was not a scattered silver tael, but a wet jade pendant,

"How could it be. Her eyes immediately straightened, staring at this jade pendant, and she asked, "This is my jade pendant, how can it be in your hands." ”

Chang Sihao seemed to have been hit in the head by lightning, and he was stunned on the spot, and it took a long time to react, and said, "You, what are you talking about, this is your family." ”

Ah Yao said: "Yes, this jade pendant is handed down from my family, and my father has always taken it with me......

Chang Sihao's heart was beating suddenly: "Your father is ......"

A Yao said: "My father's name is Cheng Yunfeng, yes,." "Ahh Chang Sihao felt that he was about to explode: "You, you are the eldest lady of the Cheng family." Ah Yao's eyes did not leave the jade pendant, his mind was trapped in some kind of memory, and he didn't pay much attention to his abnormal reaction, and muttered: "What eldest lady, my family can't even afford to hire a maid, what kind of young lady am I." ”

Chang Sihao said: "Your father is Cheng Yunfeng, why didn't you say it earlier." ”

Ah Yao wondered: "Say, to whom." ”

Chang Sihao said: "Say to me, don't you know that I have been ......" Suddenly, he felt that this bucket was a well in the heavenly palace, and he was stepping on the open door one after another, falling towards the infinite light, many things floated in the light, one by one, all clearly presented in front of him,

When I went to the Qin family, I told a few elders of the Qin family about the process of Yunfeng at the night banquet, and the Qin family also sent someone to help find it, but there are rules in the house, and the maidservants and the people who do things outside are not easy to contact, not to mention that Ah Yao's character is not a person who likes to inquire about things at all.

I saved her [Xianmo: Before the night banquet, at the beginning, when Ah Yao and Ah Xiang were ordered to serve Xiao Chang to take a bath, the jade pendant was not on him, but was detained by Xiaoyu, and it was not returned to him until the banquet, of course the second maid couldn't see it when she "took a bath", it can be seen that the author wrote that Xiaoyu grabbed Xiao Changyu to play with it, and did not return it to him, in fact, the purpose is really here,] , arranged for her to serve in Yunchun Pavilion, because she was a girl, and she didn't tell her this, when the Qin Mansion fought against Ming Chengjun, she fled on horseback in the courtyard, and because of the sound in her arms, she lost the jade pendant, and after finding it, she was afraid of losing it again, so she put the jade pendant into the bag, and then A Yao came over, this jade pendant was under her nose, but she didn't see it through such a layer of bag, [ Xianmo: Later, the jade pendant was loaded with a bag, and Xiao Chang didn't take off this bag when he took a bath, Ah Yao also saw it in person, Ah Xiang teased, she also blushed, but I don't know that the two recognize each other only through this layer of cloth, thief Wen Tse,]

Later, with her all the way to Hengshan, everyone only cared about Qin Ziyin's illness, and had no time to talk about leisure, until he left for Beijing, separated from her at the end of the world, until he met again,

If we meet elsewhere, maybe she will want to wash her clothes, and she can find it when she washes this bag, but this ice and snow, the bag has been hidden in it, and she sleeps with her clothes and sleeps, how can she have this opportunity, until the hut is built, you can boil water, because there is nothing to change, every day is just a simple wash of your face, and you can't think of opening the bag to see,

Thinking of this, he couldn't wait to pinch himself a few times, and hurriedly asked, "How did you enter the Qin Mansion?" ”

Ah Yao was a little strange why he asked this, and said, "I was dragged to sell in the human market, and it was the young master who bought me and brought me into the house." ”

Young master,,

Chang Sihao's face is green,

Gu Weixin and they went out to look for it every day at that time, and they searched all the brothels, how could they think that this person was in their own home, and besides, the child was like that at that time, can you buy a handmaid and inform his grandfather to find a beating?

By the way, I still remember that as soon as I and Xiaoyu entered the Qin Mansion, I saw Qin Juexiang riding two naked ** maids fighting, one of them was Ah Yao, at that time, she should have been bought by Qin Juexiang not long ago, and she was "being trained", [Xianmo: Specially counted, from the time I entered the Qin Mansion and saw the naked girl here, the Maidu was as long as 1.81 million words, and the traditional line is thousands of miles, at most it is only a hundred thousand words away, and the various clues in "Big Sword" are short and long, and the short chapters are resounding, and the long intervals are several chapters, dozens of chapters, hundreds of thousands of words, Hundreds of thousands of words, but this line is 1.8 million from beginning to end, which is the longest among all clues.

Miss Cheng has always been in front of her eyes, but she doesn't know anything, isn't this blind, [Xianmo: You have been blind, the atmosphere is not harmonious, under the same roof, you can't see her heart changing......]

Which is blind, not only blind, but also deaf, when she wants to be sad, she once casually quoted the poems of Liu Zongyuan and Lu You to persuade herself, when she wanted to be in Hengshan, the two of them hugged each other to see the snow, she sighed and said, "The snow dances Yinhua and the galaxy is dark, and the gale tears the clouds and rages for nine days." "Why didn't I think that a servant girl from a poor background could export like this?

Her quiet manners, her sad eyes, seemed to be depressed with a worried expression...... Why didn't you notice it? Xianmo: In fact, the most touching thing is not here, here when you go back and look at the forty-sixth part, at that time, Xiao Fang and the secretary threw Ah Yao, who burned his leg and was dying, to the pile of dead people to fend for himself, and later Cheng Lian'an brought someone to bury An Siti's body, vaguely felt that someone was crawling in the pile of dead people, and the torch flickered, and it didn't move, that was obviously Ah Yao woke up and crawled out, she heard someone's voice, and quickly didn't move and pretended to be dead, when Cheng Lian'an spoke, she should recognize it as a sister, but there is a verse: Cheng Lian'an is from the palace, his voice will change, and he just said a word and went out to wash his hands, plus Ah Yao was afraid of being found and was nervous, so he didn't hear it, The two sisters and brothers missed it like this, and then Xiao Fang turned around and walked to the opening of the woods, and he couldn't rest assured that Ah Yao wanted to see if the bottom was dead or alive, but he just entered the inside of the East Factory, this move was too easy to leak the stuffing, he was burdened with the future of the Juhao people, and he couldn't help but be careless, so he just turned around and didn't go in to see, Xiao Cheng observed in the back, and didn't observe anything, in fact, if Xiao Fang really went in, Xiao Cheng followed up with suspicion, Ah Yao climbed not far, and the sister and brother could still recognize each other, and he could still help Xiao Fang, based on the above reasons, the sister and brother finally failed to meet, but then again, Xiao Cheng was like this, and if he really saw his sister, he could only hide her, Dongchang this place he will never get away, in his heart, now this is his home, Ah Yao knows that his younger brother is a eunuch, but he is afraid that he wants to die, so he really sees each other as if he doesn't see it, and he is serious like not admitting it,]

However, this is not right, he hurriedly asked, "Why are you not bound to your feet?" [Xianmo: Caught a big flaw,]

Ah Yao was a little misunderstood: "What, big brother, it turns out that you ...... I don't like my feet, but I don't even ...... feet now" Chang Sihao hurriedly said: "No, I'm just weird, Yin'er is like this, belongs to a martial arts family, and it's normal not to wrap his feet [Xianmo: It can be known that those who are involved in martial arts in the book don't wrap their feet, Nuan'er, Xiaoqing, and Xiaoyu are all like this, they are not destroyed, Gu Siyi is over like this, and if he doesn't wrap up, he will definitely not be able to enter the palace, thinking about a group of disabled people around the emperor all day long, I don't understand, what's so good about this thing,] , Ordinary women don't wrap their feet when they do rough work, as a lady, even if your family is not rich, how can you ......"

Ah Yao said: "My grandmother also wanted me to wrap it, my father looked at the pain, wrapped it for two days, and let it go, saying that it was our general's family, there is no need to practice yourself like this, how did you think of asking this, and, you quickly tell me, how did this jade pendant get into your hands." ”

Chang Sihao was stunned for a long time, and told her how the city was broken and people died, and how she was entrusted by her father to Taiyuan.

Ah Yao also straightened up, covering his fingers to his lips, as if choking in one breath, and after a long time, he muttered: "How come, how come." ”

Chang Sihao sighed: "I don't think so, it turns out that you are by my side, but I don't know, the jade pendant is in the bag, dangling in front of your eyes every day, you just can't see it, this thing is too bizarre, too impossible, more like a dream than a dream, it's as funny as Shuangji from a stupid second to an old swordsman Li, but it really happened." After a while, he muttered again: "Ah Yao, Ah Yao...... It turns out that you are Miss Cheng, and I suddenly feel as if I don't know you anymore. [Xianmo: We are all the most familiar strangers in the world......]

Ah Yao said: "What Miss, I'm still that Ah Yao, it's your good ......" Is it a good girl, or what, she was suddenly a little unsure, but obviously felt that Chang Sihao's eyes were a little far away from him, which made people feel worried, if he knew that he was Miss Cheng before, most of them would be respectful, would he touch a finger of himself?

Her eyes drooped,

The water is a little cold,

The fog disappeared, as if I woke up from a dream, everything was very real, [Xian Mo: Spring dreams are cold without traces, and dreams are empty...... If you knew it was like this, like a dream, would you still put your love on the same person......]

The so-called truth is: Chang Sihao's wife just died, and he is a disabled person [Xianmo: Don't say that it was expensive back then, the reality must be recognized], can he really stay here and live with himself for the rest of his life, [Xianmo: I think you will always be lonely, you have always been so lonely, with love hesitation, he is thinking about you to leave......]

Facing Chang Sihao's expression, she felt a dull pain in her heart, silently stuffed the jade pendant back into the bag, put it down gently, lowered her head and turned around, and picked the edge of the barrel with her hands, wanting to climb out,

The barrel was deep, and it was not easy to climb up, so she wrenched it twice, and then "fluttered" and fell back into the water.

But she didn't feel sad, she didn't cry, and she continued to crawl along the edge of the barrel.

"Plop. ”

"Plop. ”

The water splashed, and the floor outside the barrel was wet, [Xianmo: Who can dry my damp ...... with love? Okay, don't make a fuss,]

She felt that she had no strength, turned her back to Chang Sihao, and said quietly: "Master Hou, can you help the slave maid." ”